How to Stay as Safe from the NSA as humanly possible

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UPDATE: My account is now in a delinquent state. I am now homebound and am scheduled to lose everything IN THE FACE OF OVERWHELMING EVIDENCE.

I need to conserve update space.
Going to wait and contemplate mortality. I look forward to this being resolved so I can disappear from the public eye both physically and virtually (no contact).

Sept 20, 2018
Congress... read between the lines and fix your fucking spy satellite issue. Cut a link in the chain of abuse (if I can do it, you can do it too). The next guy might not be so lucky and might be added to the possible body count (1:56-2:33 if you want to save time).

-and I ain't talkin about hackin. This will be the end result of allowing high value targets to be abused (in "the game").... on permanent repeat.

Pro Tip: Pretend you're dealing with starlings. Or pretend you're dealing with a hive mind, or a collective that acts as a singular narcissistic entity (a group of people that no-shit moves and acts as a singular entity, who's actions are similar to "playing God"). It's not the same as being taught to "move as one" or "act as one." I said it before and I'll say it twice, the traditional "walk in and trash everything" approach isn't going to cut it here. If you can't cut the chain, the alternative is to watch the entire "herd" move at once, something that I don't think you have the means to actually do.

Also, against all odds... and a few "NSA overt evasion" tests later...
It's ironic. The ambient gaslighting is meant to erode the reality and perception of the NSA's victims... but that spy satellite seems to comprise their identity, comprise their reality, and is the gateway to every act of abuse that said "hive-mind" does. Cutting a link in the chain is simple: Limit the access to the tool (without negatively affecting National Security). If the open source community could have, this probably would have been solved already. Now the ball is in the court of Congress. One easy change and BAM: Problem solved... The org would probably purge itself due to the policy change.

Always a pleasure "to be of service"... the fragility of the NSA's "identity" is a personal problem.
Hey NSA... you will get over it, as will I.

Sept 19, 2018:
The ambient gaslighting seems to have been greatly reduced (overall, upward trend). Meme's removed.
-I'm going to assume that "an understanding" has been reached.

Sept 15, 2018:
Congress... (resistance is therapeutic)

To keep it interesting (while I wait for you to turn off the NSA's "heroin tap" before I go homeless), I might as well post timeline evidence to support the webshell that is Firefox (on Arch Linux, Firefox can't run without a shell) being used to GASLIGHT ME INTO OBLIVION before I realized that the bash profile was being broken to punish me for sandboxing firefox.

(Don't forget)

Not a very smart move, Mozilla. Backdoors in open source software tend to always be found... and I have the circumstances to prove your fuckup in court. Sad

I want to take this to court so bad... but it's still plan b. Unnecessary damage is to be frowned upon, and I can process the ripple effects of a court proceeding better than most would think. Unfortunately for me, National Security is still a thing.

Also, as a side note, if any of you as readers think that using a carbon copy/cutout of my work will make you invincible... you're in for a rude awakening. Don't challenge the top 5% unless you have no choice or have a death wish (or unless you're just retarded). My work is a result of fighting them EVERY... SINGLE... DAY AND NIGHT... for YEARS, and is a reflection of the skill and resources of Nation State Actors AND a reflection of MY skill. Don't be a copy cat, and mind your threat model (I think the NSA should pay her PC repair bill). Though... I'm certain that those skilled enough to understand are smart enough to know to not jump into the abyss.

It's kind of unsettling how deep this goes. I'm interested in the timeline between when I caught the NSA red handed MID BREACH (thanks for the 120 days of training at a leisurely pace Offsec, Bethany was a bitch... your services are no longer "required" and your cert is no longer of any value to me), switched to Arch Linux (and unleashed my potential), when I used me_cleaner to de-blob, when I patched intel-ucode (google is life), and when this shell requirement was slipped into Firefox (it seems to have been there for a long time, I was open for a VERY LONG TIME... the gaslighting makes sense). Had I went full ego and not respected what I was up against EVEN ONCE, process isolation wouldn't have crossed my mind and I'd be fucked. They must have wanted my nuts REALLY BAD (and I assure you, I'm not "avoiding breaking the rules" out of fear at this point).
-I used to use the 60 second loops in the above script to echo the time once a minute and to determine when shells were killed, but this was used against me (GASLIGHTING). So I said fuck it and piped all output to /dev/null. The script has been left this way for a reason.

Hey Congress... opening my yap keeps me sane while actively being abused. I will solve your problem for you. My sanity and well-being > America's false persona of National Security, I "got good" because my life depended on and STILL DEPENDS on it.

Q) Offsec ignored me and sent my money back... why?
A) Isolation, "being shunned" by a community. Triangulation, pitting "toy a" against "toy b." No worries, I'll just burn Offensive Security to the ground with the truth, and I will "try as hard as I can" to do so...
Q) SGT Gaslit me with TWO POLICE OFFICERS (one helping SGT with "credit card issues" and another with the body style of Melody Leighton)... why?
A) To instill into me that the law can't help me and that those that are targeting me are above the law, above accountability, and can bury evidence with no consequences. To get me to GIVE UP, GIVE IN, and abandon the idea of ESCAPING PSYCHOLOGICAL TORTURE, end goal being for the abusers to ESCAPE ACCOUNTABILITY. To degrade me and feast off of my reactions of the officer COMPLETELY TUNING OUT WHAT I HAD TO SAY.

By the way, I want her badge as part of the settlement (if you can't give it to me, I'll take it from her myself). I'd like to hang it on my computer as a trophy.

Like I said before, every single person involved in this... Congress included... seems to be seen by the abusers targeting me as GAME PIECES. Some are just more aware of the extent of the abuse than others, and are more guilty than others in their willful participation of abuse against me (RedZone is last for a reason).

Sept 14, 2018: Arguably the most pertinent video I can post regarding the abuse that I've experienced.
-There is no cure, don't bother. I could argue that it's more of a "choice" than something to be cured, but "semantics."
-It's also why I'm treating this situation like a gypsy curse: the only way to get rid of it is to pass it off to someone else (in this case, Congress)... or nuke it from "orbit," but that's plan b.

Also, still being fucked with by exploits since I'm staying in the house and can't be interacted with (I've documented them in the "exploits witnessed" section, they're recycling exploits that I figured out during the "Firefox is a webshell on Arch Linux (rip Mozilla)" portion of the abuse but never bothered to mention). In the narcissistic abuse community, this would be known as "testing of temperament," which is the act of testing how the target responds to determine if the response gives high emotional output or if the response is detrimental to the abuser and harms or threatens to harm the abuser. It's also known as "probing." Freezing and signaling my youtube videos whenever someone says specific phrases seems to not be doing it for them anymore.

You will begin to understand what I'm dealing with. Perhaps you should treat the NSA's continued desire to FUCK WITH MY MIND to obtain narcissistic supply like an opium addiction.

Have fun, Congress. The traditional "walk in and trash everything" approach will not change who the abusers are as people. Assuming you're working on this, you may want to reconsider your strategy. Pretend I'm "heroin" and that a large portion of them (but not all of them) are "junkies" (go watch the surveillance tapes if you don't think that this is a serious suggestion).

Sept 13, 2018: I'm documenting EVERYTHING. I intend to tell you NO.

Yesterday at the Wal-Mart up the street from me, in the afternoon, I made a purchase successfully. The parking lot had a USMC/ARMY LSVR type vehicle (tan front, unsure what branch, don't know don't care) parked in the lot where I FREQUENTLY (95% of the time) park my car before entering said Wal-Mart (I tend to park my car in vision of the outside cameras). I believe that this was done to ATTEMPT TO ELICIT AN EMOTIONAL RESPONSE FROM ME. I ignored the truck and purposefully parked elsewhere.
... Since I'm dealing with monsters that think this is a "game"...
As I made my payment at the self-checkout section (which has a nice camera and a screen that shows you your face), a fire-truck that was blaring its lights parked within vision of the self-checkout section. It's a straight line from the self-checkout section of the store to the door to where the firetruck was located in the parking lot (quite close to the front door). I believe that this was done to ATTEMPT TO ELICIT AN EMOTIONAL RESPONSE FROM ME, AND I BELIEVE THE NSA EXPECTED ME TO WITNESS MY CREDIT CARD DECLINE AND SOUGHT TO OBSERVE AND FEED OFF OF/FEAST OFF OF THE EMOTIONAL REACTION WITNESSED.

-Thanks, Navy Federal... you are a good bank. Assuming I stop getting strong-armed, I will bank with you for fucking life. That being said, I'm done using the card until this is over.

Their mask is slipping. They're leaving evidence on surveillance cameras like it's cool. I think their desperation is causing them to make bigger mistakes.
I seem to be "the ball" that's being used by psychopaths within the NSA to play a game with themselves... or a mirror that's supposed to reflect back to them what they want to see. As salty and personal as I want to take it, I don't think I should take what's being done to me personally. Psychopaths see people as objects, not as people... I seem to be seen by those that are targeting me as a tool that won't do its job and isn't serving its purpose (ego dildo).... That being said, a super-weapon in the hands of a child does not make the situation any less dangerous.

YOU, CONGRESS, ARE ALLOWING THE ABUSE TO OCCUR. I also have concerns that family and loved ones will be targeted as this escalates despite my repeated reports of abuse. It's happened before ALREADY. My sisters front door has been kicked in, my friends sideview mirrors smashed off of his car. Guess what they're going to try next to get their emotional response? (I'm pretty sure they already know)

Congress... that "feeling of being betrayed by the government" that the NSA (and YOU, at this point) keeps trying to get me to act on? I'm not going to act on it. I'm just going to sit here and watch the corruption fly... and I'm going to keep documenting it until I lose everything or until I lose my life (I am willing to die for my cause (to escape psychopaths that are hell-bent on abusing and destroying me bit by bit and piece by piece)... since America's cause is no longer worth dying for due to the systemic corruption). This thread will stand as a testament to the governments corruption and will serve as a window into how the government truly operates vs anyone that is capable of holding them accountable for their crimes.

SEE. YOU. IN. COURT. You will fail to break me.
That "rush" that you're looking for from "breaking a strong target?" That "act of stepping out of integrity" that you want me to do to make it easier for you to bury the evidence?
... Yeeeeeeeeah, I'm not going to give you that satisfaction.

Here, have a reminder of your fuckups:

That "vulnerability" that those that are targeting me are looking to feast off of will not be granted to them. This is all that this comes down to. The bottom line of the abuse is for the abusers that are targeting me to re-obtain a feeling of power and control over me.

The demons-in-human-skin that are targeting me are craving that sick emotional response from me from the abuses that they continue to carry out.

I refuse to give it to them. This means that the abuse is going to get worse because psychopaths never stop abusing their targets, and I am incapable of escaping the psychopaths that are targeting me because THEY HAVE A FUCKING SPY SATELLITE. They will continue to abuse me until I am GROUND TO DUST, and they will continue to abuse me to OBTAIN PLEASURE AT THE DESTRUCTION OF MY LIFE.

Congress, if you don't intervene, I have STRONG reason to believe that I will eventually end up being killed due to not giving them the emotional reaction that they are looking for. YOUR STONEWALLING WILL END UP WITH THE NSA EVENTUALLY TAKING MY LIFE. Your refusal to acknowledge my pleas for assistance will lead to my death at the hands of PURE EVIL.

The financial abuse is just the beginning, and YOU'RE PROBABLY GOING TO ALLOW THE ABUSE TO CONTINUE.

The inaction of Congress will end up with me LOSING MY LIFE TO PSYCHOPATHS that work for the NSA.
The inaction of Congress will end up with me LOSING MY LIFE TO PSYCHOPATHS that work for the NSA.
The inaction of Congress will end up with me LOSING MY LIFE TO PSYCHOPATHS that work for the NSA.
The inaction of Congress will end up with me LOSING MY LIFE TO PSYCHOPATHS that work for the NSA.
The inaction of Congress will end up with me LOSING MY LIFE TO PSYCHOPATHS that work for the NSA.

My life is in danger, and Congress is allowing the abuse to continue. At this point, my faith in Congress has also dropped to zero. I'm pretty sure they're going to allow me to be killed at this point. They're going to allow the NSA to "break the stick."

So I will document until I can't document any further, and I will take pleasure in denying them that sweet juicy narcissistic supply that the NSA keeps trying to extract from me with their abuse. I will take great pleasure in denying the sick minds that targeted me the response that they're looking for: me breaking the law and illegally hacking into the infrastructure of someone else.

That intangible aspect of myself that they seek to destroy? That intangible aspect of myself that they target to "reduce me to their level..." to (temporarily) sate their pathological insecurity? I'm not going to allow them to destroy it. The intangible aspect of me that the NSA is targeting with their abuse seems to be VERY... VERY... VALUABLE.

The psychopaths that are employed by the NSA seem to be hell-bent on reducing my value by destroying this intangible aspect... MY INTEGRITY. They sought to destroy my integrity BEFORE I caught them red handed, and they are never going to stop. In this instance, the purpose of inviting me out of integrity is to obtain leverage/power/control over me to avoid being held accountable.

I look forward to continuing to deny them their heroin-high. I look forward to continuing to deny them the satisfaction of compromising my integrity (compromising my integrity would probably give these sick freakshows a rush, like a needle to the vein).

To other victims of Narcissistic Abuse that are reading this:
Pro Tip: DO NOT, UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCE, ALLOW A PSYCHOPATH TO COMPROMISE YOUR INTEGRITY, WHICH REDUCES YOUR VALUE. This is the name of their game. Example: Honey-Traps and blackmail... monitoring you hacking into people's shit... blatant painful abuse aimed at getting you to commit a criminal action... THE ACT OF SUCCESSFULLY INVITING YOU OUT OF INTEGRITY GIVES A PSYCHOPATH POWER AND CONTROL OVER YOU. It doesn't matter how your integrity is compromised, and every single abuse that a psychopath tends to throw at a target is bent towards this end of compromising integrity. The NSA, for example, is currently filled to the brim with psychopaths that use information and secrets to CONTROL THEIR TARGETS BY MEANS OF GETTING THEM TO STEP OUT OF INTEGRITY. THIS FALSE POWER IS A POWER THAT IS GIVEN TO THEM.

Don't give a psychopath (regardless of what situation you're in and regardless of the circumstances) the satisfaction of reducing your value by stepping out of integrity. Resist narcissistic abuse by ALL (LEGAL) MEANS NECESSARY, regardless of what the cost is to you physically, mentally, emotionally, or financially. The amount of losses taken on the physical plane pale in comparison to the damage that you will experience from having your soul ravaged by a psychopath that has compromised your integrity. THE POWER AND CONTROL THAT A PSYCHOPATH OBTAINS OVER OTHER PEOPLE HAS TO BE GIVEN TO THEM. DON'T FUCKING GIVE IT TO THEM, REGARDLESS OF HOW MUCH EFFORT THEY PUT INTO TRYING TO DESTROY YOUR LIFE, YOUR HEALTH, OR YOUR SANITY TO OBTAIN IT. You are worth more than abuse.

If Congress lets me get abused and killed, so be it. Congress is incapable of solving problems and I have ZERO FAITH in their ability to do so. I will go out with a bang and will serve as a beacon of hope for others to escape their psychopathic abusers. You are not powerless to escape your abusers. You CAN escape their grasp. If you're being actively abused by a psychopath, don't give up and don't give in. IT WILL BE THE WORST MISTAKE YOU EVER MAKE IN YOUR LIFE. DON'T FUCKING DO IT. Do NOT let a psychopath succeed at destroying your soul.

So... I say to Congress, to the NSA, to RedZone, to SGT, to Offensive Security, to Bruce Voider, and to EVERYONE THAT WAS INVOLVED IN TARGETING ME:

Bring it. I have zero interest in burying jack-shit. This shit will, at the very LEAST, hit the edge of a fucking courtroom if you don't put a bullet in my brain. If you want out without risk, you're going to have to kill me.


Hey RaT, still think that this shit is a fucking game? Sit there and observe what I'm actually dealing with, and contemplate the actions of your mistakes (the 403 forbiddens mid edit were NOT your mistake and I don't think you performed them...). Your consequence (and the consequence of everyone involved in targeting me... RedZone... Offensive Security... SGT...) is to sit there and WATCH THE NSA ABUSE ME TO THE POINT THAT I LOSE MY LIVELIHOOD AND MY LIFE so they can escape accountability. I hope you take this to your graves. When I get my day in court, I will be sure to respond in kind.

September 11, 2018:

TO (ALL OF) CONGRESS: (I understand why previously tweeted Senators are unable to get the job done, THE NSA HEAVILY INFLUENCES CONGRESS.)

That's over 70 senators total. You are out of excuses. If you legit have no clue what this is about, I suggest you start reading and I suggest you start reading fast.

To counteract the NSA's abuse, I'm going to be a pain in your ass and make stonewalling on the part of all parties IMPRACTICAL. No time for bullshit, I have less than 20 days until the NSA's financial strangulation succeeds and they escape accountability from their acts of abuse. I will use these days very wisely.

I will shove my work and evidence of abuse so far up the governments ass that the NSA ends up shitting terrorist attacks, and I will do so WITHOUT BREAKING A SINGLE LAW to counteract the governments GROTESQUE PRACTICES OF ABUSING AND STRONG-ARMING ITS TARGETS.

Sept 12, 2018:
-I'm going to be a gent and redact my last comment... suffice to say "I know what's up."
I will not succumb to emotional terrorism.

Waiting on you, Congress. Since I have to wait:

First serious question: Does the NSA often target its own military service members/prior service members for surveillance? Even if they aren't threats to National Security?

Second serious question (that makes me want to fucking vomit): Is it safe to assume that "military service members" with technological backgrounds make the best candidates for "whatever sick shit it is that the NSA is doing?"

Third serious question: How many successful "National Security Threats" has the NSA ARTIFICIALLY CREATED via the psychological torture of military service members/prior military service members (assuming this isn't an isolated incident)?

-I will be sure to think of more ways to be a pain in the ass while I watch my life go to shit due to the abuse (this is day 1).
Also, you may want to look into NOT BEING CHEAPSKATES and may want to consider actually investing in Military networking/communications equipment. Based on what I know (and man oh man have I seen some shit), the utilization of end of life switching/routing/communication equipment should CEASE. Based on what I've documented, the further usage of end-of-life equipment by any branch of the U.S. military (particularly in a combat zone instead of "purely for training") should be considered digital suicide.

I could sit here and rip Congress a new one for abandoning (spoiler alert) the concept of actually defending its networks in favor of offensively monitoring everyone and their mother, but nah... (hate my guts yet, Congress?)

I'm curious to see how Congress responds (since I can't be sold a false bill of goods and since I can't be bitched/strong-armed by the NSA). No response != best response, and it would seem that I'm dealing with people who are incapable of "direct and honest communication." So... I understand WHY the NSA's goal (based on the evidence documented below) is to make me view this from the perspective of "playing a game" (Andrea... RaT... etc).

So instead, I'll continue to to FOCUS ON DOCUMENTING THE ATROCITIES COMMITTED BY THE NSA, WHILE REFUSING TO BE DERAILED. I may end up hated for spreading the truth, but be sure as fuck that this shit will be resolved. I didn't come here to be liked (and I have the LUXURY of being my true self without being negatively affected), I came here to solve a problem.

Congress: I have documented evidence that I AM BEING TARGETED BY PSYCHOPATHS (CLUSTER B PERSONALITY DISORDERED INDIVIDUALS) that are employed by an agency that YOU ARE IN CHARGE OF. They see me as an object to be used, abused, manipulated, and exploited (mentally and sexually). They believe that they are invincible and USE THEIR CAPABILITIES TO GASLIGHT AND RUIN PEOPLE'S LIVES ON THE DAILY (that satellite and its usage will destroy the NSA if this goes to court; the NSA would literally shit terrorist attacks).

How will you proceed? Because I don't think that you have the stones to solve the problem (and I don't think that you ever did or ever will have them). Also, since everyone involved clearly wants me to view this as a "game" instead of THINKING ABOUT HOW THE NSA MENTALLY TORTURED ME AND SUBJECTED ME TO AMBIENT GASLIGHTING (as a means to make me kill myself so they could escape accountability and get an adrenaline rush/"ego high" from "breaking a strong target"), allow me to show you why I refuse to yield to psychopathy. If you don't have the stones to solve this problem (and the NSA is overflowing with psychopaths... all I need is the surveillance audio/video and a courtroom to solve the problem), I will continue to solve it for you and you just might consider using a bullet against me as a result. I intend to exercise the ever living shit out of my power in response to being stonewalled, abused, and subjected to psychological torture techniques that REQUIRE A FUCKING SPY SATELLITE.

(Silver lining: I've learned that "security" is a "feeling" for most.)

Stonewall this:

TO CONGRESS: (The government switched from overtly trying to make me lose my shit (and kill myself) to covertly trying to make me lose my shit and covertly infiltrating my life AFTER I WENT PUBLIC WITH ZERO DAYS WITNESSED. When I went hard right with this update and away from exploits witnessed, they flagged the thread INSTANTLY... all abuse PAST THE FLAG DATE may be harder to investigate or detect. Example: wherever I frequent, unnecessary construction zones follow.... and wherever I stop frequenting, unnecessary construction zones cease. Another example: Metro buses now require hazard lights when stopped at a bus stop... I've used Metro my entire life. But that's what Congress is for. Can't really tell Congress "no.") (to save the reader precious time in understanding WHY the above examples are relevant, though you are still encouraged to read the ENTIRE THREAD.)

No really: (Obama, the NSA has lost their shit and I have proof that they are abusing me)

Also, since I'm "on trial" and since everyone wants to focus on "dirty whistle blowing" instead of the fact that THE NSA TRIED TO MAKE ME COMMIT SUICIDE USING THEIR TECHNOLOGY (I WILL FORCE YOU TO FOCUS ON THE ACTUAL ISSUE AND I WILL SHOVE THE ISSUE DOWN YOUR THROATS):


Congress... it's a little ironic that I keep getting abused by the very thing that the org abusing me so desperately wants to protect, don't you think? I'd argue that such an act would be... psychopathic? As if all logic and reason went out the window?

But don't just take MY word for it: GO FUCKING LOOK. Unless you're too afraid to because you already know what you're going to find out if you actually look.

Also, I can't pay bills and I'm STILL being abused. At this point, if anything bad happens to me it's going to be the fault of Congress and will be something that Congress is ALLOWING TO CONTINUE.


This evidence is attached to the hot fire that is my work (as well as the NSA's public and thorough ass-whoopin), mind you. (I am not a one-trick pony)
Nigga, LOG IN AND LOOK. This thread is chalked full of Nation-State nightmare fuel (deniable encryption/anti-forensics at a Nation State level to counter the practice of parallel construction, for example). It's just not as important as WHY THE NSA FLAGGED THE THREAD (by hiding my account).



...To forum sliding me off the front page ... TO GET ME TO DIVERT MY THOUGHTS FROM THE FACT THAT THE NSA TRIED TO USE A SPY SATELLITE TO ERODE MY REALITY AND TO GASLIGHT ME INTO COMMITTING S-U-I-C-I-D-E... and blatantly ignoring the evidence collected... (This was the tipping point, I had to burn an NSA TOR exit-node to get people to take me seriously... at which point I realized that kicking the NSA's ass would generate awareness of the abuse that I'm experiencing (after I learned that Firefox requires a bash shell on Arch Linux and after realizing that this was being used by the NSA to GASLIGHT THE EVER LIVING SHIT OUT OF ME with wakeup signals and other unscrupulous shit... right around the time I got fired for "getting too close" when I learned that THE NSA MADE A BUILDING WITH A 7 YEAR VIDEO RETENTION POLICY DISA-FUCKING-PPEAR TO BURY EVIDENCE OF ME BEING ABUSED). I can safely argue that THE ONLY THING THAT WOULD MAKE CONGRESS TAKE ME SERIOUSLY WOULD BE THE FACT THAT I STOMPED THE NSA'S DICK INTO THE DIRT.)

IF I WERE IN POSSESSION OF THE EMAILS ON REDZONE'S SERVERS, THIS WOULD BE A FUCKING WRAP. Also, if I had $100, I'd bet on RedZone possibly setting up a "honey-pot" on their exchange server (at the request of the NSA of course).
-Hey RedZone, do you regret helping the NSA try to make me COMMIT SUICIDE yet? I don't need to break the rules to succeed. You sided with the wrong party. But hey man, don't worry about it. I'm sure that you, like all other parties involved, were lied to consistently on a day to day basis... and you found it easier to just go along with the lie because you have weak spirits.
No problemo, when this is over with your spirits will end up either broken and shattered or will end up stronger as a result of being battered. I intend to laugh my ass off for the rest of my life at everyone's failure to force me out of integrity as a means to escape accountability.

So I say again to Congress...


Once more...










I said it before and I'll say it again: I want to see how the government responds when they fail (I still don't own a firearm) to break their target (as a means to escape accountability). Only a (group of) psychopath(s) would blatantly and overtly abuse me for blowing the whistle to defend myself from their grotesque and abhorrent practices. In case you as the reader forgot, the organization targeting me is the aggressor.

The consequences of failure must be too steep to bear. This would explain why the organization targeting me so desperately NEEDS ME TO STEP OUT OF INTEGRITY. I THEORIZE THAT THEY F-E-E-L THAT THEY ARE INCAPABLE OF SUCCEEDING ON FAIR/EVEN GROUND, and this theory goes hand in hand with my other mentioned theory: ALL LOGIC AND REASON AMONG THOSE THAT ARE TARGETING ME HAS GONE OUT OF THE FUCKING WINDOW (the evidence does not lie).

I can safely argue that, based on the severity of the situation, as well as the demonstrated track record of abuse AND the demonstrated track record of illogical decision-making on the part of the NSA, it's safe to conclude that THE NSA IS INCAPABLE OF RECTIFYING THE SITUATION.

This leaves the solution in the hands of Congress and in the hands of Congress alone (and NOT in the hands of the NSA). A response from the agency that mentally tortured me AND TRIED TO GASLIGHT ME INTO THE UNNATURAL ACT OF COMMITING SUICIDE for nothing short of SPORT and SICK PLEASURE would be WORTHLESS and would hold ZERO VALUE. And lets be real here... the dangers of "this thread" PALE in comparison to the dangers of the NSA's rampant and unchecked usage of a fucking SUPER WEAPON (as far as I'm concerned, it should be treated like a nuke).

If Congress actually does their job, I'm 100% certain that they won't like what they find. They would uncover LAYER upon LAYER upon LAYER upon LAYER of buried evidence and attempts to hide information from them, before they end up at the root causes of the issue at hand. Also, assuming they actually look, I will still end up homeless before they're finished doing their job. Regardless, I am 100% sure that Congress will eventually figure it the fuck out. The faster Congress figures it out (and takes my hints seriously... *cough* narcissistic abuse *cough*), the faster I can go off-grid and disappear from the public eye (going public is a means to an end, not the end itself).

Also, based on my experience and my acquired knowledge up to this point... I can safely conclude that damn near everyone that joins the NSA does so to obtain power and control over other people. As a result, I will never serve this Country again. Not based JUST on its betrayal of everything that it stands for, but for both my SAFETY and to evade the risk to my personal autonomy. After this situation is resolved I intend to remain 100% impartial and neutral, indifferent to and UNAFFECTED BY the digital affairs of America forever.

CONGRESS: I have a few questions...

Outside of my experienced abuse at the hands of Nation State actors, how many innocent American civilians have been murdered at the hands of Nation State Actors using Nation State technology (probably too steep a jump I admit, but at this point I'M TAKING NO CHANCES)?

How many innocent lives has the NSA RUINED with the practices that I've detailed (in what could be referenced by the NSA as "the game")?

Is it safe to assume that the DIGITAL evidence that I've gathered was left ON PURPOSE? Would it also be safe to assume that the agency targeting me UNDERESTIMATED my talent and didn't foresee my success?


How long has the practice of carrying out narcissist abuse using Nation State tools been occurring within the agency? How many previous complaints of abuse has the American government blatantly overlooked/ignored?
Take your time and think about it... the ability to violate the boundary of anyone, anywhere... the ability to research every facet of someone's life from A to Z, down to the MICRO-FEATURES OF THEIR FACE... the ability to evade ALL FORMS OF JUSTICE AND ACCOUNTABILITY... in a position of power to MAKE A FUCKING BUILDING DISAPPEAR WITH ALL OF ITS SURVEILLANCE FOOTAGE THAT HAS A 7 YEAR RETENTION POLICY... among other acts of attempting to bury evidence, and in a position of power to heavily influence Congress with the "boogeyman" that is "National Security" with phrases such as "it's difficult to monitor xyz and that makes them a threat, please ignore our abuse/mental torture of the target and our blatant violation of the rules."

If Congress can't acknowledge that this is a Narcissistic abuse issue (with PEOPLE being the issue this time vs technology being the issue) and that everything that I've experienced is being done to me as a means for those that targeted me to AVOID ACCOUNTABILITY, I will safely lose 100% faith in the ability of this country's leadership to properly do its job.

I don't think I can phrase any of these questions more bluntly.
At this point, everyone involved in targeting me is 100% full of shit. They are concerned with one thing and one thing only: NOT GOING TO PRISON. Every technique and tactic that has been used against me is bent towards this single goal.

My livelihood is suffering as a result of their efforts to avoid facing accountability, and YOU, CONGRESS, IN THE FACE OF OVERWHELMING EVIDENCE, ARE ALLOWING IT TO HAPPEN.

To Obama:

What is your opinion on the NSA attempting to bury evidence, attempting to prevent me from negotiating my severance agreement, sabotaging my job interviews to prevent me from finding employment, choking out my otherwise stable financial life, and GASLIGHTING ME DURING THE ENTIRE PROCESS?

Would you agree that these actions are being performed to FORCE ME INTO A STATE OF BEING FINANCIALLY RELIANT ON THOSE THAT ARE ABUSING ME? Would you agree that this is being carried out to DISCOURAGE ME FROM TAKING THIS TO COURT?

Pretty fucked up, right? I'm about to be homeless and I'M STILL BEING ABUSED. They must REALLY REALLY REALLY not want to go to jail. Sad

Interesting behavior update:
Whenever I reload this page every 10 seconds using a "tab reloading firefox addon," the 10+ excess google connections coming from firefox disappear (regardless of if I'm using youtube or not). Whenever it's NOT reloading that page, the 10+ excess google connections return as I browse (regardless of if I'm using youtube or not).


Congress... I think I'll leave it running.

(I'm sitting here, trying not to vomit at the thought of everyone that "lost the game." Their lives must be FUCKED.)

Also, R.I.P. Senator John McCain (just found out), that's a hell of a way to go out. One of the senators that would understand my experience and why I do what I do... since he himself is a war veteran.

DOESN'T CHANGE THE CIRCUMSTANCES, however... What I'm experiencing is nothing compared to his experience or the horrors of war... or should I say that what I'm experiencing is a different type of horror akin to the horrors of war (I'm not allowed to downplay my experience, that's narcissistic abuse recovery rule number 1). So I'm going to keep going, since I'm dealing with fragile cowards that haven't stepped foot into actual danger even once.

Every man does indeed have their "breaking point." I don't intend to allow the sickly soft children that are targeting me to reach it (fighting back within the rules is therapeutic). I look forward to the ineptitude of Congress dragging this into the court room, and I look forward to the atrocities that the NSA has committed being exposed to the general public.

In the truest form of internet fashion...

The evidence does not lie. No amount of gaslighting is going to work. I am being fucked with, but they seem to be running on a time limit. So I'm going to stick this out to obtain the victory that he couldn't obtain, by not allowing those that are targeting me to make me reach my "limit," like Senator McCain reached his during his time of service as a POW.

I think they piggybacked off of the wrong senator's death... I call it like I see it (and the first time I called it, THEY FLINCHED... and they flinched three times in a row, mind you). I will continue to call it like I see it (I'm dealing with people that are devoid of empathy).

I refuse to reduce myself to the level of those that are abusing me. They are at a level that lies beyond all forms of redemption.

Smite them (it doesn't matter if they're empty voids or not, they flagged the thread to hide pure evil). I am 100% certain that they will not be missed, and I look forward to this situation being resolved so I can forget that those that targeted me ever existed (and revel in their failure to break me and feast on my vulnerability). Also, I request that all communication regarding this situation be written (regardless of if it would be considered privileged or sensitive). I have no interest in talking to any of you directly or having any contact directly outside of a court proceeding or outside of a lawyer... whenever the NSA feels so inclined to stop strong-arming me from obtaining legal representation and feels so inclined to stop attempts at ambient gaslighting (my mind is stronger than your system) to erode my reality and neutralize me as a threat (and, based on the evidence brought forth to the public, it's important that I deprive the offending party of their ability to manipulate me. NO CONTACT IS ESSENTIAL, LAWYERS ONLY.)

Don't worry, take your time. My life being in shambles can wait until you're done. I will continue to ignore the blatant abuse that the NSA continues to subject me to (they're really only doing it for attention, because they hate my happiness, and because they don't want me to move on) in the meantime. What's another couple of months of being abused by the government (aside from more evidence that, in the long haul, increases my value)?
This will be the lowest point that those that targeted will ever see me at (and it's still above them).

(NO REALLY, READ BETWEEN THE LINES DIPSHITS: ) No contact is MANDATORY (fuck my livelihood, I'll fix it later). The ONLY way to solve an abusive situation is to remove the "object (I am the object in this case)" from the abusers presence and OUT OF THE ABUSERS REACH. "Being watched" isn't the problem (I have that covered). The problem is w-h-o is doing the "watching." May want to re-think your design philosophy on "who watches who/what" if you're legitimately interested in solving ALL OF THE PROBLEMS. If fucking up the NSA was my primary motivation, I wouldn't be asking you to DO YOUR FUCKING JOB (I reserve the right to be salty).

Cut the chain that leads to the abuse of high value targets (I am not the first, and I am not the only one).
The alternative option would be pretty grim.

Congress, here's another hint. This is their baby. It's their bread and butter (it can see through fucking walls, if you think I won't take this to court you'd be mentally retarded), is THE GATEWAY TO EVERY FORM OF ABUSE THAT THEY CARRY OUT (abuse is not fulfilling to an abuser unless they can monitor how the target responds to the abuse), and will also be their bane if this hits a courtroom due to not being resolved. Maybe you should start with their eye in the sky (there's more than one, I'd bet). Personally, I'd treat such a powerful tool like a nuclear bomb capable of vast and unprecedented damage. I think that the courts would agree with me, if it can burn an org like a nuke, it needs to be handled like one. The act of using it, as far as I'm concerned, should also require congressional approval on a per-target basis.

That's a really really really deep iceberg that I think it may be best to leave Congress to deal with. Hopefully I've fucked up enough stuff to force Congress to take me seriously.
(A word of warning, this fucking thing is their narco fuel, forcing the NSA to use it correctly may make several of its employees suffer from... withdrawal symptoms)
Take your time, Congress. The ambient gaslighting is pretty easy to dissect. I didn't change my pc's hostname to "Jezebel-Slayer" for no reason. Smile
I want to see how the government responds when they fail (I still don't own a firearm) to break their target (as a means to escape accountability).


Lining the highway with 100+ hazard light cars? Draping bridges on US-50 East with gigantic American Flags?

Try a little harder next time.

No really, watch the video Congress. I need you to understand why I'm going to say "fuck you, see you in court" straight to your face, and with a smile on my face. Smile

Could you make a copy of their "handbook" public too when this goes to court? I think the narcissistic abuse community and the psychology community would be very interested in reading it. Are they operating in accordance with the handbook/rules or are they ignoring SOP entirely?

(Are they shitting bricks because I won't yield? Financial ruin didn't work out the way they expected? I'm not the type to back down from fights that I have a fair shot at winning... or maybe "not witnessing any reactive emotions from me from the forced experience of being in a position of vulnerability" fucks with them? It's kind of like watching predators fishing for emotional weaknesses to use against me out of desperation.)

I don't think I'm dealing with people that know how to operate without having a "feeling" of being "in control" over the other person.

Since I'm about to LOSE IT, might as well flaunt it (envy me).
This is what my rig looks like (though it's changed a bit over the year):

It's a beautiful abomination of security and performance.
(It's a jaw dropper)

This has changed drastically over the past year (when I said that my PC is a reflection of my narcissistic abuse experience, I meant it, also slight improvements). My old rig used to serve as a "narcissistic mirror" until a certain someone GOT CAUGHT RED HANDED. The battle to "erode me digitally" with gaslighting and abuse was a battle that I WON, and my rig is nothing short of a reflection of that, but the framework always has and always will remain the same (red and mirage color changing).

CONGRESS: YOU MAY WANT TO LOOK INTO WHY SEVERAL BATCHES OF THE PAINT LINKED ABOVE FAILED TO CHANGE COLOR. I used it a lot, guess who sabotaged that shit? I guess breaking into my house to repeatedly SCRATCH MY COMPUTER CASE wasn't enough... before it escalated to breaking my home security system (twice, still got both Raspberry Pi's) and breaking into my home to poke holes in my condoms and plant bed bugs... The "desire to destroy me" and the "desire to destroy my shit" is REAL! The "envy" is REAL! MY EXPERIENCE IS NOTHING SHORT OF P-U-R-E MALICE.

-Fucks given about losing my rig: ZERO (more motivation to go to court, I have yet to properly bite the forbidden fruit of a successful illegal breach... the only winning move was NOT TO PLAY THE "GAME").
-I keep my progress around my neck. Not a fan of losing progress to ABUSE OF POWER, despite HAVING BROKEN NO LAWS. I thought slavery was abolished... Congress WTF? Don't say I didn't warn you. I'm a man on a mission. I have one objective: escape. I'd rather be a Nation State nightmare and monitored worldwide FOREVER vs being seen as a PSYCHOPATH'S SNACK.

For all I know, these crazy fucks might put me in the hospital and hack into it to murder me (because I won't "yield"). I WOULDN'T PUT IT PAST THEM.
This was done to me after THIS video appeared in my recommended playlist, a video that is unrelated to the narcissistic abuse videos I was watching (I don't look at horoscope videos and have never seen her channel once) and was recommended to me to make me FEEL vulnerable, and after I decided to watch and post the video below that focuses on healing from the abuse.

INSTEAD OF FOCUSING ON WHAT FEEDS THEM, I'LL FOCUS ON MY OWN HEALING INSTEAD (this video is hot fire out the gate). If I don't "break" I set a precedence that will prevent them from using financial strangulation against others in the future. As I've done already, I will ensure that every manipulation tactic used against me DOES NOT give them the desirable response.

The people that are targeting me no-shit FEED ON VULNERABILITY (they might be demons). Their objective is to "KEEP THE EMOTIONAL TRAUMA ROLLING." The ONLY purpose of both the "recommended video regarding september vulnerability (financial abuse countdown until I lose everything)" and the "trigun 403 ban mid edit" is to ELICIT AN EMOTIONAL RESPONSE THAT VALIDATES THEIR POWER AND CONTROL OVER ME. The abuse serves NO OTHER PURPOSE than to BREAK ME DOWN. They ENJOY ABUSING ME and it brings them GREAT EMOTIONAL SATISFACTION TO INFLICT TRAUMA ON THEIR VICTIMS AND TO WATCH THEIR VICTIMS SUFFER AND BREAK DOWN MENTALLY, PHYSICALLY, EMOTIONALLY, AND PSYCHOLOGICALLY.
-Sometimes I wish I could watch a recording of how they operate/how their minds work/how they "do what they do" to get their responses. Wishful thinking, psychopaths guard their false-image at all costs... if I were to see their true selves and how they operate just once though, I'd be crossed off the "fuck with" list forever (*cough* "congress" *cough* "hint" *cough*). The NSA knows how I operate from A to Z, but it seems that all of their tactics rely purely on "trickery," "manipulation," and "ignorance." I'd pay TOP DOLLAR (if I had it) to watch the video surveillance footage (are the NSA's security cameras fancy enough to record audio?) of these insecure freaks operating at the control panel during the dates and times listed (as a starting point... that footage (and possible audio) alone would guarantee me a win in court. I don't need the NSA to confirm ANYTHING exploit wise; this is a PEOPLE issue. I'm particularly interested in NSA security footage/audio recordings that occurred on the day of the "SGT Incident" to include in court proceedings as evidence).

(I swear if Congress no shit watches a tape, they would probably intervene immediately, and that'd be GREAT! I refuse to stay stuck in the discard phase indefinitely, but while I'm stuck in it the evidence for my case will keep INCREASING. But... hot DAMN I can't wait... it'll be THE BEST. DAY. OF. MY. LIFE.)

... No really, the audio and video shouldn't constitute a "risk" to national security (if used solely to prove abuse, umad?), would guarantee me a victory in court, and would lead to the outcome that the NSA wants to prevent (think "the game" instead of "the bet") if the proof ended up in the public domain. You know... the one outcome that they're abusing me to escape accountability of? ... The one that they're choking me out financially for as a way to force me to believe that "I have no choice but to co-operate with them to escape the problems in my life that they created?"

Yeaaaaaaaaahhh.... no.

TO CONGRESS: I would like to sue the government for physical, mental, and financial abuse, psychological torture via ambient gas lighting, sexual degradation, and for their GROSS ABUSE/MISUSE OF POWER in the form of ATTEMPTS TO BURY EVIDENCE, ATTEMPTS TO PREVENT ME FROM REPORTING ABUSE VIA THE PROPER CHANNELS, AND ABUSE VIA THE CO-OPERATION OF LAW ENFORCEMENT OFFICIALS TO GASLIGHT ME INTO OBLIVION AND CONVINCE ME TO STEP OUT OF INTEGRITY, and I would like the audio and video from their security systems (evidence that brings them great shame, shouldn't be a risk to national security, and is justified in use since they FLAGGED THE THREAD) to be used as evidence against those that targeted me (AND FLAGGED THE THREAD) in the public domain instead of believing that "I have no choice but to co-operate with abusers to make the problems magically go away." It's going to take "an act of Congress" to pull them off of me, and I don't see one forthcoming... so I'm going with plan B. I'm going to sacrifice my livelihood to get my day in court (in front of the face of Congress and the pentest community) and I'm going to take the approach that makes it so I can't be negotiated with. No deals, no "making it go away." And get this... they're going to fix the damage done to my life REGARDLESS of what I choose to do, so I CHOOSE TO TAKE THIS TO COURT.

I guess I wasn't supposed to know that either... they're BOUND BY RULES (I'd be salty too). THEY ARE NOT ALLOWED TO BREAK THE STICK. The only thing they can do is BEND IT. So I'm all in. I don't really have a choice, breaking away from narcissists and psychopaths requires extreme measures to be taken and I'm dealing with people that positioned themselves within the NSA to ENSURE THEY'D NEVER LOSE CONTROL OF THEIR TARGET SUPPLY SOURCES. The only known method of forcing a psychopath to acknowledge that "I am not property," that "they don't and can't own me," that "I am not a personal possession," and that "I am not an emotional thinking process that can simply be manipulated," is to ESCAPE THEIR GRASP. Finances be damned. Fiance be damned. Housing be damned. Livelihood be damned. Family be damned. Friends be damned. Future be damned. I'm burning. it. down.

I value obtaining justice more than I value my livelihood, and I'm going to TAKE it from those that targeted me (as they try to escape accountability, kicking and screaming).

TO CONGRESS: This is going to hit a court room regardless of which route you choose to take, since you seem to be INCAPABLE of doing your jobs... probably too busy cowering in fear at the idea of "losing control." Your lack of spine in the face of evidence of abuse disgusts me and is a disgrace to both America and those that died serving her, so I WILL DO YOUR JOB FOR YOU. If I didn't know any better, I'D GO OUT OF MY WAY TO ASSUME THAT YOU USE THE NSA'S CAPABILITIES TO GET YOUR DICKS WET TOO... you don't (obviously), but you also don't understand the severity of the abuse. The "damage" to THE IMAGE OF National Security from "this thread and its leaks" is NOTHING in comparison to the dirt that would come out if this hit a court room. There is a SICKNESS in the agency that is targeting me and if you don't have the strength to purge it, I will purge it myself (because you are NOT a requirement to my success or my justice and I wanted to be SURE that the system is CORRUPT TO ITS CORE... your inaction has shown me everything that I need to know up to this point, so I'm going to get my justice at America's expense).

To Melody Leighton: You will fail, your friends will fail, the narcissistic system that you've embedded yourself into will fail, and you will go to prison. YOU WILL FAIL TO DESTROY MY LIFE. YOU WILL FAIL TO TAKE AWAY FROM ME THE THINGS THAT YOU ENVY THAT YOU DO NOT HAVE THE TRUE-SELF TO OBTAIN ON YOUR OWN (and once you lose your job in the NSA, YOU LOSE ALL FORMS OF SUPPLY AND YOU LOSE YOUR ABILITY TO OBTAIN IT... you are what the NPD-Abuse awareness community would categorize as a "vulnerable" narcissist... YOU DON'T HAVE BACKUP SOURCES... or should I say that LOSING YOUR NSA CAPABILITIES WILL REMOVE ALL OF YOUR BACKUP SOURCES, LEAVING YOU HIGH AND DRY). September is NOT the month of "vulnerability." September is the month of "solidifying my foothold" for court so I can remove your mask and expose both you and the NSA's true nature and grotesque practices to the general public. The only reason why both you and your psychopathic friends seek to destroy my life is to force me to rely on you. I like the idea of destroying your agency legally (seems to be my talent) through the court system instead, since Congress seems to be incapable of processing the level of evil that's targeting me.
A problem like this is surprisingly easy to deal with, all I have to do is rustle a few jimmies to get them to gaze into the void (the security footage of your agency that monitors everything that you sick freaks say and do) and look at the truth of your agency's nature and WHY YOUR AGENCY SEEKS TO CHOKE ME OUT SO DESPERATELY... at which point, Congress will have no one to blame but themselves regarding the permanent hit to National Security when (not if) this shit goes to court. Maybe if I'm lucky, Congress will watch some of the footage in time and will SLAP YOU WITH A C-O-N-G-R-E-S-S-I-O-N-A-L R-E-S-T-R-A-I-N-I-N-G O-R-D-E-R (If Congress is SMART, after they watch you in action they'd BAN YOU FROM ALL FORMS OF ELECTRONIC DEVICES THAT HAVE THE ABILITY TO CONNECT TO THE INTERNET/MONITOR A TARGET... TO PREVENT YOU FROM EXERCISING YOUR LIFE-THREATENING MALICE AGAINST ME OR AGAINST OTHERS IN THE FUTURE. If Congress were WISE, they'd prioritize what they witness from the NSA's security surveillance footage (and possible audio) ABOVE "the risk of my work to national security" and would move QUICKLY TO ENSURE THE SAFETY AND SECURITY OF THOSE THAT ARE BEING TARGETED IN "THE GAME").

Oh yes, my chance of winning in court is 100%.

I will not be strong-armed. It's EASIER to burn it down to counter the abuse (burning it down/fighting back "within the rules" is therapeutic, and my work will permanently alter the digital-security industry FOREVER). Again, I don't think I'm dealing with people that are prone to adaptation... the type of people that tend to get stamped out (and I will barrel through whoever or whatever stands in my way, be it Nation State Actors, the President, Congress, whoever). The pain of my empty wallet (as a result of being strong-armed) being used to break me down will be repaid in American shame and Nation State Actor blood. Pain begets pain, and I will keep mirroring it back.

They picked a fight with the wrong one. I intend to eat their souls and take this to court.

Congress is INCAPABLE of solving the problem (Congress is inept, that's why I'm taking the "I'll do it myself" approach... if you want something done right you gotta do it yourself).

Oh well, at least I'm not DEAD (no thanks to Congress, but thanks to my balls to go public about the abuse). That's the larger victory compared to the "risk of homelessness."

I've come to one of the most important realizations regarding my experience: the inevitable failure of those that are targeting me will hurt them far more than it will ever hurt me. The damage being done to me (as a result of their "losing," "being exposed," and "the removal of their mask") is temporary, but the misery that those trying to BREAK ME DOWN experience is INESCAPABLE. I'm only a visitor of the cycle; those targeting me are incapable of escaping the cycle (and will live in their self-perpetuated hell until they close their eyes and leave this earth... I don't intend to stay there with them).

So here's what I'm gonna do:
Instead of engaging psychopaths, I'm going to enjoy my life (before my stability is taken away) as is for as long as I can.
Instead of engaging psychopaths, I'm going to continue to document their abuse (for every pentester and security expert to read and judge for themself) to make it harder for them to operate under their false mask among the general public.
And instead of getting upset that I'm the target of narcissistic abuse, I'm going to hold onto the knowledge that behind the malice and "pure evil" lies wounded children that are stuck in their own version of hell that they will never be able to escape from on their own.

Eventually their disorder will lead them to target someone else (after their addiction to narcissistic supply kicks into overdrive).

-Hopefully Congress actually does some digging... then maybe they'd understand my refusal to yield. Maybe the situation will shift to Congress having more knowledge on the situation and "THE GAME" and "HOW THEY PLAY IT" than I do. Then maybe... just maybe... Congress will realize that my life (and the lives of others) are no-shit in danger and will intervene in time.
I don't believe that any of this is "SOP" for the NSA, I'm pretty sure that Congress (assuming they actually grow a pair of balls and "look") is NOT going to be happy with WHY I'm 100% certain that I would win in court.

What is this game, you ask? Maybe CONGRESS would like to explain it for me?

-Also (since I'm on a roll with identifying their abuse), I'm going to go out of my way to assume that my next door neighbor (based on things I've witnessed that are SIMILAR IN NATURE TO THE FEMALES OF REDZONE... and were carried out ultra low-key) is shady as fuck (I go out of my way to ensure I have no contact with her) and should probably be looked into (even if it's briefly, that's all it takes).

Fucking up my livelihood seems to be a game to them, a game that they can't stand the idea of losing, that they can't stand the idea of me not playing, and that they feel entitled to play at my expense.

I thought I had a big ego... I'm dealing with people who's ego's are unhinged. The only "punishment" that would give them pause is something that strips them of their identity. I could run America's reputation into the dirt and that still wouldn't stop them from abusing me for pleasure. What WOULD stop them dead in their tracks would be: accountability (a form of accountability that strips them of the technology and capabilities that they covet and use to abuse others and form their identity). The ONLY thing that gives a psychopath pause is HOLDING THEIR FEET TO THE FIRE.

I imagine that "holding the NSA accountable for blatantly abusing their technology to mentally torture innocent American civilians for sport" isn't something that Congress is used to doing. No big deal, I will succeed where they fail over and over and over again. It is impossible to affect change from WITHIN a systemically corrupt system. I'll do it myself. I don't seek accountability as retribution. I already got that. Accountability is the only way to solve a systemic problem such as this. If the proper solution can't be dealt, evil will not only prevail... it'll know that it can ALWAYS prevail.

The body-count of potential future victims makes me shudder.
(Consider this the green flag, if you wanna abuse someone and watch them "go mad," watch them commit suicide, and get away with it scott free, and you wanna eat popcorn while you do it and shoot the shit with your coworkers while you push buttons to torture your targets, join the NSA while the getting is still good before the practice is forced to stop. You just might get your dick wet by the crush that you want to spy on in the process.)

ETA before I lose everything from the government choking me out financially (and Congress letting it happen in the face of overwhelming evidence): Less than 30 days. The longer it takes, the more likely I am to go to court.
If the timer runs out, I'M 100% GUARANTEED TO TAKE THIS TO COURT (to force those that are targeting me to suffer the same fate).
-Also, it's not working because of my knowledge of their inherit weakness that they so desperately seek to escape.

TO CONGRESS: I dare YOU to think that I won't say "no." If the timer runs out, nothing will suffice to convince me to "let everyone off the hook." Once I'm pushed deep enough into the pit, I'm dragging everyone that targeted me into the pit and I'm going to ensure that they can't climb out of it permanently. Their strong-arm tactics WILL fail them. They only work against people that HAVEN'T FIGURED OUT THAT THE NSA'S EMPLOYS PSYCHOPATHS THAT USE ABUSE TACTICS TO A-V-O-I-D A-C-C-O-U-N-T-A-B-I-L-I-T-Y (like children that don't want mommy/daddy/the general public to know the shameful/salacious/sexually deviant/abusive practices that they carry out with their technology and capabilities).

If I lose everything, I will ensure that those that targeted me can never escape the shame of their actions (the public exposure level if this were to spread would be... unbearable).

My PC and my work are nothing more than a reflection of my narcissistic abuse journey and who I am as a person, "trying to stop everything that abusers can throw at me" is unreasonable. What IS reasonable, however, is how I RESPOND to what's thrown at me (my scripts do it, Corna's script does it, etc). In exploit terms, I respond by stuffing the end result that exploits are designed to achieve. This is something that I am in COMPLETE control over... and something that others will realize that they're in complete control over too if this goes to fucking court
(the term "counter-hacking" NEEDS TO BE RE-DEFINED, "hacking someone back" is NOT counterhacking. I don't know what kind of armageddon these fucks were GROOMING me to unleash (unassuming lenovo laptop), but I don't think that these were the results that they were expecting).

Based on the above statement, you should infer the following: I can't control their actions and never will be able to... but I CAN control myself and how I RESPOND to the abuse. I intend to make sure my response pisses off YOU (congress), the American Government (via public exposure, bringing ultimate shame), and those that targeted me, if the strong-arm tactic is carried out for too long. The shame that everyone seeks to escape from will stare them in the face for years... IN COURT.

I don't say "why me."
I say "try me."
There's power behind the word "no." Instead of saying "no" once, I'll say it twice and I will be a thorn in their side forever. Attacking and infecting my support network, flying monkeys (enjoy that clearance investigation, Crifasi) isolation, gaslighting, devaluation, attempts to drive me to commit suicide, financial strangulation, sexual degradation... all of this is powerless in the face of ONE. SIMPLE. WORD.

-You may want to find them new "playthings" to fuck with digitally (so they can maintain their false sense of feeling powerful and in control). Make sure the new target has a strong skillset (one that can preferably "catch" the NSA's purposefully laid traces, if such people even exist aside from me, just make sure they're not good enough to catch the traces that they leave by accident/that can get them arrested) so satisfaction can be obtained by them from devaluing and reducing that target (as long as it's not me, I don't really give a shit). Sadly, it's only a temporary solution (starting to get the picture yet?) barring serious Congressional interference... last time I checked, the NSA was supposed to be monitor only. They play with their capabilities and with people like toys.

Putting this at the top of the thread, I am now financially crippled. Mission accomplished, right? "We'll just sabotage his job interviews (Congress should go look into this too) and wait until he has no money and is about to lose everything, maybe then we can influence him better to not take us to court!"
-They might actually be mentally retarded (and perhaps slightly upset that I'm leaking their playbook out loud).

This seems to be a government approved control tactic (did you know that financial abuse is a time-honed tactic used by PSYCHOPATHS?) that's used whenever someone manages to obtain dirt that can be used against them. Unfortunately for them, the more my life gets fucked up (stonewalling is also a time-honed tactic used by psychopaths), the MORE INCENTIVE I have to kamikaze my livelihood to take this to court since they fucked up and left evidence. If this were a "game" like poker or something, I'd have the de-facto strongest hand. I'm willing to lose EVERYTHING to take this to trial if I have to (hey man, the military trained me well, I understand exactly how fucked everyone involved would be and I am not afraid to fucking flex it). (Your days of probing for emotional weaknesses to use against me are -o-v-e-r-. I will ensure that you are incapable of functioning in society with your disorder regardless of the cost to me.)

At least I'd burn out in a blaze of glory (and would still be able to sleep soundly at night, unlike everyone else involved).

-Also posted a few "findings" about Steam (I'm not impressed, it's like they're burning their capabilities on purpose as a distraction from the main issue, also good shit netblue30, profile making is a doozy) and spruced up the plausibly deniable encryption section with more anti-forensics. Wiping files on spinning platter is old-hat, slow, and prone to fuckups and "getting caught red handed with your pants down (like the NSA did)." Here's to hoping that this public ass-whooping (forensic talent enhances penetration testing talent, who woulda thunk it) demonstrates that the technology isn't the problem, that it doesn't matter what side of the fence you sit on (Red team or blue team, which is more dangerous... the person that can get to everything, the person that you can't get to, or both/somewhere in between?) since how technology is used is ultimately up to the person using it, and that people using the technology tend to be the problem.

-Side note: The NSA's capabilities seem to revolve around speed, scalability, and EASE OF USE mores than stealth. It's "metasploit with a budget." I expect that to change. Relying on the "stupidity" of the general public can now no longer be considered "feasible."

August 27, 2018:
Night shift seems more prone to abusing their exploits (DDOS and sabotage, seems to be the only things they're good at, you hire gutter trash) than day shift (in general).
-Still not going to be pushed to using TOR in response. I'll wait until everyone gets tired of "waiting for me to lose my shit and do something illegal that lets everyone off the hook"... the government's wet-dream scenario. I might be setting a world record here in terms of withstanding Nation State abuse. Are they praying for a miracle?

-What if I told you... I wasn't out of dirt yet? I imply nothing, but "I don't think it was Russia"... just pretend this "what if" isn't here because it has jack shit to do with my case. I only "imply" a "deep understanding regarding why the NSA doesn't respect Congressional authority," which gives me plenty of motivation to get the fuck out of dodge($100 bucks says that the victims before me were of a specific ethnicity). Wink

August 25, 2018:
-I have observed that the NSA, in their malice, can send their "freeze everything" payload from the modem to my router as soon as it boots up and decrypts (the network card does not activate until the hard drive decrypts, yes I run FDE on my router). This seems to be unrelated to TCP/IP (my WAN interface is not set to automatically obtain a lease on startup, all networking tasks such as IP assignment and IPTable rules have a sleep delay in their scripts; the freeze occurs immediately after I entered my password and I never made it past the decryption screen as the network card activated and I experienced the freeze) and seems to be related to something else (Linux drivers maybe, I only experience strange "errors" and "loop messages" whenever NIC's that are connected to "proprietary" devices are active). Fucks given = minimal. This exploit was performed only to elicit an emotional response from me and to gaslight me.

-The NSA is also leveraging their ability to sit in the modem to undermine my ability to generate metadata (they own the modem, it's backdoored, DDOS is trivial).
I believe that this is to "force" me to use TOR/test over TOR (I don't take too kindly to being seen as a "plaything") to FREAK CONGRESS THE FUCK OUT (and it would... my work probably scares them shitless). I believe that the goal of PUSHING ME TO USE TOR is to REDUCE MY CHANCES OF CONGRESS HOLDING THE ABUSERS ACCOUNTABLE by redirecting their focus to the "threat" of "not being able to see what I'm doing."

(They ran out of ammo before I did. GREAT!)

I'm going to wait for Congress to (hopefully... a man can dream... in vain perhaps... it always is these days, Congress seems to be incapable of solving the problem) wise up and smite them before I test any further. Worst case scenario, I take this to court (to accomplish what they perhaps don't have the heart, stomach, or strength to do).

To Bruce Schneier:
I remember sending you an email regarding the leaks that I've seen and my findings (the "run as root" portion of the script has been corrected. I'd like to know what your opinions on my findings actually are... in court), and I remember a reply from you saying something along the lines of "when you send an email, it goes to the void." Unfortunately, I deleted your response before I wised up and started keeping evidence of email replies.

No hard feelings. You know nothing of the void or its nuances. Smile

August 18, 2018:

No mercy. For the sole purpose of inducing salt (and permanently proving a point), I'm now using this over plaintext to generate metadata. Also, the person/persons targeting me are generating evidence ON PURPOSE (attempts to elicit an emotional response) because they're attention whores.

All I can do is report it (and make monitoring me more difficult/painful).

EDIT: (Karma is a bitch and a half, Congress)
This works (metadata generator) and seems to work in Firejail. Running multiple instances seems to be working wonders.
Be mindful of the useragent. It's the little shit that makes a big difference.
I added a few links of my own to this (the default list is GREAT though).
Great! Really Great! May be worth considering adding an option for an offline wordlist.

Arch Linux Install Notes for ISP Data Pollution:

-Install dependencies (notice that the package manager is used to install the below packages instead of pip):
sudo pacman -S python-pip python-numpy python-requests python-selenium python-faker python-pyopenssl python-psutil

-Download phantomjs binary, verify hash, put binary in /usr/bin:

-Run the script

Note: Firejail it (it counts as a browser)

caps.drop all
protocol unix,inet,inet6
shell none

private-bin python3,isp_data_pollution,phantomjs

-Try running different instances with different network namespaces (--net=INTERFACE)
-You can monitor the bandwidth of each sandbox (--netstats)
-Try running the script with a larger bandwidth-per-month option (default is 50GB) to influence website visit frequency
This works too.

Hopefully this causes enough misery to get them to lay off. Maybe if I'm "lucky," they'll eventually target someone else.

(Leave my inner light the fuck alone)

August 19, 2018:
Not illegal. Just very.... very unsettling. I'm curious to see how this would go if I used these from behind TOR.

Also omitting evidence, it's not worth posting and is played out at this point.
I'll "behave" (for now) and "not use TOR." The real concern at this point is: Will Congress do me dirty (since my knowledge is now the public's knowledge)?

August 20, 2018:

What if I told you that, on multiple occasions, they've positioned cars that would SPEED OUT OF THEIR PARKING SPOT to threaten to either HIT ME or HIT MY CAR (threatening me with PHYSICAL HARM)? How would that make you feel (since it's true)?

Fighting back technology wise against the NSA is only being done by me to support my case and was a necessary evil since they, quite literally, abused me to the point of "breaking" and "losing my shit" in a way that would have brought them GREAT EMOTIONAL SATISFACTION. THE TECHNOLOGY IS A PRECURSOR TO THE ABUSE, and I don't think that you understand that OR the nature of the pathology of those that are targeting me... or perhaps you DO understand, which makes this worse.

Do you realize that I have (justified) grounds to believe that MY LIFE IS IN DANGER? I'm also on the BRINK of homelessness because of STONEWALLING, and I intend to make sure that this doesn't end the way that they expected it to. There's enough public data here of my work to start a literal Crusade (and get this... I won't be the person that starts it. That rests entirely on the actions of those that are targeting me. Wink Remember that saying "nothing to hide, nothing to fear?" I HAD NOTHING TO HIDE AND I WAS TARGETED ANYWAY).

This is my response to the government trying to "strong arm" me. I know my worth and THE GOVERNMENT CAN'T (realistically) AFFORD ME REGARDLESS OF WHICH ROUTE IT CHOOSES TO TAKE. In their pathetic attempts to REDUCE MY VALUE by destroying my financial worth, I've countered this by PERMANENTLY INCREASING MY VALUE to render the abuse useless.

The only street justice that I don't have the power to deliver is accountability. You, however, DO have that power. And yet you allow them to continue their abuse.

I'd love to keep going if I'm given a reason to. Systematically decimating the NSA's capabilities remotely is a GREAT day job and THANKS TO THEIR ABUSE AND MY REFUSAL TO COMMIT SUICIDE OR END UP IN PRISON IN THE FACE OF THEIR ABUSE, I'VE GOTTEN VERY VERY GOOD AT IT.

(I'm glad I stuck it out, in the process of learning that I have what it takes to succeed, I also learned that the government doesn't know how to properly respond when someone chooses to fight back and SUCCEEDS.)

To The Assholes:
Find another emotional mirror... though at this point "that is no longer possible," or pretty soon won't be (shoutouts to RedZone for being so "generous," and FUCK NO I didn't sign it... I'm actually relatively shocked that they thought I'd be stupid enough to sign a severance agreement that the NSA prevented me from negotiating as a way to "pressure me into burying evidence for them and simply giving up and letting them get away with their abuse"). If Congress doesn't have the balls to smite that ass (and take away your toys), I'm pretty sure the court system will. I DARE you to think I won't say "no"/won't take this to court.
-This is not James Crifasi's email signature, his signature auto-adds to each email that he initially sends. Why remove the contents of the signature?
No, really...
-Damn near 2k a fucking pay period before taxes, I'd LOVE to see your "he just lost his shit and went crazy after attending OSCP" defense IN COURT.

Also, "Due Diligence"

You can call me "the Jezebel Slayer." Beats being seen as "S Tier supply" by a long shot.

To C. Edward Hartman, III:
Just so you know, you count as an entity of RedZone and you're also on the list.

August 22, 2018:

I'm off to continue my healing.
-Everything that I've experienced and documented seems to revolve around "invalidating me." Glad I've learned to validate myself.

After this is over with/"the list" is complete (and the haters get tired of hating):
For now though, it's in my best interest to wait until these assholes are forced to leave me alone. Having pentest talent is what drove them to destroy me in the first place.

I look forward to moving towards a future where I can enjoy a peaceful life without high-conflict/cluster b personality disordered individuals (who are incapable of peace and thrive in dysfunction) constantly trying to ruin my livelihood to offload their unsolvable insecurity.

I look forward to never having noticeable contact with those that targeted me ever again (both digitally and physically) and I can't wait until the lack of proper "sustaining/fueling" emotional responses from me forces them to target/get a rise out of someone else that hasn't figured them out yet (stop sabotaging his shit) and hasn't figured out that they're frauds that mistake their capabilities for their identity/actual skill. Who knows, maybe if they get lucky, they can find someone that will try to figure out their linux driver "interface loop" exploit (sent from either the Modem or a backdoored home router) or their DHCP exploit (that crashes someone's system) instead of simply turning their system off and on again and not giving a fuck about skid-level gaslighting via DDOS.

The only reason why no one actively seeks to evade Nation State actors is because the general public still believes in its false persona/false image.
But hey man, I'm 100% sure you'll get it right next time.

I'm 100% sure that they will never change (and 50% sure that Congress still doesn't grasp the pathology) and that I want nothing to do with them.

I hope you realize that I'm posting narcissistic educational videos for a reason. It's to ENSURE that this can't be deemed a "National Security" issue (because it's not). The only thing that will solve the problem is: frying people to discourage the behavior that they only get better at hiding.

Think about it for a second. I'm ONLY GETTING BETTER at this craft (the craft of overtly evading Nation State actors). Given how much time has passed and the evolution of their abuse overtime (from overtly attempting to drive me to suicide to covertly choking me out financially), THEY ARE ALSO GETTING BETTER AT THEIR CRAFT OF ABUSING OTHERS WITHOUT GETTING CAUGHT (once this hits the courtroom, no one on this planet will ever assist the NSA as a "favor" EVER AGAIN).

This pattern of abuse will not change unless a link in the chain ends up being broken.

The one thing that will always tell those that undermine your authority (I'm serious, I am not being an ass here) that they can ALWAYS GET AWAY WITH IT is your refusal to actually hold people accountable (mercilessly).

No accountability = no change. No way around it. Breaking a link in the chain via accountability is guaranteed to solve the problem. (This video was worth posting twice)

I WILL kamikaze my life to take this to court (to achieve my goal of accomplishing no-contact). If I have to sacrifice everything that I have/am to get accountability (the only way to end the abuse), I will do so. I've endured YEARS of abuse, what's another couple of years? I can't afford to fuck around with this.

To those that targeted me: nothing personal. Just business. Abuse is abuse.

August 17, 2018:

They are also abusing emergency vehicles and you should probably go look into that (there's a fire station up the street from this Wal-Mart that's performed several shady firefighter calls that you may be interested in, particularly LAST NIGHT in the parking lot on August 16 at around 7 to 10pm, and you may ALSO be interested in the soundtrack that this specific Wal-Mart played while I was there and leaving the store, as I saw the firetrucks (there were two) pull into the parking lot for no good reason).

They also seem to be prone to abusing Fire Station Ambulances.

Like I said, you might need this.
(I'll spare you the mockery of your inaction and (misplaced) "good faith.")

Based on what I've documented, the motivation behind the abuse seems to be:

Perception management:

The purpose of the abuse that is still being carried out seems to be to "manage my perception (perception that's sharp enough to catch them red handed mid hack and sharp enough to bring forth evidence of their abuse)."

This is combined with stonewalling and seems to be in line with the crazy making tactics that they performed sloppily and left evidence of. The idea is to deny me a response to the abuse claims (deny validation that claims are true) while simultaneously eroding my perception regarding the situation and their abuse.

The goal is to constantly fuck with my perception of both my surroundings and of my situation and to instill within me the FALSE BELIEF that nothing will be done about the situation, that those that targeted me are "all powerful," that they are "above the law," and to instill within me the FALSE BELIEF that "I have no choice but to do what they want to get out of this shitty situation (that THEY caused)." The end goal of neutralizing me as a threat is to regain a sense of "power and control." THE POWER AND CONTROL THAT THEY SEEM TO BE SEEKING SO BADLY SEEMS TO BE TIED TO THEIR HOPES THAT I WILL "BREAK DOWN" MENTALLY AT THE "UNRELENTING" ABUSE (since probing for emotional vulnerability against me has failed... though their abuse against me sure seems to be doing quite the number on my fiance... but that doesn't do it for them, they seem to need MY emotional response. They seem to NEED to see me "broken").

As far as I'm concerned, I'm dealing with children that are desperately trying to escape being held accountable by any means necessary (especially from their crimes that are sexually predatory in nature, something that the courts would view as truly heinous). Once you parse through the resources used (Nation State technology and Nation State connections), the techniques and tactics are exactly the same as your common COOKIE CUTTER cluster b's playbook (worthy of documenting, but not worth taking seriously once you reach a certain point). The playbook needs to be re-written, because whoever wrote it has the emotional capacity and processing power of a literal TODDLER.

I might be a psychopath's worst nightmare. Smile
I'd LOVE to take this to court. All you have to do is say the word and I'm 100% sure that lawyers far and wide would take this case PRO BONO.

Also, your weakness (softness and leniency), embarrassment, and seeming inability to do your jobs (as shameful as your impending task may make you "feel") are holding up my hit list (I'm serious).

To the Assholes:
-You are NOT in control.
-You are NOT all powerful.
-You are NOT above the law.
-You are NOT immune to accountability.
-You are incapable of successfully managing my perception of the situation.
-Your world is fake, your techniques and tactics are childish, reckless, and REEK OF INSECURITY.
-Your chameleon facade has failed you (it must be very painful). You are PUBLIC SERVANTS that choose to LEECH off of America's left tit.

-I wanna see you gaslight your way through these... Tangible evidence that goes against the intangible realm that you're trying to remain in, the public can just... reach out and touch it:

May God have mercy on your souls, because Congress can't afford to.
-I'm legitimately interested in seeing if Congress will allow more evidence to be generated too. I'll keep collecting it if they keep providing it. Smile
-I'm also curious to see if Congress is STUPID enough to continue "triggering my survival programs" by stonewalling, which is destroying my financial worth and stability (exactly as intended). Congress probably sees hacking as "magic" and most likely has NO clue how this shit works and, as a result, probably has no proper foundation to stand on and judge the situation SHORT OF THE WORD OF THOSE THAT ARE TARGETING ME (who will NOT paint the proper picture that Congress needs to see in order to properly act regarding this situation).

If anyone from Congress reading this has a brain: take note that THIS THREAD and MY WORK are the end result of my survival programs being constantly triggered (and I SHOULD BE DEAD OR IN PRISON). Being abused GIVES ME PLENTY OF MOTIVATION TO FUCK SHIT UP and I've mastered "shifting mindsets" as a survival mechanism to KEEP ME ALIVE WHILE BEING ABUSED. I'd like for that motivation to disappear.

Anyways, to the assholes targeting me: you will reap what you sow. I'm not sure what kind of people you're used to dealing with, and I'm pretty sure that you're used to getting your way (as evident by the gaslighting since I refuse to "get with the program"), but your techniques and tactics will not work on me. The longer they are performed against me, the bigger the scar that I leave on America's face. If you want to get your SECURITY BLANKET (your sense of power and control over people) back, pick an easier target that hasn't figured you out yet.
-I will not sign an "employment contract." Why would I want to work for a group of people that tried to systematically destroy my perception and drive me to commit suicide? (any Congressional official that overlooks the abuse has one objective and one objective only: escaping accountability and "maintaining control.")

I hope you get that out-of-court settlement right on your first try.

TLDR: You're done.
Against all odds, I will successfully get the fuck away from you.

August 16, 2018:
You might need this.

The ambient gaslighting that I've documented (that they were sloppy and left evidence of) is more insidious than you think. It was used against me frequently for the purpose of sexual degradation.

I've made mentions of the "illegal spy satellite (it can see through walls, by the way)" and how it can be used to position vehicles and people to interact with the target. Over the years, the ambient gaslighting was used to replay back to me sexual actions that were performed by me (in the privacy of my home with my significant other) for the purpose of REMINDING ME THAT I'M BEING WATCHED. Breaking into my home (after breaking my security system) to poke holes in my condoms is just the tip of the iceberg. The ambient gaslighting and act of positioning vehicles to purposefully cut me off and force me to read a sticker or a license plate involved techniques and tactics aimed at degrading me sexually.

(example: after trying sex successfully with the fertility awareness method, the next morning a giant ice-cream truck with a giant spraypainted ejaculating penis purposefully cut me off in the middle of the road)
(another example: face fucked your wife? They'll invade your cleartext activities and send you a link related to the sexual act that you performed)

The reason why I want to go to court is not JUST because of the fact that they abused their technology. The reason I want to go to court is because they ABUSED THEIR TECHNOLOGY TO SEXUALLY DEGRADE ME (don't bother explaining to me why honeytraps were used, it's some sick conquest bullshit that's propped up by their fantasy world and had nothing to do with National Security).

As far as I'm concerned, I'm being targeted by sexual predators. I guess they thought that they could distract me by making this a "purely technological issue" instead.

They guessed wrong.

This is my response to your stonewalling. Since everyone's so eager to "trigger my survival programs" by fucking with my finances, I'm going to drag America's reputation through the mud with the truth (since they've given me the tangible power to do so). One would think that the trend of my activity would suggest that psychopathic manipulation techniques and tactics are a bad idea to use, but based on what I've documented I don't think I'm dealing with the type of people that are prone to adaptation (the type that tends to get stamped out).

Enjoy a leak that America won't be able to recover from.

I can keep going if you want me to (100% unnecessary at this point, diminishing returns). I'm beginning to understand why THE GOVERNMENT MAKES IT SO HARD TO TRY TO HOLD THE NSA ACCOUNTABLE. It's because the shit they do would BURN THEIR ENTIRE ORGANIZATION TO THE GROUND IF IT WENT TO COURT.

Guess what I intend to do...
See you in court, fam. I've said it before and I'll say it again: The one that you don't see coming tends to be the one that knocks you out. When I said I intend to confirm every single one of America's worst nightmares, I meant it. You didn't think I'd just come into this with simple "technology abuse," did you?

I will successfully obtain "no contact" by any (legal and truthful) means necessary. If I have to (legally) burn Nation State infrastructure to the ground to do so, I will not hesitate... National Security be damned. If you (Congress) don't pull them off of me, I will... at America's expense.

Get this... no amount of gaslighting in the world is going to work at this point.

-Before you start rolling heads, I'd also like to mention that the mail truck ambient gaslighting (parking several delivery vehicles (ups, fedex, etc, sometimes multiple delivery vehicle types at once) next to my vehicle in public parking lots) is still continuing and they have no intention to stop.

( Also, icksnay on nesting the embarrassing leaks. They're not worth burying information for, and YOU (Congress) aren't worth burying information for. The longer this takes, the worse the damage gets.

To everyone reading this: If you're approached by the NSA, DON'T HELP THEM. DON'T DO SHADY FAVORS FOR THEM. You WILL get clapped up and thrown under the bus.

August 14, 2018:

Are the questions in the "tor-browser settings audit" post getting a little too... personal?
(If you have an account, log in and check out the contents of this thread)

Breaking my old home security system (twice) is inexcusable, and why it was done is even worse (nice sharp transition from virtual security to physical security)

It only gets worse from here... (I'm dealing with predators for real). I'm willing to go to trial for a reason (also, I still have both Raspberry Pi's and they're sitting here next to the "unassuming Lenovo laptop," and a TP-Link router that they bricked). Having the power to break into anything is NOT ENOUGH for them, they apparently NEED to see PEOPLE feel vulnerable in response to their power. It seems to be the only way they can ever feel... "satisfied/fulfilled" in their position.

Given how embarrassing the evidence is thus far, if I were Congress I'd stonewall the acknowledgement of this thread too. Your employees are crazy and ruin lives for a sick sense of sport, and you now have ZERO reasons to be merciful to them. They're also no longer capable of controlling the narrative or lying to your face about the severity of their abuse (a psychopath's worst nightmare). Smile

Am I too costly to deal with yet?

Could you imagine how fucked up my life would be had they succeeded with anything that I've documented? Pretty dark, huh?
Could you imagine how seriously you'd be taking this thread if I didn't take the "street justice" route (not very seriously at all)?
Are you aware of the difficulty of taking the high road while being actively abused by Nation State Actors? The invitation to step out of integrity was real (miracles were asked for and were denied).

(Also, at this point not even the position of "Senator" is enough for me to consider walking on eggshells regarding what I post, how I post it, or how much damage it does to the reputation of America and those that targeted me. My only consideration is nesting the truly embarrassing content deeper within the thread. Being nice gets you killed. I'll stick to putting myself and my well-being first.)

EDIT: August 10, 2018
They're definitely doing it on purpose.
-I've observed that the DHCP server on my my Arris Surfboard SB6141 modem sent my router a malicious DHCP payload that causes the terminal to freeze and prevents the router from routing network traffic.
-This recent experience leads me to the conclusion that the NSA has run out of reasonable exploits to use against me to continue their gaslighting. I guess it was easier for them to continuously fuck with me to erode my confidence and make me question myself than it would have been to acknowledge that I ripped them a new asshole.

I have better shit to do than worry about this, I'm going to go play videogames instead. Best to let them continue to self-sabotage themselves.

Have fun tending to your wounded children, Congress. I'm glad that this isn't my problem.

Speaking of which...

Once they're done abusing my finances and destroying my life, they will move on to someone else to destroy the life of. They will not stop unless you act. The problem is you're afraid to act because their DESIRE TO ABUSE is deeply rooted into their culture

-The livelihood of innocent people are in your hands, and your failure to properly respond, with KNOWLEDGE of their abuse and KNOWLEDGE that they will NEVER STOP abusing ANY of their capabilities REGARDLESS of how many "slaps on the wrist" that you give them, means that the lives that they ruin in the future will be blood on YOUR hands because YOU ARE TOO WEAK TO TAKE THE APPROPRIATE DISCIPLINARY ACTION. I don't want your sympathy, I don't want your pity, I don't want your money. I'm 100% ok with rebuilding my life on my own. What I want Congress to do is GROW A PAIR OF BALLS AND HOLD YOUR EMPLOYEES ACCOUNTABLE

And assuming you're in cahoots (and at this point, I believe that Congress is overlooking this on purpose in hopes of a miracle), I would rather DIE a slow painful death than reward you with the sick sense of satisfaction of breaking me (it's a reward that no one will ever receive from me, regardless of how hard anyone tries). They failed to make me kill myself. They failed to gaslight me and paint me as crazy/rabid. You will NOT get the emotional reaction that you're looking for by ruining my livelihood (no really, the preparations have been made, I'm prepared to lose everything).

The abuse cycle ends with me. Regardless of how much bullshit I get put through, it doesn't matter in the end. THEY FAILED TO CLIP MY WINGS.

No. AMERICA FAILED TO CLIP MY WINGS. I hope it makes you vomit. I will never serve this sham of a country for the rest of my life. The role of National Security is a fucking MASK to them. They use their capabilities to "obtain power and control" over PEOPLE and to GET THEIR DICKS WET. THEY DO NOT SAVE THE WORLD. THEY DO NOT KEEP PEOPLE SAFE. THEY PLAY GOD WITHOUT PERMISSION AND USE PEOPLE AS FUCKING PUPPETS.

And God forbid you catch them in the act, they'll KILL YOU for doing so.
And here Congress sits with their thumbs stuck up their ass, too embarrassed and filled with shame to make a move... cowering behind gaslighting and stonewalling like BITCHES.

Witness me, bloodbags. I'd rather be homeless than have any association with the worthless pieces of shit that targeted me. I'm not interested in signing my own death warrant.

EDIT: August 9, 2018
You should be.
Your impulse control always has been and always will be nonexistent.

Thanks for the evidence (date, time, error returned from webpage) of you banning me mid edit repeatedly. I appreciate how easy you're making this for me.
(I'll be sure to run the Linux "uptime" command and include its output if it happens again).

Also, it would seem that Congress is incapable of stopping the abuse.
I'm not really surprised. Based on what I've experienced, I'm half tempted to work for the NSA just to have a position that Congress is powerless to do anything against. If I were the NSA at this moment, I wouldn't give a shit about the authority of Congress either to be honest.
-I'm glad I stopped serving this country. Its leadership is weak and doesn't have the power to affect change within its own infrastructure.


-Because of this situation, as well as everyone that I attempted to gain employment from being approached by those that targeted me first... I have reason to believe that THOSE THAT FLAGGED THE THREAD THREE TIMES IN A ROW INTEND TO CAUSE AS MUCH FINANCIAL DAMAGE AS POSSIBLE (by means of ruining my credit score, followed by the loss of the car that they sabotaged the purchase of, followed by the loss of my apartment since I won't be able to pay rent, followed by the loss of my relationship with my fiance due to not being in a position to provide (and, unlike those that targeted me, I don't intend to force people that don't want to stay to stay in a shitty situation)). Yeah, I'm saying it: The government intends to choke me out and leave me homeless and financially crippled (as punishment for not falling prey to their system), despite the evidence brought forth and attempts to request assistance from Congress.

This seems to be their "plan b" since "plan a" of making me lose my shit failed. And... I guess I'm not supposed to have the balls to open my mouth and mention this either.

I've found that the best solution to this thus far is to simply "allow their practices to continue (it can be likened to a "take away game" that children tend to play with others, best to just let them play it until they're tired of fucking up my life or until something gets done about it)" instead of stepping out of integrity. Going public about it seems to be much more effective than stepping out of integrity.

(Some may have noticed that my fucks to give about how I'm perceived by anyone that reads my updates has dropped to zero, I'm betting it scares those that targeted me shitless. The tactics used rely on attacking the ego and "survival programs" of the target, and once you "leave your ego at the door" (even as a strategy), amazing things begin to happen...)

Next time (assuming you approved this shit), just kill me with a bullet instead of using ambient gaslighting like a pussy (even if I don't own a firearm). Since those that targeted me have to/have tried to bury evidence either way, why risk the target even being alive? It's almost as if the SATISFACTION of USING the system stems from watching the decline of the target's life and mental health due to being subjected to ambient gaslighting (and only the weakest of the weak, personality wise, feel "powerful" when "playing puppetmaster" or "pulling strings" while watching the life of their target (of envy) slowly decline... I'm dealing with fundamentally weak people that are undeserving of fear).

No good explanation, short of "you fucked up by employing people that have the psychological template of pure evil," currently exists regarding what has played out thus far.
(I could easily go the "conspiracy" route, but I call it like I fucking see it and making this situation out to be something that it's not serves no purpose...)

AFFECTING the target's life in such a manner seems to cream Twinkies and make panties drop. Those that targeted me in this manner most likely gained pleasure from fucking up my livelihood with their abuse (they enjoy covertly abusing their targets and revel in the potential emotional response that their targets give them. They revel in believing that they have "the upper hand" and that they have "power" over their victims, a power that stems from monitoring what their targets/victims say/do. I'd argue that they get a sick satisfaction out of cataloguing and rolodexing the "dirty little secrets" of their targets/victims to use against them later to establish a sense of "power and control" over them).

If I had followed through with any action that made me step out of integrity, I have no doubt in my mind that those that targeted me would be drunk off of the sick sense of power, control, and satisfaction that they'd get from watching their actions fuck up my life and mental health. To rob me of my future and of my enjoyment of life, love, and joy, would have SUSTAINED THEM and would have given them GREAT SATISFACTION (hence my choice to be a "survivor" instead of a "victim"). The intensity and length of time of the actions performed against me leaves no doubt in my mind that those that targeted me ENJOY/GAIN PLEASURE FROM CORRUPTING, SABOTAGING, AND RUINING THE LIVES OF THEIR VICTIMS. THEY TAKE PLEASURE IN THE PAIN THAT THEY CAUSE THEIR VICTIMS AND THIS WILL NEVER CHANGE. Based on the methods of deception and manipulation that I've witnessed, the unnecessarily large amount of time, money, and effort invested into targeting me in such a manner, and the increase in risks taken to "break me" prior to me going public, which, upon being revealed, made them FLAG THE THREAD, BREAKING MY SOUL SEEMS TO HAVE BEEN THEIR MAIN OBJECTIVE.

No, BREAKING MY SOUL SEEMS TO HAVE BEEN THEIR O-N-L-Y OBJECTIVE. By catching them red handed and figuring out ways to thwart them, I (inadvertently) attacked their fragile ego's/fragile identity/fragile sense of self. And so they sought to destroy my being.

So again, I say to Congress: "You fucked up by employing people that have the psychological template of pure evil." They probably believed that it'd never come back to them and that they'd never have their practices brought to light. They are empty voids. They operate like empty voids. The only thing that they can change is their behavior. Their motivations and way of being will never change. They will simply undermine and find new covert ways to CONTINUE their practices against both myself and others right. Under. Your. Nose.

They tried to gaslight me into committing suicide (I'm tempted to repeat it as many times as it takes before it sinks into your skull). To believe that this practice will "simply cease" would make you either mentally retarded, naive at best, or, more likely, an enabler of the abuse (inaction is enabling).

I feel that you're not going to do what needs to be done about it (THEY NEED TO BE FRIED AND THE ISSUE NEEDS TO BE RIPPED OUT VIOLENTLY AND RUTHLESSLY ROOT-AND-STEM (if such a thing were possible), never facing consequences is a strong motivator to disregard anything and everything that you say as an authority figure (since "you never do anything about it"). Ironically, the solution is surprisingly simple), nor do I feel that you understand the gravity of their actions (this I may be wrong on), nor do I feel that you understand the inner workings of the personality types (malignant, THEY TRIED TO GASLIGHT ME INTO COMMITTING SUICIDE) that are targeting me... (hence the "witness me" strategy with lots of solved problems that are within my ability to solve. I'm being targeted by psychopaths that never face accountability and "abuse the tools of a God" on a daily basis and have done so against me for YEARS, which is a death sentence for me barring your intervention. I figured I might as well take them down with me since my life is basically forfeit due to the exposure of just how deep the iceberg of corruption is within the NSA.).

Does the NSA make bets on how long it would take before the life of their target is ruined beyond repair? Do they have a "list" of people that they just "pick and choose" from based on how their life is going? "Deadman Wonderland" irl? (that joke actually makes me want to vomit, imagine a (group of) psychopath(s) giddy with excitement at their latest "capture" and newest "pet/plaything/whateverthefuck" as they observe you via a camera or illegal spy satellite while you're in a prison cell 23 hours a day losing your mind... and then tries to fuck up your life to make the prison part happen. Imagine that their "latest prospect" just wont... bite... the bait... even with ambient gaslighting (ultimately, the target chooses). Imagine this escalating to a point that (theoretically) their target "has no choice" but to act and either off themself or respond in a way that gets them arrested... no evidence left behind to suggest that the target was manipulated and subjected to abuse via nation state actors......and yes I'm pretty handy with a paintbrush)

Silver Lining: This experience has taught me a valuable lesson regarding the root of all evil: a lack of self love (which causes the development of a false self with no empathy). It just sucks that I had to experience being targeted in this manner to truly understand the "nature of evil." No amount of atrocities committed against my soul will satisfy the gaping abyss in the chest of those that targeted me. No amount of damage done to me will ever be enough to sate them. Had I not taken the steps I've taken thus far to establish boundaries, they would have increased their abuse to more extreme levels until I no longer walked this earth.
... but no one wants to hear about that. No one ever does. It's easier to turn a blind eye to it (like Congress always does). I'll focus on healing the traumas inflicted against me instead. I have a feeling that they aren't getting away with jack shit.

-Also, if they're doing this to me to "force me to sign a contract," they should prepare for disappointment. No really.... no ego but... I "solved the problem (I'm definitely onto something big)," laid waste to an ungodly amount of infrastructure by truth alone, and have single-handedly shaken the very structure of security and pentesting amidst being abused/mentally tortured by their organization for years... do they REALLY think I can be "forced" to sign a contract (so everything simply goes away like it never happened since it's IMPOSSIBLE to change anything from within)? I'd rather allow the abuse to continue since their actions would bring about the events that they're so desperately trying to prevent. They failed to gaslight me into committing suicide (my metadata trends over the past three years makes the NSA want to vomit), and I brought forth proof. No form of abuse is going to work. You could line up my loved ones and kill them with a bullet in front of me (or strip their flesh and salt their wounds). You could gangrape someone I cared about. You could try beating the shit out of me physically. It won't break me. They failed to break me at their peak (no really, next time use a bullet). What makes them believe that they'll succeed now?

I'm not praying for rain, I'm praying for mud. I'm willing to kamikaze my livelihood to ensure that my prayers for mud are answered at this point. I intend to confirm every single one of America's worst nightmares if I am unable to successfully establish no-contact with the individuals targeting me... (it's my top priority and primary concern, the priority of having nothing to do with them and escaping their grasp is the priority that burns them to their core). If this shit were to hit a courtroom, the testimony would probably start a hacker war. It's THAT BAD.

Hmm.... there's one more thing that I feel needs to be specified. You may have noticed that I don't need to break the law to fight back, nor do I need to step out of integrity, nor do I need to FEAR being perceived as "crazy" (how I'm perceived is meaningless)since they were SLOPPY and LEFT EVIDENCE in their complacency and false belief that they were invincible and unstoppable. Manifesting their worst surveillance nightmares in a "skid" fashion and TAKING AWAY THEIR TOYS seems to be working out just fine.If only I could take away the one toy that they care about/"play with" the most... it seems to be CRITICAL to the narcissistic abuse process.

I could argue that the inability of Congress to properly deal with this issue or prevent its own employees from ABUSING INNOCENTS OR TARGETS VIA SPY SATELLITE FOR FUCKING SPORT (they flagged the thread, fuck you) would give me grounds to argue in court that this capability is NOT a National Security requirement and should be taken away (please tell me that their usage of such capabilities can be AUDITED). So... to everyone that targeted me: Think very carefully about the next few moves that you make (since you obviously view this as a "game" and "can't view it any other way").

EDIT: July 4, 2018:
The only thing I don't double-wrap are condoms.

I can now be 100% certain that Congress has received my request for assistance (I'm willing to bet that the original request (tracking number: 70171450000030893150) never made it (similar to the "OPM" report) and the RETURN RECEIPT (tracking number: 9590940234387275232912) was delayed.

No more (new) updates (existing updates may be expanded upon). I think I just unleashed Armageddon upon those that are targeting me (so this thread will now slowly slide off of the front page).

(If the thread doesn't fall off the front page, it's not because I don't want it to. If anyone needs me, I'll be busy purging my newly discovered combative nature so "hostility" isn't my go to first option.)

EDIT: One last "Fuck You" ("joke's on you, you attacked me first") to the sicko's that targeted me (their intentions were and are the definition of pure evil: to corrupt that which is good for (damn near literal) "sport," this is "just what they do and how it's always been") and to get me to LOWER MY VALUE BY STEPPING OUT OF INTEGRITY (EVERY SINGLE TECHNIQUE AND TACTIC USED AGAINST ME THAT I'VE DOCUMENTED HAS AND ALWAYS WILL BE BENT TOWARDS THIS END, and it's a MALADAPTIVE METHOD OF ATTEMPTING TO ESCAPE BEING HELD ACCOUNTABLE).

TO CONGRESS: You're probably wondering why I haven't killed myself yet. Since you're delaying for as long as possible (hoping for a miracle that's never going to come...), allow me to make the problem worse:

The system/practice/program that I was subjected to seems to be a time-honed tactic used to covertly murder innocent American civilians without leaving any physical evidence of involvement in their deaths and, to a lesser extent, to covertly abuse and mentally torture innocent American civilians to extract from them abnormal responses to the abuse that would be seen by society as heinous, grotesque, and criminal in nature. The practice is highly reliant on THE METADATA THAT THE NSA COLLECTS AND STORES (and can be seen as a form of MENTAL TORTURE).

I repeat

The system/practice/program that I was subjected to seems to be a time-honed tactic used to covertly murder innocent American civilians without leaving any physical evidence of involvement in their deaths and, to a lesser extent, to covertly abuse and mentally torture innocent American civilians to extract from them abnormal responses to the abuse that would be seen by society as heinous, grotesque, and criminal in nature. The practice is highly reliant on THE METADATA THAT THE NSA COLLECTS AND STORES (and can be seen as a form of MENTAL TORTURE).

The practice goes a little something like this...

1) The NSA digs through the targets metadata to find traumatic weakpoints that can be used as sticking points of mental torture against the target.

2) Then, through the mental torture technique known as AMBIENT GASLIGHTING (manipulation of the targets environment using people, objects, or electronics connected to the internet), the target's potential traumatic weakpoints are triggered and re-triggered over and over again (with zero rest or breaks) until the targets mind destabilizes from the stress of the mental torture and either commits a criminal action or commits suicide to escape the mental anguish. The system is custom-tailored to the individual based on their metadata.
- An example would be my ability to see police tails (details are in the "deniable encryption post below") and how this data was used to attempt to get me to commit suicide. The techniques and tactics that I've witnessed used against me (I made the NSA flag the thread three times in a row, evidence is supposed to be impossible to collect.... umad?) require SEVERAL DOZENS OF PEOPLE AT LEAST to maintain a constant flow of of the targets trauma's being triggered (Leighton is a (guilty) scapegoat)... at least a couple hundred people for full coverage (over a 24 hour timespan).
-ANOTHER example would be the false line that I fed to James Crifasi (this is in line with me saving the email that I sent to Bill Murphy, also... lawyer up.) regarding my "ptsd" being triggered by "hazard lights." After this (false) line about my "trigger" was fed, several "disabled vehicles" would line the highway with their hazard lights on (I'd estimate between 30 to 60 "disabled vehicles" from home to work, and the same amount from work to home or from work to a client site) on a DAY TO DAY BASIS. This information also makes the "Go Wild" incident and the unnecessarily large Utility Truck (with the giant blaring arrow) make sense in context (no wonder they flagged the thread). This practice of lining the streets with hazard light vehicles went on for a solid two years (and having several vehicles pull from the side of the road as I pass like some kind of "boogeyman") before their realization that the information was false. Also, to salt the wound further: I went on a "slow depressed walk" in winter at past midnight, when NO ONE WOULD REALISTICALLY BE EXPECTED TO BE OUTSIDE, to analyze what would happen. As I sat on the side of the road at midnight (in a area where traffic was nonexistent and in the freezing cold), vehicles would stop in the middle of the road, put their hazard lights on, and the driver would walk to the back of their vehicle to re-arrange things in the back seat before getting back in the drivers seat and pulling off (hazard lights still on). This process repeated itself three times with three different vehicles WITHIN A 15 MINUTE TIMESPAN before I decided to stop observing and walked back home. The experience in itself is similar to the "Go Wild" driver (details are in the evidence preservation section of this thread).

... you read that correctly, the (false) information regarding my PTSD trigger was used by Nation State Actors to attempt to make me (literally) "lose my shit/kill myself" (the thread was flagged for a fucking reason... they REALLY DON'T WANT THE DETAILS OF THEIR PRACTICES TO GET OUT). I'm willing to bet that those that targeted me also got off on the potential prospect of having such an easy trigger to use. The "thought fuel" of "watching me break" must have really creamed some Twinkies.

3) Based on the above, THIS TECHNIQUE IS MOST LIKELY SOMETHING THAT CONGRESS IS ALREADY AWARE OF, HAS APPROVED THE USE OF, AND WAS MISUSED AGAINST ME (once I caught the NSA in my shit and figured out how to kick them out permanently). Whether it was "simply misused" or "intentionally used against me" based on my tests and findings no longer matters though.

4) Given the "intensity" and overt nature of the gaslighting campaign that was (and still is) ongoing against me (who's details got my github thread flagged), it should be safe to assume that I AM NOT THE FIRST PERSON THAT THIS HAS BEEN DONE TO and THOSE THAT HAVE TARGETED ME HAVE HAD YEARS OF PRACTICE. I just happen to be their first failure.

1) It's reliant on the target's emotional responses to the potential traumas that the government tries to inflict based on their metadata.
2) It's reliant on the target not being aware that the practice is even occuring.
3) It's reliant on the targets silence (if I didn't have evidence, the world would think I'm crazy. I'm glad I made the NSA FLAG THE THREAD THREE TIMES IN A ROW)
4) It's reliant on constantly triggering the trauma's of the target with no rest. If this factor can not be satisfied/if this condition can't be properly met, THE TARGET HAS RECOVERY TIME TO HEAL AND COUNTERACT THE PRACTICE.
5) It's reliant purely on the target's metadata and FALSE METADATA CAN BE FED TO THEIR ORGANIZATION TO MISLEAD THEM (this is the most important weakness of their system and I predict that generating fake metadata may be one of the keys to undermining the very fabric of what the NSA relies on most).

(skilled enough to catch the feds in my computer, strong-willed enough to understand and resist what it is that's being done to me... balls large enough to confront the impossible. God seems to have a purpose for me and that purpose seems to be fucking up every single one of you)

So... like I said before...
-I am aware that my refusal to step out of integrity burns a hole in your souls.
-I am also aware that the proof collected of the practices performed against me, an INNOCENT AMERICAN CIVILIAN (honorably discharged USMC war vet at that) that IS NOT, WAS NOT, AND NEVER WILL BE (you wish...) A THREAT TO NATIONAL SECURITY PUTS CONGRESS IN A PRECARIOUS POSITION.

I have evidence that a government organization attempted to murder me covertly to escape being held accountable, and as it stands... (and this is to you, Congress) YOUR REFUSAL TO ACKNOWLEDGE MY REQUEST OR ASSIST ME IN FACE OF OVERWHELMING EVIDENCE IS HIGHLY SUSPICIOUS AT BEST.

Is this loud enough for you or should I raise my voice a tad higher? Also I'M STILL JUST SCRATCHING THE SURFACE, HUH?
(And to answer the question of "why haven't I killed myself yet," it's because I'm allowing my latent narcissistic traits to shine. They seem to be a great defense against the system that I've been subjected to. Also for context, the evidence folder on the RedZone laptop is called "Empathic Supernova")

There's a theory that I have that's worth mentioning: Those that targeted me rank among "the worst of the worst," with no prospective futures of their own outside of licking the government's boots as lapdogs. Perhaps this is the root cause of the envy that would drive someone to attempt to systematically crush innocent people (I am not the first). Fortunately for me, that's not a fate that I'll be sharing with them (not for lack of trying though, better luck next time with the life of the "next victim" that you try to add to your barrel of crabs).

Gutter trash goes in, gutter trash comes out. This may be me blowing hot air, but "collecting" the worst of the worst and leaving them to their own devices without monitoring their actions was a really really really bad idea. Based on the evidence brought forth, it is my belief that I am dealing with (no shit) psychopaths/cluster b personality disordered individuals that see people as tools/objects to be used/abused/manipulated and see the act of manipulating people's lives as a "game." Whoever thought that allowing psychopaths to be in control of Nation State hacking and surveillance technology was a good idea should be shot. They literally play "God" without permission.

No really, they use their capabilities to play God without permission (they can see/hear EVERYTHING, and the details highlighted in this thread are how they choose to use said capabilities).
-I find it best to lace this thread with as many details as possible regarding their capabilities, the primary angle that I've noticed that psychopaths like to play on is the "ignorance" of their target.
-This is the type of shit that makes me glad that I use an onscreen keyboard when using TOR... paranoid my ass...

Why did I not lose my shit and perform a criminal action:
1) They got caught red handed.
2) Two wrongs don't make a right.
3) Retribution does not require criminal action.
4) To engage is to provide those that targeted me with narcissistic supply.
5) Regarding those that targeted me, this is retribution aplenty. I escaped their grasp (I don't think they lined up a backup) and exposed their grotesque practices (leaving a narcissistic injury that will never be recovered from and PERMANENT DAMAGE TO THE ABILITY OF THE PSYCHOPATHS EMPLOYED AS NATION STATE ACTORS TO OBTAIN NARCISSISTIC SUPPLY WITH THEIR CAPABILITIES). I'm free to live the rest of my life, whereas those that targeted me will be stuck in their perpetual cycle of misery (it seems to love company). At this point, I'm more concerned with the enablers.
6) Unlike the rest of you, I have a conscious that hasn't been beaten into the dirt. I'm confined to factual data and to responding instead of reacting to the best of my ability. The truth getting out seems to scare you all shitless. I wonder why...

How long has this been occurring (I came to fuck shit up, let's see if narrowing the clearance level gap helps):
1) During my FIRST deployment in Afghanistan, I remember being asked a specific question by the MGySgt about an encrypted tunnel going out of the (SECRET or not, wasn't specified) network. I was also sent to a tent to fix a SECRET laptop that had random letters typing over the screen's GUI (the pilot that was using the laptop had no idea what was going on, the Windows logs were wiped clean). During this time, my skill level was NEAR NONEXISTENT (and apparently so was MCNOSC, I relayed the information of what I saw to the Sgt on deck (who was from MCNOSC) and he just shrugged it off as nothing).
2) During my employment at Redzone, I remember being asked by James Crifasi if I knew anything about an encrypted tunnel going out of the network (it doesn't pay to be a flying monkey).

The one that you don't see coming tends to be the one that knocks you out. You may have noticed that past the emotional "flak," the important things to take note of are in BOLD.

Obviously, no specifics are being given for a reason (don't need to). I understand that I am treading a VERY fine line here. That being said, the "who's, what's, and why's" should be pretty easy to investigate (with witness testimony, would just take a bit of TIME to hunt everyone down) (might lead to more buried evidence). Suffice to say, I've seen some shit... given my total acquired knowledge up this point, and combined with my familiarity with constructing and maintaining DOD infrastructure (servers, routers, firewalls, best practices, etc), it's not looking pretty.

(To compound the problem, I have a strange suspicion that the race of the individual being targeted plays a huge role regarding who is targeted in this ... "manner")

To the EFF (still got plenty of ammo):
Your organization is a front. If that email response that you sent me (RedZone's servers, evidence folder) saying that your lawyers were too busy to help me because they were preparing for the vegas hacker conference goes public...

... The pain train has no brakes. Marcus Hutchins' entire case can now be considered compromised (NSA flagged the thread three times in a row, email sent still exists, not to defend myself or anything but I'm not exactly talking out of my ass here). You're welcome, buy me a beer later (to thank me for saving you from psychopaths that are probably playing with your livelihood like it's a yo-yo).
Also, the bigger picture should look pretty fucking murky for anyone reading these updates. I wonder if Congress can afford to have me opening my mouth any further. I can see the ripples.
Also... pay attention to the... patterns... of this websites new threads, thread replies, thread updates, "etc."

To Offensive Security:
After this is over, you're next for helping them. (virtually, not physically)

To Hak5:
Not on my radar (remember that thread I tried posting?) so I suggest you keep your heads low. It's only because I really like using your products for both red and blue team purposes. Smile
To Digininja:
"Ruby app?" You are a fraud and a poser. I believe that you have zero expertise regarding pentesting. I bet you've never popped a box.

To the Hyattsville police officer that was scheduled to respond to the police report call at SGT during my retention policy inquiry (that has a similar body structure to Melody Leighton) :
I intend to rip your badge from your neck and wear it as a trophy.

To Stinger Ghaffarian Technologies:
Not on my radar. Given your company's level of involvement, it's safe to say that your organization is fucked and your government contracts are also fucked.

To RedZone (specifically Bill Murphy and James Crifasi, people that had the power to help me and chose to look the other way):
1) You have successfully demonstrated to me that you do not value "truth."
2) You have successfully demonstrated that you are 100% ok with allowing abuse to continue out of fear and in hopes that the abuse "won't transfer over to you."
3) You have successfully demonstrated that you are concerned primarily with how you are perceived by others over the safety and well-being of your own employees.

Because of the above factors, you will be shown no mercy. The "problem" that your weak spirits hoped would "simply go away with time" is now here to stay permanently, and I intend to grind your organization, your brand, and your souls into the dust in response to your willingness to overlook narcissistic abuse.

Shouldn't be too difficult, you willingly aided in attempted covert murder/psychological abuse. You dug your own grave and I intend to force you to sleep in it.

No really, I intend to grind you to dust (with a smile on my face). You're just at the bottom of the list. Smile

To "The Worst of the worst:"

Remember when I said to a friend on "webcam," after finding success in the OSCP labs (while still in them), something along the lines of "fuck it, I only care to pentest so I'll do it legally, and I don't need to break the law - I can just do this legit?" It was somewhere around the time I cracked gh0st and realized that every box is supposed to teach you a new skill (aka cracking all of the OSCP boxes would turn you into a monster).


How does it make you feel to know that you failed to make me step out of integrity and to know that you failed to make me reduce my value? Did you know that the best revenge is to succeed in the face of the adversity that's placed in front of you?

It hurts, doesn't it? You tried to destroy me. You invested quite a bit of effort and an absorbent amount of money to do so as well.

And here I am, still unbroken.

Getting me to step out of integrity seemed to be very ... very... VERY important to those that targeted me. I wonder why Congress allows such practices to continue. (Maybe it's because the shame of the situation is too much to face... from LOVEINT gone wrong to attempted covert murder via a NATION STATE GASLIGHTING CAMPAIGN to escape getting caught red handed to VARIOUS ATTEMPTS TO INVITE ME OUT OF INTEGRITY VIA ILLEGAL HACKING (frustration at the system/"oh no congress isn't going to help me") OR SEX (honey traps) after I went public with zero days witnessed to ATTEMPTING TO BURY AS MUCH EVIDENCE AS POSSIBLE (futile, I still have a solid case)), to ATTEMPTING TO CHOKE OUT MY LIFE AND FINANCES (could serve several purposes) AND ATTEMPTS AT STOCKHOLM SYNDROME/TRAUMA BONDING, to SABOTAGING MY CLEARNET ACTIVITY FOR THE PURPOSE OF DRIVING ME TO USE TOR/INSTILLING THE "NEED" TO HIDE MY TRAFFIC, it all screams "I don't want to be held accountable for my wicked deeds")

(You heard it right. I shit you not, everything that I enjoy on the internet (, the instance of Summit1g getting hacked live on stream when he got a new keyboard (in this instance of being hacked, Summit1g was aware that it was going to happen before it happened... can't find the youtube video for some reason)), TF2, queuing in every match I play to purposefully drive me away from the game, purposefully freezing the youtube videos that I watch whenever specific things are said or mentioned, the list goes on) is slowly being targeted and eroded for the purpose of driving me to use TOR... IT REALLY DOES GO THAT FAR. I'm still NOT USING TOR FOR THE SOLE PURPOSE OF SPITING THEIR "SYSTEM." If I don't use TOR, they have no justification to classify me as a "National Security Threat." Also, it's worth mentioning that the same "signaling" method that has been used when I watch youtube videos has also been used when I send text messages to others with my cellphone by means of altering my cellphone signal from a 3G signal to a Cell-tower with no signal, and falls in line with the other techniques and tactics of dropped emails and dropped traffic that I've experienced. It's THAT bad (and, from a poetic viewpoint, seems to be to undermine both my "handle" and my accomplishment of preventing access to my PC by sending new shells that spawn the SIGTERM signal... but this isn't as important as why the threads were flagged and is only being mentioned for context.))

I'd even go as far as to say that THE NSA DOESN'T ACTUALLY PREVENT NATIONAL SECURITY THREATS AND HASN'T DONE SO FOR A VERY LONG TIME (they're too busy trying to control people with their metadata). It is now my belief that "National Security" is a joke/ruse and that those currently employed by the NSA never have had the interest of America at heart and aren't actually interested in their role as protectors (and it's going to take a terrorist attack from a threat that's NOT ARTIFICIALLY CREATED BY THEIR HANDS to change the NSA's "culture" at this point). I could also argue that the entire organization as it stands, and this is putting it lightly, should be purged from the top down and rebuilt from the ground up (eureka... abuse explained)... lest the practices detailed within this thread be resumed to ruin the life of another innocent person like it has so many others before me (I am not the first). This practice is MOST LIKELY ENCOURAGED AND PURPOSEFULLY OVERLOOKED due to the government's INABILITY TO AFFORD ITS TALENT (seems to be a common trend in every government org, from the NSA to the DOD). The entire organization, from top to bottom, is ROTTEN TO THE CORE and there is nothing/no one worth salvaging (National Security is simply a "mask/identity").

So... the next time the government tells you "if you have nothing to hide, you have nothing to fear," America's response needs to be, quite literally, "fuck you, you don't deserve to know."

The above being said, I'll settle for simply "getting my life back and having nothing to do with them (since the actions above aren't a requirement to maintaining my privacy... makes it easier to kick them the fuck out of my life)."
Shouldn't take too long... I figured out the secret to their methods and tactics. TLDR is: I no longer view them as Nation State Actors, but for what they actually are... psychopaths with very powerful "toys." Regardless of the position or circumstance, all psychopaths should be dealt with in the exact same manner: by NOT DEALING WITH THEM WHATSOEVER AND RESPONDING INSTEAD OF REACTING TO EVERYTHING MALICIOUS THAT THEY DO.

Q) How do you force a "psychopath" that refuses to let go to release its grip over your life?
A) Break its hand to weaken its grip.

Q) How do you escape a psychopath's web?
A) Burn the whole web.

July 2/3, 2018: I accept that my life and finances will continue to be systematically ruined by psychopaths that use covert murder tactics and trauma bonding techniques, and I accept that they will be ruined for the sole goal of allowing those that targeted me to escape all forms of accountability.

I accept this because having anything to do with those that attempted to murder me covertly is not an option.
Like I said... I'd rather catch a bullet. So I'm ok with losing everything I know and love, so long as the world knows the truth of what went down.

At the very least, I can live with myself as a person regardless of how this goes down. Everyone that targeted me, however, will have "specters" haunting them for the rest of their lives, filling them with thoughts of the type of people that they really are. I'd rather die free than live as a slave to the false self of another person/group of people (that seems pretty likely at this point).

At the end of the day, my situation could be much worse.
I'll take it one step at a time. No Contact is a top priority. Whistleblowing for the greater good of privacy is just a means to that end so I can go back to enjoying my life without a Nation State actor constantly fucking it up for their own sick pleasure (everything that has been done to me has been done to reinforce someone's false self... like I'm an object. Achieving no-contact is critical. A simple "no thank you" doesn't work with Cluster B's).

To Congress/To SENATOR BEN CARDIN: Have you figured out how many people the NSA has successfully murdered covertly using the techniques and tactics outlined in this thread yet? A dozen? Couple hundred? Couple thousand? How much financial damage has been done as a result of a psychopath misusing the system/how many "secret programs" have been scorched/burned to the ground? Couple hundred million? A billion? DID YOU APPROVE THE USE OF THEIR METHODS AND TACTICS BEFORE THEY WERE MISUSED? Smile

(the damage that I've done DOESN'T (just) COME FROM STOPPING THE NSA FROM BREAKING IN. That's just a supporting factor regarding why I was targeted The damage comes from leaking the evidence locations of the extended gaslighting campaign/attempted covert murder via psychological abuse. ATTEMPTING TO KEEP ME FOCUSED ON BEING BREACHED/BEING ABUSED DIGITALLY IS A D-I-S-T-R-A-C-T-I-O-N FROM THE PROOF OF ATTEMPTED COVERT MURDER THAT I HAVE OBTAINED... and it's a SHITTY distraction at best. here, have more evidence that my clearnet activity is being actively sabotaged to distract me from the fact that the government tried to murder me covertly. Account is offline, and upon queuing for a match I seem to re-join a random party. Upon leaving and re-queuing, it joins me to a random party again. Shit tier distraction. I don't do Stockholm syndrome. )

So... the list of shit that has been tried:
-Attempting to get me arrested
-Attempting to murder me covertly (get me to commit suicide)
-Attempting to systematically destroy my finances
-Stockholm syndrome

But enough about that, I'm more interested in how much shit Congress has had to bury up to this point.
(It's probably for the best anyway. Considering the fact that the "success rate" is no longer 100% and that evidence can be collected to prove its practice, it's probably for the best that the government stops/buries the use of Nation-State technology to MURDER INNOCENT AMERICAN CIVILIANS USING COVERT PSYCHOLOGICAL MENTAL TORTURE TECHNIQUES AND TACTICS AIMED AT GETTING A TARGET TO COMMIT SUICIDE. )

June 30 2018: Details regarding the dangers of "parallel construction" and how the government will abuse this (they tried against me a little over 4 to 5 years ago, this has been going on for a VERY VERY LONG TIME) as well as an example that happened to me THAT CAN STILL BE INVESTIGATED, have been posted in the "deniable encryption" post (as well as hints on when the "ambient gaslighting" actually began). I've got PLENTY OF DIRT to counteract forum sliding. I'm not going to run out anytime soon.

I just made the problem worse, huh? Smile
(the "government" will attempt to put away anyone that they don't "like" by, quite literally, OVERBLOWING metadata findings and sliding it to other agencies or police officers to get an IMMEDIATE investigation started (it ended with a failed knock and talk search, never open the door, ignore the knock) just to satisfy an emotional need, and I'm still only SCRATCHING THE SURFACE of how far the abuse goes... attempted covert murder nonwithstanding)

Also... I was just reminded of an "unassuming Lenovo laptop" (never bit the fruit, fucks given zero) in my possession that has demonstrated that it has an active management engine in it (I've owned it for 4 or so years). So I should have everything required for a solid case at this point... just waiting on Congress. Two laptops are better than one.

(No. Shame. Evidence is evidence.)

-Also bumped the thread with a TOR-browser about:config audit and posted a few... questions... such as "why my clearnet activity is being "controlled and manipulated"... in such a manner that can be traced. It's like leaving evidence/getting caught is the goal or trauma-bonding is the goal (joining party? what party? A party of murderers?)...

I don't see attempted covert murder as a "game" ... so... like I said before...
...This may go down as America's most embarrassing and shameful "National Security Incident" in history. Whatever it takes to accomplish no-contact, the capabilities of those targeting me prevent no-contact and the NSA has Congress wrapped around their thumbs like puppets, so since flight wasn't/isn't an option, I chose fight.

Also... and this is just a hunch... the ambient gaslighting and image management goes PRETTY FUCKING FAR, huh?
-It really is that easy. Also, made it worse again. International Incident???? Psychopaths will go to great lengths to manage how others perceive both themselves and how others perceive threats to their self-image

Here, have a reminder at the top of the page of ONE OF SEVERAL REASONS WHY THE GOVERNMENT TRIED TO MURDER ME COVERTLY.

#WolfHound: Wolf Killing Dog

#AKA ""

#Script created by SIGTERM (h2kchicken/notballin)
#How to use:
#Ensure that you have multiple terminals open, be they individual windows, multiple tabs, or multiplexed via TMUX.
#This script has only been tested with "bash" and "sh" specifically. Other shells have not been tested (though testing should be as easy as adding another loop and adding the binary name).
(( $(id -u) == )) || { echo >&2 "Not Root."; exit 1; }
#Website formatting is off.
#(( $(id -u) == 0 )) || { echo >&2 "Not Root."; exit 1; }
d=`date +%Y-%m-%d`
t=`date +%T
echo "$(tput setaf 6;tput bold)Checking Installed Shells : $d $t $(tput sgr0)"
cat /etc/shells
echo ""
echo "$(tput setaf 6;tput bold)Forking Loops : $d $t $(tput sgr0)"                                                                                                                              
sleep 5

while [ true ]
        for i in 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 39 40 41 42 43 44 45 46 47 48 49 50 51 52 53 54 55 56 57 58 59 60
                sleep 1
                killall "bash" -q -v -y 5s > /dev/null 2>&1
done &  

while [ true ]
        for i in 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 39 40 41 42 43 44 45 46 47 48 49 50 51 52 53 54 55 56 57 58 59 60
                sleep 1
                killall "sh" -q -v -y 5s > /dev/null 2>&1
done &

echo "$(tput setaf 6;tput bold)Begin tests by opening shells (as both a regular user and as a user with root privileges). $d $t $(tput sgr0)"
#In denying yourself the ability to open new terminals, you deny an attacker the ability to open terminals. The terminal that an attacker relies on during a hack resides on the user's PC.

#No Ego, but...

... should I keep leaking things that makes them want to flag the thread?

June 21/25, 2018:

I only bump this thread with content to combat forum sliding, something I was previously unaware existed. It's worth mentioning, as this is a low post website and the new thread creations seem a bit... "bursty."

(Both threads below were targeted by downvotes, I watched the upvotes rise and fall)

"No response" is not equal to "not making an impact/not making a difference." In fact... I'm 100% certain that the impact I've made thus far is unprecedented.
-That being said, I'm also bumping this for a reason. I'll probably be killed before Congress intervenes in time at this rate (they've already tried, it seems they've had years of practice, and I have a feeling that I am not the first). I say this for two reasons:

1) Because of THE PATHOLOGY/MINDSET of those that are ACTIVELY targeting me (it never stopped, and I'm willing to bet that Congress is "hoping for a miracle" before they jump in AND I'm willing to bet that Congress CONDONES their practices in this case because getting me to derail myself would be easier than acknowledging the problem/accusations).
2) Those that are actively targeting me have went through both hell and high water to destroy who I am as a person, using tactics that are designed to, quite literally, "CRUSH MY SOUL" and "render me silent, and have been at this for YEARS. Their failure to do so and my repeated exposure of their abuses (abusers hate being exposed above all else, it removes their ability to "control") puts me at great risk of being killed.

To Congress:
Go research cluster b personality disorder. This is not a technology issue (the NSA's going to need every ounce of technology it has at this point). This is not a National Security issue (I've collected enough dirt to argue that the National Security risk/threat is currently EMPLOYED BY THE NSA). This is a PEOPLE issue. I remember saying that I'd make "Senator Ben Cardin's" job (basically Congress) as easy as possible. I did. However, I don't recall saying that I'd make it easy on "America's EGO/SELF IMAGE." I am aware that the proof that I've collected has done PERMANENT/IRREPARABLE damage to the self image of those that were involved with targeting me, and that's the idea (they DID try to kill me).

... the phrase "if you have nothing to hide, you have nothing to fear" should never be uttered by the government, the NSA, or any "pro spying" organization ever again.

EDIT: June 14, 2018:
Corna's me_cleaner also works on the "Asus Maximus VIII Hero" motherboard (the below guide will work on this board too).
It should be safe to assume that most every modern day Asus motherboard will test successfully.

I'd post it here, but...

... but...



EDIT: June 7, 2018:
"How to deblob the Intel Management Engine (AKA how to neutralize 95% of the NSA: skid edition)" guide using Corna's me_cleaner is complete (bottom post).

Please read these: (yep...)

Note: The board I chose as an example (Asus Z170 Pro Gaming, I was the first to test deblobbing the board with Corna's ME Cleaner) became VERY POPULAR (probably the most popular/common board deblobbed, Amazon sold out FREQUENTLY despite the board being older in model to newer Asus boards) and had MULTIPLE guides on how to deblob it written for it by others, and the "Intel ME Update Tool" DID NOT SUPPORT PATCHING THIS BOARDS MANAGEMENT ENGINE FOR A VERY LONG TIME, leaving the Asus Z170 Pro Gaming model VULNERABLE (Asus had it as an available download. I tried with my stock BIOS image on Windows 7, the error message said that the Asus Z170 Pro Gaming motherboard wasn't supported). Asus had to patch it into their BIOS image manually... check the release date of their latest BIOS image.

Skylake/modern day board, earthshaking patch needed? Uh, hello?


There's no excuse in existence.

EDIT: June 4/5/6, 2018: Suspicions of "Corrupt Western Digital Firmware" on spinning platter drives (hard drives don't "click," clicking is a sign of "corrupt firmware," the hard drive is relatively new. Strange "device binding" behavior noticed on my headless router), switched to Intel SSD's ("stick to the evil you know") that allow flashing/validation of firmware (believe it or not, I (barely) trust Intel (for different reasons than normal). I'd imagine that their firmware upgrade/validation process for their SSD's is relatively secure by virtue of the Intel Management Engine's existence (before it was capable of being deblobbed). Preserving the old hard drives, they need to be checked. Also, posting my IPTABLES config to bump the thread.

Back to not engaging and sticking to the strategy of "responding" instead of "reacting" (this is getting pretty serious, when the right hand is moving...).
-open source peripherals (keyboard and mouse) just jumped to the top of the to-do list. CD/DVD drive replaced with micro-sd cards for .ISO's (linux firmware and DD for disk images is close enough).

Let's recap...
-Unmasked NSA TOR exit node IP (EDIT: TOR seems to be working.)
-Recording of ambient gaslighting with a "utility vehicle" (USPS truck with no mail at a time where deliveries aren't being made)
-Hard drive firmware acting wonky

... Congress?

You realize that my accounts were flagged for a reason right? That I should be dead? (pure ego statement: My experience makes SERE look like a cake walk, and they're allowed to break your bones during training)
(I'd even bet that the NSA is banking on your ignorance regarding technology and surveillance)

Hoping that I'd forget? Shit tier distractions?

Let me repeat that:

The accounts were flagged as a poor attempt to cover up ATTEMPTED COVERT MURDER.
The accounts were flagged as a poor attempt to cover up ATTEMPTED COVERT MURDER.
The accounts were flagged as a poor attempt to cover up ATTEMPTED COVERT MURDER.
The accounts were flagged as a poor attempt to cover up ATTEMPTED COVERT MURDER.
The accounts were flagged as a poor attempt to cover up ATTEMPTED COVERT MURDER.

No really, I'm being targeted by a (group of) Cluster B('s). I've even witnessed attempts at inducing trauma bonds/Stockholm syndrome (isolation via dropping my communication and forging responses? Financial damage to freeze my life? Ambient gaslighting aimed at attacking various aspects of my emotions? ...not today, Satan. I'm half tempted to drop exactly how far "the interactions" go in terms of my Clearnet internet usage). I'm half tempted to believe that Cluster B's join the NSA to ensure they can never be rejected and so a target can never escape them (this is not a game. This is my LIFE that is being toyed with. Not engaging saved it, and, from this, the solution to this situation should be surprisingly simple.)...This shitshow exists as a result of the NSA never being held accountable. As a result, nation state surveillance is a cluster b paradise, who's culture is incapable of change barring external influence.

Also, the public opinion of me means very little to me. I like to get shit done and proof gets shit done, worrying about the opinion of someone on the sideline that isn't dealing with systemic abuse does NOT get shit done. And while I'm at it, I might as well expose the female manipulation technique/tactic (this is aimed directly at the individual I've accused of stalking me, who's name is listed in the evidence section below), if you throw in NSA monitoring capabilities then you get a shitstorm. If some official actually takes this seriously and watches what I'm posting (I'm leaving as many context clues as possible), they should be able to figure out the nature of my situation (I'm dealing with someone who's tactics stem from a psychological template of PURE EVIL).

EDIT: June 19, 2018:
To Congress: For the record, the "volcano" tactic that I'm using now WAS NOT MY FIRST OPTION. I attempted to obtain assistance with coming to you (to Congress) for help from RedZone as a first choice (which was a BAD choice, as the cluster b personality disordered individual beat me to it the day after I caught "the NSA" in my computer). Please refer to the "questions to RedZone" section at the bottom of this post for details. This is probably the most relevant detail that any congressional official should take into account (in MY opinion, and, again, it's an opinion). It's NOT JUST THAT THE FEDS FUCKED UP. THEY TRIED TO PREVENT ME FROM REPORTING IT WHILE BURYING EVIDENCE.
... so if any government official is upset with ME for "burning it all to the ground," I beg you: REDIRECT YOUR ANGER AT THOSE THAT TARGETED ME. I no-shit tried to do the right thing, and those that targeted me took EVERY MEASURE POSSIBLE to try to PREVENT me from doing the right thing IN THE HOPES THAT I'D DO "ONE OF THE VARIOUS WRONG THINGS" so they could ESCAPE ACCOUNTABILITY FOR THEIR GROSS MISUSE OF GOVERNMENT POWER.

EDIT: June 3, 2018: The incident regarding the mail truck used to gaslight me on June 1, 2018, should have been caught by two cameras (two instances of gaslighting (RedMan lot, USAA vehicle) on surveillance footage are better than one). Starting to wonder if there needs to be a strike three at this point (it depends... technically Bill's emergency meeting within 15 minutes of me sending him the link to the original thread, that "Sydney" and "Stephanie" cleaned the conference room for with zero prior notification forthcoming, counts as strike two of recorded incidents of gaslighting video surveillance wise... meaning this would technically be strike three if we're including RedZone surveillance footage).

I'll just take this experience and the things that have been done to me as a harsh lesson: The best way to deal with a situation is to understand the nature of what you're dealing with, and I am dealing with a cluster B (or a group of cluster B's) who is (are) in a position of power within the government that takes an act of congress to deal with. The individuals in question abuse their power of nation state surveillance capabilities to an unspeakable extent and go to great lengths to avoid being held accountable for their illegal actions. The tactics and techniques used rely on the use of several third parties (also known as "flying monkeys") to execute the abuse strategy as a method of providing distance between the perpetrator and the gaslighting tactics being used, as well as a method to maintain plausible deniability (and they can't even get that right). The (un?)willing participants are either paid to participate, are lied to as a means of getting them to participate (USAA driver being military? Warrior2Warrior?) or are covertly threatened and intimidated into participating via Nation State gaslighting tactics (Andrea? "No one likes a fatty?" The dread of being watched?). I am being targeted by 100% pure pieces of shit that see their capabilities as tools to gain and maintain control over people.
EDIT: June 4, 2018: Also, I've sent several emails to, zero responses. IT MATTERS, I'd bet that these emails were dropped too believe it or not. There's a track record. Stonewalling tends to occur when a psychopath gets caught ("punishment for finding out the truth;" cluster b's protect their false self at all costs).

If anything though, I sure as shit have a case now.

Next roadblock: Congress.

EDIT: June 1, 2018:

While I wait, I've posted more of my work in the latest post of this thread (because lock screens just don't do it for me). I don't believe in mindless bumps, best to add content to each bump. The latest post gives new light into how to properly secure a PC while you're not near it (lock screens just won't do, but removing GUI access and locking each terminal with "WolfHound" running give more mileage. A keylogger for your own keyboard and logging when USB devices are plugged in is the cherry on top, and it also destroys foreign USB storage devices on insert (the entire script is there now, as well as its supporting scripts). Also added a "skid's guide to deniable/plain mode encryption (because I'm still salty)."

The only reason I posted content is to say this: The longer Congress stalls, the more my life gets fucked up.

-They organization targeting me drops my communications with people I send this to (I've already demonstrated that they imitate legal officials).
-The organization targeting me interferes with my ability to find employment to cause financial damage (I'm lucky to have paid my credit card off to zero before RedZone fired me to help bury evidence).
-Friendly reminder that the github accounts that contain this threads contents were flagged and HIDDEN FROM THE PUBLIC three times in a row and instantaneously upon repost FOR A REASON.

Yes, I'm opening my big yap. Their goal is to slowly freeze me out of my life by causing as much financial damage as possible. Every job interview I've went to, I was beyond qualified for. The questions asked of me in both interviews were suspicious and seemed designed to trip me up and make me leak details about RedZone's infrastructure. Also, note that I didn't get either job (which would be easier than what RedZone had me doing) and that this tactic is similar to the warrior2warrior representative turning on a tape recorder to record my responses.

The longer congress stalls, the more successful the organization that targets me is at fucking up my life (stonewalling is a common cluster b tactic). That seems to be the main goal, though at this point I'm 100% sure that action is unavoidable since the amount of proof that I've collected is overwhelming.

No, really. They leaked their fucking IP address by accident when abusing me (it's continuous, and it's systemic, their goal hasn't changed and it never will) and made it so I could identify one of their TOR nodes as a result of both their stupidity and the fact that cluster b's always underestimate their targets. Their involvement is 100% confirmed at this point.

So I'm going to let them continue to fuck up my life until their ability to do so is removed by congress. Also, I have a feeling that congress is AWARE THAT THIS TACTIC IS BEING USED. Yes, Congress. I'm calling you out. If you wish to freeze me out of my life, it's going to take quite a few months to do so. The longer you wait, the more suspicious it looks. You now operate with the knowledge that the public is aware that the organization that targeted me is systematically attempting to destroy my life slowly.

It only works if I let it work. If I shed light on it, the tactic becomes riskier to use, no?

EDIT: Fucks given = zero. Here's the resume. As a courtesy to those that I've performed the work for (and not as a courtesy to RedZone), I've omitted the references. This is what you'd call a "guaranteed hire" resume (This is only touching the surface too these are just the most notable, I was milked like a dairy cow).

Waiting on you, congress.

Also, just so everyone has a clear idea of what type of "demon" I'm dealing with, today a USPS mail truck sat in the apartment complex parking lot with its hazard lights on as I departed the complex. USPS DOES NOT DELIVER MAIL TO OUR COMPLEX IN THE MORNING. THEY DELIVER MAIL TO OUR COMPLEX EVERY DAY AT 5PM. THE MAIL TRUCK WAS EMPTY AND HAD NO ENVELOPES OR BOXES IN IT. This is another example of "being actively fucked with." I'm not using the internet, so my traffic can't be dropped or controlled. Their next best bet to extract narcissistic supply was through bluffing a response regarding my situation via mail only for me to find the mailbox empty (and no, I didn't check the mailbox, THERE EXISTED NO GOOD REASON FOR A USPS TRUCK THAT WASN'T DELIVERING MAIL TO BE THERE THIS MORNING). I'm posting this because it also counts as a fuck-up and can be investigated (and it's a fresh update that demonstrates that the covert abuse and gaslighting via vehicles is STILL CONTINUING).
Edit: June 3, 2018: This is a bigger fuckup than I realized, the complex has surveillance cameras. What is Southern Management's video surveillance policy... their surveillance footage should have the incident in its entirety. I'm curious how long the truck was told to sit there (and Southern Management's surveillance setups tend to be pretty good).

Congress please... get this cluster b bitch OFF OF ME.

EDIT: May 27, 2018:
GASLIGHTING LEVEL: OVER 9000 (and this is not a joke, the proof I post only exists because of misuse of power) Evidence of claim that I'm about to make (yes, I made a no shit onscreen security system from bash scripts. They work. Fuck you).
NSA, YOU HAVE SOME EXPLAINING TO DO, THERE ARE SOME THINGS THAT PEOPLE WON'T SIMPLY "OVERLOOK." THIS IS ONE OF THOSE THINGS. Fake banning me was one thing, hacking/owning a TOR node is an entirely different ballgame (it's a legitimate TOR node too, and I doubt that the ability to verify its authenticity was dropped for everyone).

Also... IT WOULD SEEM THAT FORUM SLIDING HAS BEEN IN FULL EFFECT WHILE I WAS AWAY USING THE DARKNET. This seems to be how they roll. Good luck explaining this one.

1) The IP in the above image is from a LEGITIMATE TOR NODE (
2) This TOR node dropped my ability to check my exit node IP from both AND from When I attempted to check from both sites from my browser (and not just from the script), they failed to load and simply kept spinning (aka dropped traffic). It's only a coincidence if it drops the traffic from one site, not both. Also, during the time that this happened (10:26 AM EST), both websites were still up and TRAFFIC TO OTHER WEBSITES FUNCTIONED AS EXPECTED.

TOR nodes do not deny you the ability to verify their authenticity under any circumstance, especially when you're passing through them.
This is a red flag. It's a legitimate TOR node, too.

3) The NSA is attempting to undermine the fact that I'm tunneling all of my traffic through TOR/undermine my security scripts (anti-traffic analysis script that generates fake traffic data, to make my traffic usage indiscernible, which I made after I realized that using a script to check the tor project page can still be predicted) and DID NOT ACCOUNT for me using a backup IP check method in

Previously, I used THIS as my backup IP check method, but switched it to wtfismyip (it follows a theme of salt, if you can't tell) after I experienced this drop method a day ago. Also, after taking that screenshot and resetting my circuit, both methods ( and wtfismyip) were dropped when I connected to a new circuit. And yes, I had scrot on standby. It worked when I was fake banned... seems to have worked again.

Is this node owned by the NSA (or was it tampered with, which I doubt)? If it is, was I redirected to it for the purpose of gaslighting?
How much control over which TOR node I connect to does the NSA actually have? (Judging by the failure to drop my traffic to wtfismyip, I'm going to assume "not as much as I'd like to believe, but still enough to cause concern.")
Pro Tip: In your torrc file, set "MaxCircuitDirtiness" to 120 (using an exit node for no longer than two minutes seems to work wonders).

NOTE: This website doesn't seem to properly parse weblinks in bash code tags, so I've posted screenshots below.



########## Anti-Fuckup (Full Tunnel DNS Check)
tput setaf 1; tput bold; echo "Check /etc/resolv.conf, ensure you're using TOR's DNS"; tput sgr0
sleep 1
cat /etc/resolv.conf
sleep 1

while [ true ]
    d=`date +%Y-%m-%d`
    t=`date +%T`
    echo "$(tput setaf 6;tput bold) ***Tor Walk*** time is: *** $d $t *** $(tput sgr0)" | tee -a log-$d.txt
    echo "Cleared" > datastore.txt  
    #Generate between the range of 14 - 24 (Delay adds 6 seconds of padding, actual check time is between 20 and 30 seconds)
    sleep $((RANDOM % 15 + 10))
    ########## Easy Mode
    curl -A "Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 6.1; rv:52.0) Gecko/20100101 Firefox/52.0" <a href="" title=""></a> --stderr - | grep -i "Your IP address appears to be:" -B 3 | tee -a log-$d.txt | tee datastore.txt &
    sleep 2
    ########## Backup Check (The NSA will unmask you and drop your connection to
    curl -s -A "Mozilla 5.0 (Windows NT 6.1; rv:52.0) Gecko/20100101 Firefox/52.0" <a href="" title=""></a> --stderr - | tee -a log-$d.txt

    sleep 4
    tor=$(egrep -w 'Congratulations|Sorry' datastore.txt )
    if [[ $tor == *"Congratulations"* ]] ; then
        tput setaf 2; tput bold; echo "TOR Check Passed." | tee -a log-$d.txt; tput sgr0
    elif [[ $tor == *"Sorry"* ]] ; then
        tput setaf 1; tput bold; echo "TOR Check Failed."; tput sgr0
        tput setaf 1; tput bold; echo "TOR Check Failed."; tput sgr0
        tput setaf 1; tput bold; echo "TOR Check Failed." | tee -a log-$d.txt; tput sgr0
        tput setaf 1; tput bold; echo "VARIABLE FILE IS BROKEN OR CONNECTION NOT RUNNING, GO CHECK EM." | tee -a log-$d.txt; tput sgr0



while [ true ]
    #Generate between the range of 4 - 6 seconds
    sleep $((RANDOM % 5 + 2))
    fuckyourcouch=$(shuf -e trackdeeznuts1 trackdeeznuts2 trackdeeznuts3 trackdeeznuts4 trackdeeznuts5 trackdeeznuts6 trackdeeznuts7 trackdeeznuts8 trackdeeznuts9 trackdeeznuts10 trackdeeznuts11 trackdeeznuts12 trackdeeznuts13 trackdeeznuts14 trackdeeznuts15 -n 1)
    case $fuckyourcouch in
    trackdeeznuts1) curl -s -A "Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 6.1; rv:52.0) Gecko/20100101 Firefox/52.0" <a href="" title=""></a> > /dev/null 2>&1 | echo "Loop 1 went to google" ;;
    trackdeeznuts2) curl -s -A "Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 6.1; rv:52.0) Gecko/20100101 Firefox/52.0" <a href="" title=""></a> > /dev/null 2>&1 | echo "Loop 1 went to theguardian" ;;
    trackdeeznuts3) curl -s -A "Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 6.1; rv:52.0) Gecko/20100101 Firefox/52.0" <a href="" title=""></a> > /dev/null 2>&1 | echo "Loop 1 went to cnn" ;;
    trackdeeznuts4) curl -s -A "Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 6.1; rv:52.0) Gecko/20100101 Firefox/52.0" <a href="" title=""></a> > /dev/null 2>&1 | echo "Loop 1 went to yahoo news" ;;
    trackdeeznuts5) curl -s -A "Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 6.1; rv:52.0) Gecko/20100101 Firefox/52.0" <a href="" title=""></a> > /dev/null 2>&1 | echo "Loop 1 went to espn" ;;
    trackdeeznuts6) curl -s -A "Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 6.1; rv:52.0) Gecko/20100101 Firefox/52.0" <a href="" title=""></a> > /dev/null 2>&1 | echo "Loop 1 went to deviantart" ;;
    trackdeeznuts7) curl -s -A "Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 6.1; rv:52.0) Gecko/20100101 Firefox/52.0" <a href="" title=""></a> > /dev/null 2>&1 | echo "Loop 1 went to reddit" ;;
    trackdeeznuts8) curl -s -A "Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 6.1; rv:52.0) Gecko/20100101 Firefox/52.0" <a href="" title=""></a> > /dev/null 2>&1 | echo "Loop 1 went to totse" ;;
    trackdeeznuts9) curl -s -A "Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 6.1; rv:52.0) Gecko/20100101 Firefox/52.0" <a href="" title=""></a> > /dev/null 2>&1 | echo "Loop 1 went to 4chan" ;;
    trackdeeznuts10) curl -s -A "Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 6.1; rv:52.0) Gecko/20100101 Firefox/52.0" <a href="" title=""></a> > /dev/null 2>&1 | echo "Loop 1 went to TOR entry node checker" ;;
    trackdeeznuts11) curl -s -A "Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 6.1; rv:52.0) Gecko/20100101 Firefox/52.0" <a href="" title=""></a> > /dev/null 2>&1 | echo "Loop 1 went to huffingtonpost" ;;
    trackdeeznuts12) curl -s -A "Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 6.1; rv:52.0) Gecko/20100101 Firefox/52.0" <a href="" title=""></a> > /dev/null 2>&1 | echo "Loop 1 went to forbes" ;;
    trackdeeznuts13) curl -s -A "Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 6.1; rv:52.0) Gecko/20100101 Firefox/52.0" <a href="" title=""></a> > /dev/null 2>&1 | echo "Loop 1 went to pinterest" ;;
    trackdeeznuts14) curl -s -A "Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 6.1; rv:52.0) Gecko/20100101 Firefox/52.0" <a href="" title=""></a> > /dev/null 2>&1 | echo "Loop 1 went to pcworld" ;;
    trackdeeznuts15) curl -s -A "Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 6.1; rv:52.0) Gecko/20100101 Firefox/52.0" <a href="" title=""></a> > /dev/null 2>&1 | echo "Loop 1 went to pcmag" ;;
done &

echo "Loops forked. Enjoy the shitshow!"

If anyone needs me, I'll be BUSY TUNNELING ALL OF MY TRAFFIC THROUGH TOR SO THE CAN'T SEE A GOD DAMN THING THAT I DO (while I wait for congress). If me posting evidence of NSA tampering with a TOR EXIT NODE IP ADDRESS IN IT doesn't give anyone pause... NOTHING WILL.
This being said, TOR still works (even if you're being actively monitored by the government). Hopefully BURNING A TOR NODE is enough to make them lay off while I wait.

I posted the firejail profile in the latest "bump" of this thread.

NSA, YOU HAVE SOME EXPLAINING TO DO. Gaslighting has put you into a hole that I don't think you're going to be able to climb out of. TOR node's don't deny you the ability to verify their authenticity.

To: Senator Ben Cardin: How much more evidence do you need before you step in? I ask this because they're making it kind of easy for me to collect evidence (via gaslighting) and the evidence keeps getting WORSE.
Theory: This is a terrible fuckup and I question the purpose of the gaslighting, since wtfismyip slipped through the cracks of the gaslight. This would suggest that my TOR traffic is not being monitored 24/7 by this method (my circuit moves every 2 minutes at most). From this perspective, the gaslighting makes sense. It serves a purpose.

EDIT: May 24, 2018:
Question: Since the ongoing abuse is fairly obvious (a blind man could see it at this point), would it be safe to assume that Congress has a VESTED INTEREST in the abuse continuing? Would I be "way off base" if I were to assume that the goal is to get me to derail myself instead of bringing forth more evidence like I've done today and over the past few days?

...Flabbergasted/dumbstruck that the system used against me (that, at this point, I'm beginning to believe that Congress champions and promotes) just... doesn't work? That fear of those misusing/abusing their power can't be instilled within me (it's a web of lies and a web of fear instilled in everyone involved)? That, unless a bullet enters my brain, I can't be "suppressed?" That halting my ability to get employment and to continue my education just... won't "shut me up?" Is this a maladaptive method of trying to "regain a sense of power and control?"

... or does Congress just believe that those that targeted me can clean up their mess that they consistently make worse on a daily basis (a belief that I would consider to be a HUGE mistake)?

At this point, Congress either condones the abuse (that is ACTIVELY BEING CARRIED OUT) or has too much faith and trust in the ability of those that targeted me to fix the situation (they have no intention of fixing anything). I'm beginning to believe that it's the former.

EDIT: May 24, 2018:
-OSCP Full Refund issued (Offensive Security never/rarely ever issues full refunds)
-Unable to make purchases until this situation gets resolved (since my emails are being dropped.. the irony)

Back to waiting on Congress.
(and back to waiting on the discard. Waiting is easier than entertaining (fairly obvious) mental/emotional manipulation tactics that have been used against me before (evidence still exists on RedZone's servers regarding Offensive Security's emails being imitated))

The THEME of the manipulations I seem to be experiencing seem to rely purely on:
-Preventing my communication with various reputable organizations (and sometimes imitating their responses) for the purpose of discouragement
-Relying on my silence (Already went public, already collected proof)

As if the previous fake soldierx ban (for 5 seconds during the second recorded incident, instead of for 15 seconds during the first when I didn't think to collect a screenshot) mid edit (getting caught red handed) wasn't bad enough...

A strange series of events, right?

EDIT: May 22, 2018: More salt removed.
-Also, I've just remembered that I still have the pictures and who they were sent by, that were taken by the camera of the person that offered to help me take pictures for insurance (with the Go Wild license plate... who shouldn't have known that I didn't have a camera and that I used a flip phone). The pictures were transferred to me via gmail. TWO EMAIL ADDRESSES WERE USED INSTEAD OF ONE TO SEND ME THE PICTURES (sloppy sloppy, she used her real email address by accident...). Screenshots below in the evidence section. They should make all of the difference, this is as good as it gets. (DROP THIS, let's focus on WHY THE GITHUB THREAD WAS FLAGGED THREE TIMES IN A ROW INSTEAD and give Congress more points of interest to investigate)
-After reading the entire evidence section with the new evidence in place, all of your smiles will be turned the fuck upside down.

EDIT: May 20, 2018 (10:36 PM EST): RaT, check your shit. This isn't supposed to keep happening. Smile
(And if it's supposed to be funny, I'm not laughing considering the fact that whoever did this should be locked up in jail for 20 TO LIFE considering everything else they've done to me)
Mid. Edit. Right as I pushed it. (Does your server still have the Intel Management Engine un-neutered, RaT? YOU didn't ban me... so who did?)

EDIT: May 17, 2018 (Email Drop Counter): I am sending Offensive Security an email once per day. OSCP would distract me from thinking about how the government tried to MURDER ME COVERTLY (and got sloppy because they thought they "had it in the bag," and tried to bury evidence from sloppiness/cover it up after I went public and started leaking what I've seen AND tried to use RedZone against me (pit me against RedZone) to distract from this fact so they could succeed in burying all of the evidence in time (even used multiple uniformed police officers to gaslight me at SGT). They failed to bury all of the evidence in time). Obtaining proof successfully should have been... impossible. Umad, NSA? Am I your first failure? HOW HIGH UP DOES THIS GO (or is this just a "one off")?

Picture of twitter notification to Offensive Security (Notifying them in this manner seems to be the only way to have the issue rectified so I can return to my education, SINCE MY EMAILS BEING DROPPED/MY COMMUNICATION BEING FORGED BY A THIRD PARTY SEEMS TO BE A COMMON TREND. This was not my first option. I just want to go back to the class that I love.):

Thus far, my emails have been dropped for: 8 days in a row (despite having paid for class).
I've lost: 6 days of class time.
(No, seriously. This is real life. I'm sending this email once a day (just creates more evidence that something is terribly wrong). Either my emails aren't making it (google's reliability is what... 99%?) or Offensive Security's responses back to me aren't making it.

CONTROLLING MY COMMUNICATION (by preventing it from making it) SEEMS TO BE A COMMON TREND THROUGHOUT THIS ENTIRE ORDEAL. Attempting to indefinitely delay the return receipt from Senator Ben Cardin's office? Dropping Offensive Security communications? Imitating RedZone's lawyer? Imitating the response of Zuckerman (severance agreement lawyer)? Preventing my communications regarding my severance agreement being negotiated (to force me to sign it)? Imitating Offensive Security and the EFF (evidence on RedZone's servers)? Preventing my original request to Senator Anthony G. Brown from making it? FLAGGING MY GITHUB THREAD THREE TIMES TO TRY TO SUPPRESS MY VOICE, THINKING THAT IT WOULD KEEP ME SILENT? This seems to be the last remaining control tactic (and I'm curious as to why Congress is dragging their feet about this despite being presented with overwhelming evidence. Maybe they don't have a procedure in place for what happens if someone actually collects evidence? I don't think anyone's ever made it this far before). It would also explain why they broke into RaT's server to ban me. the URGE to CONTROL my communication is too strong. Fortunately for me, it only works if I let it work.

Isn't the NSA supposed to be "monitor only?"


I ask again:


I'll ask a third time.


... this loud enough for you?
... misdirection?

I am being targeted by psychopaths that use NSA hacking and monitoring capabilities as a tool to obtain Narcissistic Supply from the targets/victims that they monitor (and, again, I've obtained proof so fuck you) via their emotional/physical reactions (like a toddler playing with an action figure). This is the TLDR of my entire experience (and should ensure zero wiggle room regarding the truth of what was done to me, as everything I've experienced falls within the idealization and devaluation phase of the narcissistic abuse cycle. The discard can't come fast enough). This entire situation HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH NATIONAL SECURITY WHATSOEVER and is the end result of what happens when a cluster b is CAUGHT RED HANDED. Pardon me while I confirm America's worst nightmares.

EDIT May 1, 2018: My request for assistance (regarding government abuse) has been received by the office of Senator Ben Cardin (and the contents of this thread have been included with it).
EDIT: May 5, 2018: I'm awaiting the "return receipt" that was sent with my request to the office of Senator Ben Cardin. It seems to be "stuck in transit to the next facility" and has been stuck for over three days (and the original package made it within 24 hours). Note that the facilities are under 50 miles from each other. The USPS tracking number is: 9590940234387275232912 and this receipt is needed as proof to ensure that the request actually made it to the senator's office. I've made an inquiry about the return receipt and it was "mis-scanned for the incorrect zip code," so it's now stuck in the facility and, according to USPS, will be delayed for at least a week (I shit you not, this is real life).
THIS ISN'T THE FIRST TIME THAT THIS HAS HAPPENED (and is not the first time I've experienced abuse via delayed or missing mail/packages). I've experienced packages being re-routed to different states before, for the purpose of delaying its delivery, and I've experienced packages that would say "delivered" (electronically) but never made it to its destination (and they weren't stolen). The errors that have and are occurring with my packages are not "simple computer errors." (This is serious. I wouldn't be doing this if it weren't.)
EDIT: May 7, 2018: Return receipt obtained.
EDIT: May 16, 2018 (11:45 AM EST): Why is my IP ADDRESS being banned for 15 seconds (up to 2 minutes ago) and unbanned before I post more claims of abuse by the government (causing power outages)? Why has this happened multiple times? (TriGun 403? I'm not supposed to know what RaT's ban page looks like... and I'm not using TOR (I'm being watched like a hawk and I'm not using it anyway).) You feelin it, Mr. Krabs? (that makes three)

May 17, 2018: Let's try once more to return to obtaining my education so I can continue to forge my life (being jobless and debt increasing as a result of the bullshit be damned, I'M GOING TO OBTAIN MY EDUCATION REGARDLESS). I found the payment link through my old emails and it seems to have an option to provide a new email address. I have MADE THE PURCHASE for 3 months of class time, but have not received an email confirmation or any response from Offensive Security. My emails are still being dropped despite making the purchase. If my emails to the institution continue to get dropped, it's a result of how the action that I have taken to return to my education, despite the situation, makes someone feel (which is "HIGHLY INSECURE").

The email I just sent contains:
-Screenshot of purchase from bank account (PROOF OF PURCHASE (drop this). )
-Drivers License (proof of identity)
-Paystub from previous company (proof of previous employment/proof of identity)
(Documents out in the open, my fucks to give are zero. Unlike the people that targeted me, I have the luxury of being fully open and transparent due to my refusal to step out of integrity.)
-My emails to the institution are still being dropped, which prevents me from going to class. Senator Ben Cardin: What... the fuck? HOW MANY MORE RED FLAGS OF CLUSTER B ABUSE DO YOU NEED (and why are you allowing the abuse to continue)?

The above being said, I've come to accept that the situation at hand is out of my control. I'm actively being targeted by cluster b personality disordered individuals (a conclusion that was reached based on the collected evidence of government abuse and the purpose/nature of the abuse) that are employed by the government (with proof of abusive acts that have and are still occurring by their hands) and it's going to take an act of fucking congress to pull them off of me.

To Senator Ben Cardin: Government abuse of power is still on-going and is actively being carried out against me in a covert manner. The individual or group that has and is targeting me has no intention of facing accountability and will continue to abuse their power against me covertly, despite this thread being public and you being aware of it (instances that have already occurred include, but are not limited to, intercepting and dropping my emails, forging email responses to me/impersonation, interfering with court proceedings, financial abuse, property destruction, ambient gas-lighting, ambient gas-lighting via uniformed law enforcement, attempting to suppress my claims by flagging my threads in high traffic websites to reduce exposure of wrong-doing, evidence burial to avoid accountability, wrongful termination (to avoid accountability), the works... though I CAN safely say that the NSA will need to put a bullet in my brain if they wish to make this go away without consequence). In the words of Andrea Fitzsimmons, and I quote, "it's never going to stop." She is right. It's never going to stop on its own, unless someone that has the power to do so stops it. That someone, in this instance, is you.
EDIT: May 15, 2018: To Senator Ben Cardin: As of today, I've collected enough evidence that correlates with the posted claims of abuse that caused my threads to be flagged three times in a row (didn't even need to step out of integrity to do so either). Details are below in the "Financial Abuse Example/Primary Gaslighting Tactic" section. I'm going to make your job as EASY as possible. Smile

-This website may be subjected to "forum sliding" techniques as a result of this thread being posted here.
-Updates have been moved to their proper allotted sections.

A picture is worth 1000 words, so I've posted proof that the threads were falsely flagged (and that I am the original author of all three, which were created and subsequently FLAGGED IN RAPID SUCCESSION) and I've posted below correspondence with RedZone's lawyer, "Ed Hartman," AND the fake lawyer letter that was given to me by my former employers. These screenshots are in the bottom half of the thread.


-Proof of old thread's existence and account being flagged (the formatting is not as nice as what's laid out on this website, but proof is proof and Corna gave me permission to continue the thread personally):

Original Thread: (proof of account ownership and it being flagged) (proof of thread ownership)

Second Flagged Account: (proof of account ownership and it being flagged) (proof of thread ownership)

Third Flagged Account: (proof of account ownership and it being flagged) (proof of thread ownership)

I'd estimate that all three accounts were sequentially created; immediately banned (within 30 seconds of re-posting the thread after account creation) within a 30 minute period (excluding the original account's creation).

Thread Contents (the second and third account were reposts of the original thread's contents): (The thread was flagged immediately after adding this update (possibly out of panic, definitely to reduce exposure), which details the extent of RedZone's involvement and the instances of government abuse that I've experienced. It also may have been frozen due to the nature of what's required to successfully pull off an extended gaslighting campaign) (Corna's personal blessing/PERMISSION to continue the thread. The thread has existed for quite some time.)
-I was reminded today that a picture of proof is worth 1000 words, to the kind soul that reminded me of this: thank you.

The threads were frozen when I posted my experienced car loss and results thereafter, the manipulation of my court sentence via remote hacking, and the extent of RedZone's involvement in attempting to cover up evidence. Their issue isn't with my idea of "shell whitelisting" (the ability to identify terminals that don't belong to the user). Their issue is with the surrounding details regarding how it came about (through their abuse of power, belief that they're above the law, and their willingness to use their capabilities to systematically destroy the credibility of their target/destroy the targets sanity/overload the target with stress so they can avoid any accountability of wrongdoing). It's safe for me to argue that I'm one of their first failures regarding their "system" of escaping accountability (and I don't wish to think about how many people they've successfully driven to suicide/criminal activity).

Terminal Denial Script/SHELL WHITELISTING (I came to fuck shit up):

#WolfHound: Wolf Killing Dog
#Script created by SIGTERM (h2kchicken/notballin)
#How to use:
#Ensure that you have multiple terminals open, be they individual windows, multiple tabs, or multiplexed via TMUX.
#This script has only been tested with "bash" and "sh" specifically. Other shells have not been tested (though testing should be as easy as adding another loop and adding the binary name).
(( $(id -u) == )) || { echo >&2 "Not Root."; exit 1; }
#Website formatting is off
#(( $(id -u) == 0 )) || { echo >&2 "Not Root."; exit 1; }
d=`date +%Y-%m-%d`
t=`date +%T
echo "$(tput setaf 6;tput bold)Checking Installed Shells : $d $t $(tput sgr0)"
cat /etc/shells
echo ""
echo "$(tput setaf 6;tput bold)Forking Loops : $d $t $(tput sgr0)"                                                                                                                              
sleep 5

while [ true ]
        for i in 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 39 40 41 42 43 44 45 46 47 48 49 50 51 52 53 54 55 56 57 58 59 60
                sleep 1
                killall "bash" -q -v -y 5s > /dev/null 2>&1
done &  

while [ true ]
        for i in 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 39 40 41 42 43 44 45 46 47 48 49 50 51 52 53 54 55 56 57 58 59 60
                sleep 1
                killall "sh" -q -v -y 5s > /dev/null 2>&1
done &

echo "$(tput setaf 6;tput bold)Begin tests by opening shells (as both a regular user and as a user with root privileges). $d $t $(tput sgr0)"
#In denying yourself the ability to open new terminals, you deny an attacker the ability to open terminals. The terminal that an attacker relies on during a hack resides on the user's PC.

#No Ego, but...


My name is Carlos Royal and I'm being targeted by psychopaths that are currently employed by the United States Government.

I've witnessed several zero day exploits used against my computer. As a result of this, I've been the target of government corruption AND an extended gaslighting campaign THAT IS BEING CARRIED OUT BY CLUSTER B PERSONALITY DISORDERED INDIVIDUALS/PSYCHOPATHS and is designed to undermine the fact that the government got caught red handed breaking into my pc (when I was using an end-of-life system that had no management engine) by means of both attempting to erode my sanity/make me question my memory and attempting to pull me out of integrity (so I hand my power away/do something criminal-esque due to provocation and end up in prison/lose liberties or rights... to undermine the fact that the NSA got caught red handed). This post, which spans an experience of at least three years, is meant to combat the governments method/tactic of gaslighting (to escape accountability/acknowledgement of misusing government capabilities), by means of making my experience a public record (since the techniques/tactics employed rely on me staying silent due to doubt, fear, and "what if's"), and is highly beneficial to any security professional that reads it.

Mandatory backstory:

A while ago, I decided to challenge myself by attempting to obtain the Offensive Security Certified Professional certification in an effort to break into the penetration testing field. Over the course of 120 days, I managed to successfully breach and escalate on 16 systems within the OSCP lab.

Firefox Zero Day:

During my progress, I noticed unusual activity on my computer. I make heavy use of the Linux terminal on an everyday basis and I noticed that the Konsole application that I was using wasn’t the first shell that was open (it was the second Konsole application open, and I only opened one).

Upon further investigation, I noticed two bash processes running on my PC. Upon closing the one that I wasn’t using, my Firefox browser closed at the exact same instant. This leads me to believe that I was targeted by the FoxAcid system due to my activity from the OSCP labs and that the zero day exploit didn't use the proper escape sequence.

Firefox Binary Forking Observed Behavior (Added March 26, 2018):

I've observed that the Firefox browser will crash if any binary that it forks to has been killed by the linux "kill" command. Binaries witnessed thus far that have crashed my browser when killed by the kill command are "bash" and "dbus-daemon." Adding this section, as it's very important regarding the behavior of the zero day exploit that was used against my PC.

Also, the original instance of Firefox crashing when I killed its shell occured on an end of life Fedora distribution (which should not require a shell to run Firefox) and NOT on Arch Linux (which requires a shell to run Firefox). However, killing the noticed dbus-daemon process also killed Firefox (an incident which occured when using Arch Linux, which required a shell to run Firefox but did NOT require dbus-daemon to run Firefox).

Firefox Tip on Arch Linux:

In a pinch, the Tor Browser Bundle can be used as a replacement for the version of Firefox that exists in Arch Linux's package manager. The Tor Browser Bundle can be ran in Firejail with "shell none" (directly started without a user shell) The one in Arch Linux can not.

Tor Malicious Node Zero Day:

I utilized an Open-WRT router as the base of my build. From behind it, I built an Arch Linux “transparent TOR router” with a Raspberry Pi that was designed to fail-close (where if my PC could not connect to the internet through TOR, it wouldn’t be able to connect to the internet whatsoever). From behind this router, I rebuilt and used my new PC using the Arch Linux distro and an AMD motherboard. A few weeks later, after my build was complete, in use, and thoroughly tested, I observed on the “” page (which was a page that I would check compulsively) that I “wasn’t using TOR.”

This would lead me to believe that the government is in possession of a risky zero day exploit that exists to target TOR only users. Instead of targeting the TOR network directly, it would seem that this exploit works at the modem or on the Local Area Network (since Raspberry Pi's have a secondary operating system (VideoCore, possibly the Intel Management Engine of embedded systems) that the user can't access) and intercepts and possibly redirects the user to a malicious TOR node that’s not on the TOR network.

NOTE: If you "attempt to browse" the page and it attempts to resolve for an extended period of time when using TOR, you should probably reset your circuit. You're probably being unmasked and/or (most likely or, if entry node monitoring is employed) your connection to the page is most likely being dropped.

Google Nexus 5 Backdoor/Ubuntu Touch OS:

A few months before I became aware of "me_cleaner," I attempted to use Ubuntu Touch on a Nexus 5 (unaware of the dangers of proprietary secondary operating systems contained within hardware or binary blobs of firmware), with the scripts listed below running as root on Ubuntu's console application. I observed on my blackbox (custom built) router that my Nexus 5 phone, even when the Ubuntu Touch Operating System had its wireless capabilities disabled/was powered off, would still pull a DHCP lease via wireless, even if I manually deleted the active lease. I also observed that my Wireless and Cellular signal would alter and disable at random times.

At this point, it's safe to assume that most proprietary hardware has a proprietary environment of some sort that the user does not have access to, that can be exploited by nation state actors. As upsetting as it is that Intel bundles everything with a proprietary backdoor, it may be best to "stick with the evil that you know" for the time being.

(Given my experience, I've concluded that cellphones are almost impossible to fully secure. The hardware required to develop a cellphone that can be trusted doesn't exist yet/exists in an extreme scarcity.)

DBUS Daemon Socket Exploit/X11 Socket Exploit:

The "bash" and "sh" Linux binaries aren't the only things that the government can target. They are also capable of targeting other things, such as the DBUS-DAEMON socket or the X11 socket on a Linux PC, to create a secondary session for the purpose of viewing, and perhaps interacting, with the target's PC. Things that can be done include, crashing GUI tied processes (such as security scripts running in konsole), crashing the GUI in general, viewing your keystrokes and monitors, etc. A home user's browser is one of the primary avenues of attack and can be targeted by state actors to spawn shell binaries (or any binary) or use exploits against the DBUS-DAEMON socket or X11 socket.

NOTE: This can be rectified with pre-existing open source software, such as firejail (read the man page, USE THE AUDIT FEATURE. It will TELL YOU WHAT TO FIX.):

firejail --rmenv=DBUS_SESSION_BUS_ADDRESS --private=/root/a/fake/home/directory/ --x11=xephyr --quiet --net=ethernet1 openbox

(Best practice would be to run each application with as few required environmental variables as possible).

Alternative to openbox, adding "nolisten local" to the X11 options of the X server running on a users system will disable abstract sockets (which should be sufficient in combination with a private tmp directory and private network spaces to use the PC's gui instead of nesting it).

If you're concerned about sandbox escapes (which do exist), this can be combated with the "kill" command listed below, as well as with socket monitoring (such as running "ss," with extra parameters, in a loop to tie processes to IP addresses). I've also found that renaming "dbus-launch" and "dbus-send" to "dbus-launch.old" and "dbus-send.old (Steam uses DBUS)" as well as qdbus to qdbus.old serves to stifle the sandbox escapes that aren't covered by the shell kill script. On Arch Linux, I've found that "dbus-daemon" was too risky to move in the event of a system crash, and that it was easier to prevent it from spawning (outside of the system or session process of dbus-daemon) by moving /usr/share/defaults/at-spi2/accessibility.conf to /usr/share/defaults/at-spi2/accessibility.conf.old.

Theory: The 3 letter agencies connect to a users pc through google IP addresses.
Theory: Based on the purposefully carried out practices that I've witnessed while playing TF2 (won't distract me from the NSA's attempted covert murder practices that I've documented... ) I've come to the conclusion that Steam is a proprietary backdoor (possibly with GUI view access). Sandbox it with Firejail and DON'T MIX PLAINTEXT AND TOR (no shit sherlock). Steam also serves as a sandbox escape if you choose to view an image from within Steam and not with a sandboxed image viewer. (My fucks given are pretty low, I theorize that the NSA just wants to bring as many people to the party as possible at this point just to complicate their ability to face punishment. Congress should look into this as well. Seems like they're PURPOSEFULLY BURNING THEIR CAPABILITIES.)

Attacks on Blackbox Routers:

I've recently observed unusual activity coming from my Arris Modem, which is connected to my hand-built router/firewall (running Arch Linux, Management Engine removed, the shell kill-script listed below in use). DNSMasq was used as a DHCP server, particularly for my TOR only traffic. BIG MISTAKE, as it has access to X11 unix sockets and can make DBUS daemon calls. It also listens on every interface, providing easy access to an attacker that's connected to the WAN port.

During one of my attempted uses of TOR, I noticed that my circuit would flat out reset and webpages would fail to resolve. I would have to manually reset the circuit. I believe that using DNSMasq as the DHCP server for the TOR only interface allowed for a malicious actor to DDOS the traffic of the interface.

dhcpd should be used in place of DNSMasq for optimal safety if creating a blackbox router unless it's needed. Both should be sandboxed (firejail). Thus far, I've observed no negative effects with having wireless installed on the router.

Also, regardless of if you've deblobbed the Intel Management Engine/Disabled the HAP bit, don't use the built in motherboard NIC as the WAN facing interface. If you're using a motherboard as a router, don't use that interface at all. Stick to PCI NIC's (USB NIC's are prone to vulnerabilities that can be used to DDOS). That being said, the built in NIC of everything that sits behind the router should be fine to use if HAP disabled /deblobbed.
EDIT: There seems to be an exploit that flat out "freezes" the router and forces a reboot (freezes terminals, and halts all network connectivity). I'm unsure if it's a TCP/IP exploit, a Linux kernel exploit, or a ME kernel exploit. I'll leave this here by virtue of "better safe than sorry." I use the built in NIC of my motherboard as my TOR only interface for my PC.

Zombie Tracking Cookies:

Firefox connects to the internet when opened, regardless of whether or not the user chooses to browse. Upon attempting to disable third party cookies, I noticed that there was a tracking cookie that was implanted in my browser despite the fact that I did no browsing. Previously, the only third party tracking cookie that I've witnessed was one belonging to "google." I theorize that the NSA's zombie cookies implant themselves when the user opens up their browser (which connects to the internet) and disguises itself as the site that the user visits first. Because I did no surfing whatsoever, the tracking cookie was disguised as a Mozilla tracking cookie. The Mozilla home page does not require third party tracking cookies. This exploit was spotted originally due to my use of an addon that self-destructs unused cookies after 1 minute. Before I found this cookie undisguised, I noticed that a "google" tracking cookie would continue to self-destruct every minute, despite me closing and re-opening the browser and not navigating to google. Catching it in it undisguised state some time later confirmed my suspicions that this was a zombie tracking cookie (which was most likely set to attempt to re-implant itself automatically whenever I opened my browser).

Miscellaneous Zero days witnessed:

I'm using KDE Plasma. I've observed the following while connected to the internet...
1) If using the built-in lock-screen, the NSA has the ability to trigger it twice
2) If using xscreensaver and no lock-screen, the NSA has the ability to trigger it twice
3) Upon reboot, occasionally KDE5 will display all black. This includes applications that automatically open on boot (onboard, onscreen keyboard... practice how you play). THIS IS FIXED UPON REBOOTING THE PC (a second time).
4) These are still actively being used against me (and 1 &2 was used previously in combination with wake-up signals and other things)

I've also observed the following: After restarting my computer (after having connected to the internet), whenever I decrypt my drive i'm presented with the error "cannot find rootfs." This is fixed with a simple re-boot, however.

How Corna's Intel ME removal script no shit saved my skin:
How to keep the NSA from breaking into your computer:

Because of the nature of the incidents that I've witnessed, I've designed a script that utilizes the killall command that will kill all processes specified that are older than 5 seconds.

killall "sh" -q -v -y 5s

This command, when run in a loop every two seconds, kills all shells ("bash" and "sh" specifically) that are younger than 5 seconds. So long as a terminal process that THE USER CONTROLS is already running, the user gains the ability to use their own terminals while denying access to terminals that are opened as a result of any exploits that are used against their computer. The terminal is THE HEART of pentesting, and in denying this resource to an attacker, it denies an attacker the ability to gain control over a users PC. The idea is to open a few terminal processes before running this command in a loop in a script (AS ROOT AND AS A BACKGROUND PROCESS, since a terminal manager's process can be "crashed"), and then connecting to the internet as normal. Your operating system is capable of defending itself (for free) with native tools.

This technique can be used for more than just stopping shells. It can also be used for sandbox escapes that occur through firejail. Common binaries that the 3 letters can target are "bash," "sh," "qdbus (kde)," etc. The kill command will work to stop the end result of Firefox forking to binaries on your system that it shouldn't fork to.

I actually ENCOURAGE anyone and EVERYONE to try this for themselves (I want to be proven wrong).

What's important to note here is that THIS IS USELESS WITHOUT THE INTEL MANAGEMENT ENGINE REMOVED FROM YOUR COMPUTER. No software solution will ever be a good enough solution so long as hardware backdoors/secondary operating systems exist within a users system. The Intel management engine contains an Operating system that shares physical resources with the target machine. Without Corna's removal efforts, I would be up the creek with no paddle. To obtain a better stance on PC security, open source security solutions must be used IN COMBINATION WITH CORNA'S REMOVAL SCRIPT/the removal of the Intel Management Engine. Both hardware and software security solutions must be used together.

I leave my post here for the security experts to judge for themselves (all attempts to take the appropriate channels to close the leaks, have failed spectacularly). Critique this logic, spin up a vulnerable VM, and TEST IT FOR YOURSELF.



Github threads are flagged.

UPDATE: April 3, 2018

-I am no longer employed by said company, so full disclosure is now possible.
-Individuals from my former company are involved in a cover-up and evidence of their involvement and knowledge of the incidents that have occurred exist on their exchange server, on my laptop, in their exchange server backups, and possibly on my laptop backups.
-I have declined to sign a severance agreement (which would erase all evidence in exchange for a minuscule amount of money. Lawyers have taken an active disinterest in assisting me with the severance agreement as well.)
-The organization that targeted me is NOT ABOVE USING FINANCIAL ABUSE to render a target silent (and has tried in the past... quite often). I have concerns that they may interfere with either my ability to find employment (because I will) or will approach my next employer.

The company that I worked for is an MSP company, known as RedZone Technologies LLC (2444 Solomons Island Road, STE 219, Annapolis MD 21401), that provides SECURITY AS A SERVICE to several clients (ranging from firewall installs to Alert Logic deployments, to audits of Edge Networks and Active Directory domains, Varonis, network equipment replacements, the works).

The individuals that work for the company and are actively aware of this thread and its contents (and have been for quite some time, arguably since this thread's creation) and have even PARTICIPATED IN/FACILITATED ACTS OF GOVERNMENT ABUSE are:

Bill Murphy (Company Owner)
James Crifasi (Former Employer)
James Miante (Senior Systems Architect)
Andrea Fitzsimmons (Project Coordinator)

To my company's attorney: This is the active cause of my "stress."
(EDIT: April 15, 2018, the "Lawyer" letter that was given to me by my former boss before my laptop was seized is most likely fake due to it being dated for 1 year in the future, and they weren't expecting to actually need a lawyer. Now they do.)

Recently, my laptop was seized, my active directory account was disabled, and I was placed on paid leave due to "stress" (in reality, it's because I began to seek evidence outside of my company's advice). Because of the nature of how this incident is playing out, I'm now making it a public note that I REPORTED TO MY EMPLOYER THAT THE MANAGEMENT ENGINE (which has been exploited before and can be used to gain remote access to a users PC) WAS ACTIVE IN MY LAPTOP AND ACTIVELY PASSING TRAFFIC, and did this via company email (which should still exist in company backups and on my laptop... so I'm sure they won't go missing).


The company that I work for that provided me the work laptop currently does not employ any software that would interact with the Intel Management Engine, nor have I installed any software that would do so on my own.

I repeat:

The company that I work for that provided me the work laptop currently does not employ any software that would interact with the Intel Management Engine, nor have I installed any software that would do so on my own.


MY EMPLOYER FAILED TO REPORT THE POSSIBLE DATA BREACH AND IS ACTIVELY AWARE OF THIS THREAD AND ITS CONTENTS (that the Intel Management Engine is a secondary computing environment that can be exploited to potentially gain unauthorized access to a PC). MY EMPLOYERS AND CERTAIN PEERS HAVE BEEN AWARE OF THIS THREAD FOR ALMOST A YEAR, AND MY EMPLOYER HAS BEEN AWARE OF THIS PROJECT FOR OVER A YEAR, AS WELL AS MY ACTIVE EXPERIMENTATION WITH DISABLING THE MANAGEMENT ENGINE DURING NON WORK HOURS. Also, due to the fact that the laptop was immediately seized by my employer due to me seeking legal proof of the NSA's misuse of their government capabilities outside of the advice that my company had provided me, the laptop can no longer be trusted forensically and can no longer be considered forensically sound.

Again, my laptop was immediately seized after I made it known that I would seek the evidence of government abuse of power at a customer client site due to my employers gross disinterest in reporting the data breach. I was inspired to act on my own accord to seek evidence on my own due to my employers disinterest in an incident that threatens the safety of their network environment and my employers disinterest in assisting me with the abuse of power that I witnessed at Stinger Ghaffarian Technologies sub site (THE DATE THAT THIS INCIDENT OCCURED EXISTS IN REDZONE'S RECORDS, AND THE TIME IT OCCURRED WAS BETWEEN 6 AM TO 8 AM), who's building no longer exists, who's video tapes no longer exist, and who's incident I originally reported to my employer less than 6 months after it happened (my employers actively performed behaviors that were designed to discourage me from pursuing evidence required to prove the incident when it first happened). This incident in question involves a female by the name of Melody Leighton gaining unauthorized access to SGT's sub building, GCP. The building required DataWatch keycards to enter and SGT's surveillance video retention policy is SEVEN YEARS. This individual has also stalked me in other public places and at other job locations, where the only knowledge of where I'd perform work for clients formerly existed on RedZone's SHAREPOINT SERVER, which is a server that SHE SHOULD NOT HAVE HAD ACCESS TO AND THAT IS LOCKED DOWN IN AN MSP ENVIRONMENT.

This could be considered a case of "Love Intelligence" (known as LOVEINT) gone wrong (and yes, we have a prior history). SNOWDEN WAS RIGHT. The NSA's culture ACTIVELY PROMOTES using their capabilities to spy on love interests or ex partners and it would appear that several NSA employees gain unauthorized access to government spying capabilities to TO SPY ON AND STUDY THEIR INTERESTS ON THE DAILY. Given the events that played out at Stinger Ghaffarian Technologies as well, it's safe to assume that not even STALKING, HARASSMENT, OR TRESPASSING are off the table and that THIS INCIDENT WAS ACTIVELY CARRIED OUT WITH ASSISTANCE AND NOT JUST BY MELODY LEIGHTON ON HER OWN.

This incident is NOT THE MAIN ISSUE.


(if you ever end up dating someone and they reveal that they work for the NSA: RUN. They already know EVERYTHING about you and have STUDIED YOU AND YOUR METADATA CLOSELY using NSA capabilities for a VERY LONG PERIOD OF TIME, similar to how a PSYCHOPATH/CLUSTER B PERSONALITY DISORDERED INDIVIDUAL studies their CHOSEN VICTIM/SUPPLY SOURCE. I can also safely assume that the primary motivation for THE MAJORITY that choose to join the NSA is to gain a sense of POWER AND CONTROL OVER ANOTHER PERSON/GROUP OF PEOPLE via hacking techniques and through collected virtual data (to include the targets potential weaknesses and pressure points that can be used against them in instances such as BLACKMAIL, SMEAR CAMPAIGNS, AND (if the first two either fail or aren't capable of being used against the target) GASLIGHTING). This is why my cares have dropped to zero and why I refuse to back down. This is personal.)


THIS IS AN ACT OF SELF PROTECTION ON MY PART, by reporting exactly what happened in a public space to ensure no corrupt or underhanded actions are taken on the part of my employers or anyone else involved with my employing company.

Why do I not have an exact date:

My Laptop was seized by my company and I do not have access to company email, which contains the date and time that the email notification of my laptop possibly being compromised was sent to my employers and fellow employees.

This makes two instances of me catching the NSA red handed, one of which occured ON COMPANY GROUND and was reported TO MY EMPLOYERS.



OTHER SHADY INSTANCES OF ABUSE (will document as I think of them):

-I used VA Educational benefits to get certifications before ending up employed by RedZone. The ability of my school (The Vets Group) to take VA benefits was mysteriously taken away from them before I could complete the full certification course (leaving me "jobless" and without a source of money, similar to what is playing out now, which forced me to abandon the rest of my education via I.T. certifications to find a job, which I found at RedZone). Upon emailing this thread to Rhonda Smith, the program director (a few months ago), I received an email reply that said that their ability to accept VA educational benefits (THAT THEY NEVER SHOULD HAVE LOST) would be restored within a week to two weeks (evidence of this email should still exist in RedZone at the above specified locations).

-During my employment at RedZone, a "Mr. Robot" style cyber attack occured on one of RedZone's client's various servers (who I will not list publicly). It targeted several dozen Microsoft Server 2003 systems (end of life systems), deleted the system32 folder, and hopped from host to host. The attack left the client company crippled for a few days. The antivirus vendor was on the phone with RedZone all day trying to figure out how to neutralize the virus, and servers had to be restored from backup. This occurred BEFORE this thread existed and during this time I DID NOT HAVE A FUNCTIONING PC OUTSIDE OF REDZONE'S LAPTOP (which only contains work related tools) and I did not use TOR. I did not have a working personal computer during this time due to being in a "slump," trying to figure out why my various electronic devices kept "breaking." The end result of this attack proved to be very PROFITABLE for RedZone in the end, as a result of services rendered (end of life servers being upgraded) and new preventative policy programs (anti executable, RedZone had no prior experience with said software before this incident) being purchased and installed by the client for asset protection. This attack also occurred some time AFTER I made it known to my employers that I spotted the NSA in my home computer, created the "shell denial" concept (posted below), and experienced the TOR exploit (posted below) (their erratic behavior and questions the day after the firefox incident (listed below), as well as me being IMMEDIATELY ISOLATED from the main helpdesk area and placed into an office by myself, also makes me suspect they were ALREADY MADE AWARE OF IT before I even bothered to tell them).

-During my employment at RedZone, I've experienced various "unexplainable bugs" one of which occurred during a cutover for a company that I will not name publicly. This cutover involved a SonicWall SRA, to be used as a forward facing device that mediated between the internet and the client's various websites. Whenever I performed the cutover, a glitch would occur within the SRA that prevented traffic from passing (causing the cutover to fail). My former employers, James Miante and James Crifasi, knew what the issue was already (a corrupted ip address in the configuration, which required console access to the SRA to discover, and would be a sonicwall escalation ticket due to it being a bug), and the config file corruption only occurred whenever I gave the SRA internet access.

(Overtime, the agency that targeted me became better at hiding their abuse)

-OSCP Fake Ban/Falsified Emails: Thinking that it was a good idea to do so, I attempted to send Offensive Security (an organization that supposedly "champions" security and exploitation) details of the things that I had witnessed, but received no response. Months later after being prepared to return to OSCP, I found that I was banned and I wasn't given a reason why. Shortly after considering the release of all of this information (after inquiring about why they banned me), I received an email (still in my possession) from "Offensive Security Management" that they unbanned me and didn't want me to send them more details about zero day exploits. I theorize that my emails were either intercepted and that a shady agency was imitating Offensive Security Management (and, again, I'm in possession of the communications that have occurred between us. I wasn't given a reason WHY I was banned, and I was simply told to not send more zero day exploits to them). I also find it slightly suspect that I was immediately un-banned when I began to consider posting everything that I've discovered in a public space (such as this one). As I have zero cares left (I've gotten everything that I need from OSCP and care not if they ban me again), my student ID is OS-16134.

EDIT: May 3, 2018: I'm attempting to go back to OSCP (and I need to switch my email from a business email address that I no longer have access to to a free mailer. I'm getting no response from offensive security; my emails to OSCP seem to be getting dropped to prevent me from going back to studying hacking on my own. This isn't the first time that this has happened. (RedZone has provided me my emails from OSCP). Since the emails to OSCP (containing this thread) are being dropped, it is my belief that Offensive Security is not aware of the fake ban and fake emails that were sent during my employment at RedZone. It's also not in my best interest to pay for class until my email is switched, due to lab time starting immediately upon payment.)

EDIT: May 10, 2018: I've uploaded examples of emails that Offensive Security should have responded to. It is my belief that these emails are being dropped (and that someone is actively trying to prevent me from returning to my education). As a side note... if anyone is wondering, Offensive Security is the real deal and will give you a wealth of knowledge and capability in attempts to obtain a certification from them. (I'd estimate that 95% of the NSA's employees are rendered useless if a target doesn't have the Intel Management Engine on their system and they actually understand how penetration testing works). (, this email should have made it and should have been responded to) (, this email should have made it and should have been responded to)

-Extended Gaslighting Campaign: I've been subjected to an extended Gaslighting Campaign (by nation state actors). I can assure every person that reads this thread that its contents have been SEVERELY WATERED DOWN. One verifiable instance of gaslighting with UNIFORMED POLICE OFFICERS would be on the day that I went to inquire about SGT's surveillance video footage and their retention policy (and on this day the person responsible for maintaining camera footage was not there, which halted the discovery of evidence burial for a day). There existed no good reason for uniformed officers to knock on my door on this specific day. This could be considered a mistake, which was made during a time of possible panic due to my act of seeking evidence outside of RedZone's "advice."

--During the peak of the NSA's extended gaslighting campaign (before I made the mental shift of refusing to be broken down), after I crashed my vehicle due to a hit and run (being hit and ran) on the date of 09/04/2016, I attended traffic court (on the date of 10/27/2016). The judge was merciful (due to the fact that I lost my car) and sentenced me to pay a $50 fine. THIS FEE WAS DOUBLED IN THE ARLINGTON GENERAL DISTRICT COURT'S COMPUTER SYSTEM and the fee ended up being $100, despite what the judge ordered. The clerk of the court was "Steven R. Spurr," and this is NOT an incident of incompetence or a failure to enter the correct sentencing amount; the fine that the judge sentenced me to was ALTERED/INCREASED REMOTELY (this was not a computer glitch). I've attached the court receipt below, which will contradict the sentence that the judge gave me:

--On the day of the car crash (on the date of 09/04/2016), there was a large utility vehicle with a giant arrow that was used (for "safety purposes"). I remember the driver of the vehicle expressing discontent and wondering "why he had to be out for such a minor accident (the entire road was clear and usable)." A "helpful person" also stopped and asked if I needed assistance taking pictures for insurance (I have a flip phone with no internet service package and no ability to pull photo's from it, the flip phone WASN'T OUT when she pulled up and asked if I needed help taking pictures. Most people carry smart phones, which have cameras...). Her license plate read "Go Wild." I still have the pictures from her camera and the email addresses (there are two) that she sent them from. (she accidentally used her real email, didn't she?) (This picture should serve as evidence that I didn't take the photo's. She did. This picture should also serve as evidence that the utility vehicle called to the scene was UNNECESSARY and that the driver of the vehicle's complaint was correct: he wasn't needed there. THE ROAD WAS NOT OBSTRUCTED BY MY VEHICLE.) (why switch what email was being used to send me pictures? U w0t m8?)
-It is my belief that the driver of the "Go Wild" license plated vehicle that asked me if I needed help taking pictures for insurance despite the fact that she should have had NO KNOWLEDGE that I DON'T CARRY A SMARTPHONE and CAN'T REMOVE PICTURES FROM MY FLIP PHONE followed orders without knowing why (where to go and what to do). I question if the vehicle even belonged to her, I question why the first words out of here mouth weren't something along the lines of "are you ok" or "do you need help (calling 911/injury? nothing?)," and I question why THE FIRST OFFER OF ASSISTANCE that she made was to HELP ME TAKE PHOTO'S FOR INSURANCE. It is also my belief that the purpose of the "Go Wild" license plate was to evoke an emotional reaction unfavorable to my situation, such as a VIOLENT OUTBURST (due to me losing my car to speeding), and that the purpose of the Utility Vehicle with the GIGANTIC FLASHING ARROW (despite the fact that the road was NOT obstructed) was to evoke emotional reactions of shame. Live bait? ...really?

If this isn't good enough for Congress to make a move, nothing ever will be. This is a smoking gun (and it has Cluster B written all over it). At this point, if Congress pulls the trigger to investigate...the investigation will come back in my favor (... that's the problem, isn't it... THE GITHUB ACCOUNTS WERE FLAGGED FOR A REASON).

Immediately after this incident, my cellphone's keyboard began to malfunction and spammed "7's" on the display with no input from me via the keypad. When I attempted to reboot the phone, it wouldn't turn on (I had to buy a new one, I purchased the same model) (not paying for internet != no internet connection).

--On the day that I junked my vehicle with a third party at the RedMan Fleet Services lot in MD (Redman Fleet Services, Inc., Shirlington, 2611 Shirlington Rd, Arlington, VA 22206), (easier than going through USAA insurance for a claim), a USAA car pulled in and parked next to mine (LICENSE PLATE: USAA19). I made an inquiry about why the driver was there. He stated that he was there to look at vehicles (then rattled off a list of vehicles that he was there to look at). 15 minutes later, the driver drove away and NEVER RETURNED (the tow truck that was sent to junk my vehicle was delayed for hours due to a traffic jam, and the towing facility was open during this time). The driver of the USAA vehicle NEVER LEFT THE VEHICLE THROUGHOUT THE ENTIRE EXCHANGE, despite being there to "look at vehicles." The driver seemed to not be from USAA and looked to be military (haircut style between the length of a high-and-tight and a medium fade; recognizable through the USAA cap and is regulation to be worn by active duty military, tattoo's similar to this image on the RIGHT forearm that tend to be picked up by Marines in Okinawa, weight of 150, light complexion).
EDIT: May 14, 2018: I have obtained the receipt from RedMan. While the exact date and time IS NOT CONTAINED ON THE RECEIPT OF PAYMENT DUE TO A "MIS-SCAN," the storage fee is $50 PER DAY and the vehicle arrived at the RedMan Lot on 09/04/2016. This would mean that I picked up my vehicle between 09/07/2016 to 09/09/2016 (most likely 09/08/2016). RedMan should still have camera footage of the incident (what is RedMan's video retention policy...). Here is the receipt (that has the date of my "purchase" cut off from the original scan at the BOTTOM LEFT CORNER, but should still be sufficient since the storage fee is $50 PER DAY):


-I believe that the proper term for the USAA vehicle driver and the "Go Wild" driver would be "FLYING MONKEYS," people who are unwittingly (or for a small sum of cash) following orders without understanding WHY. I also find it curious that military, specifically USMC (the branch that I used to serve in), was used in the gaslighting campaign ... this seems similar to the DEVALUATION stage of a cluster b abusive cycle.
-I have a few "gaslighting via metadata abuse" examples (with RedZone employee participation) but they're circumstantial at best and aren't solid proof. So they're being omitted.

--EDIT May 8, 2018: One more update (this update requires great emotional strength)
I witnessed the incident that occurred in this headline (witnessed the death and how he died). I'm leaving the details of this out. What followed, however, was a stroke of bad luck. The first rescue osprey that responded to the scene broke down. A second osprey that responded to the scene transferred the corpseman to the hospital. So why is this relevant? DURING MY WAIT AT THE REDMAN LOT, TWO OSPREYS FLEW OVERHEAD WITHIN 5 MINUTES OF EACH OTHER (coincidence... right?). Again, I have nothing to lose by posting this.
The PRIMARY BREAD AND BUTTER technique of the NSA's ambient gaslighting is the use of vehicles. Overtime, the NSA has become better at hiding their abuse and has utilized utility vehicles (with several/an unnecessarily large amount of flashing hazard/utility lights, which were staged and used during my commute to and from work) instead of regular vehicles. While gaslighting by the NSA can't be proven (actually... at this point I'm pretty sure that it can be if it were to be investigated), I have nothing to lose by posting this. Posting this gives the general public a reasonable idea of how far the government will go to escape accountability (and they have an UNLIMITED BUDGET).

EDIT: May 11, 2018: ... I imply or suggest nothing short of: Aerial surveillance would prove to be very effective in launching a gaslighting campaign with vehicles against a target. An aerial satellite (unlimited budget/can afford to put a management engine in everything) would prove to be the most effective target tracking technique to exist on the planet. Better than "cellphone GPS" tracking, better than "car GPS tracking," better than manual tails, better than helicoptors. An "eye in the sky" would serve as one of the most effective ways to carefully position and arrange vehicles/teams of vehicles via cellphone orders. Nothing to lose by posting this either, I've gathered enough evidence and skill to get me THIS far, what have I to fear (and is this why my github thread was flagged three times in a row?)?

EDIT: May 13, 2018: Elements of the "techniques/tactics" of the "system" (it's a system, there's a method to the madness) used against me include, but are not limited to:
1) The end goal of making the target perceive a threat/perceive that their life is in danger
2) Maintaining a constant state of "Adrenal Fatigue" within the target
3) Instilling within the target the (false) belief that "there is no escape/nothing can be done about it and that the law can't help them" (examples include intercepting and forging email responses from lawyers, gaslighting with uniformed police officers via random tails and positioning officers directly outside of my window and near my vehicle, having armed security officers wait by the apartment complex's front door and open the door for me while staring blankly in the distance, the works)
4) Sleep deprivation techniques
5) The research of and repeated attempted exploitation of traumatic incidents in the targets past (discovered via monitoring the target and digging through the collected metadata of the target) to elicit a desired emotional state.
6) The end goal of the system used against me seems to be DESTABILIZATION: to cause an "outburst" or a repeatable pattern of "outbursts" in response to the perceived threats, constant stress, sleep deprivation, overloaded adrenal gland/adrenal fatigue, and constant "pressure" of having no rest from the techniques and tactics used. The end goal seems to be to manufacture the target as an artificial threat/to eliminate the targets credibility/to drive targets to eliminate themself.
This is the watered down version. Is this why my github threads were flagged three times in a row? I have a feeling that this system has been used multiple times against others (and if I didn't know any better, I'd theorize that the people using it enjoy it).

EDIT: May 13, 2018: It is my belief that the purpose of the abuse of power that I've experienced at the government's hands (which lead to me going public instead of being broken down) is to "MANUFACTURE" AN ARTIFICIAL THREAT to escape all possibility of being held accountable for any wrongdoing... and that this is being done due to nothing of worth being contained within my metadata to use against me. It is now also my belief that I'm not the first person that this tactic/technique has been used against, that this may be a STANDARD OPERATING PROCEDURE, and that the techniques and tactics are custom-tailored to the individual being targeted BASED ON THE TARGET'S METADATA AND DIGITAL FOOTPRINT.

The tactics and techniques used against me, unfortunately, have had the opposite effect vs what was intended (and I can rest easy knowing that the public should have a reasonable understanding of exactly how the government actually rolls).

Watered Down Accusation: given the nature of my experience and the events that have transpired, it would appear that the capabilities of the government are used for personal gain moreso than for national security threats (personal use outweighs job use) and have become much harder to justify.

-Another Financial Abuse Example: On the day that I went to purchase a new car, the original deal that the salesman offered was $280 a month for a 2017 Toyota Corolla LE. My credit score was acceptable. This had to be sent (through a computer system) to "Toyota HQ." The response came back through their computer system and I ended up paying $333 a month and was bumped one model down (to their base model, in comparison to the original offer of $280 for an LE Increasing the payment amount, sure... reducing the model in tandem with increasing the payment??????). THIS CAN BE INVESTIGATED, the numbers were COMPLETELY OFF in comparison to the original deal that the salesman wanted to make with me AND THE SALESMAN'S NUMBERS WERE CORRECT UPON ENTRY. This would be a good example of stealth financial damage: slowly nickle and dime the target overtime.

-Failed attempt at Crazy Making: I grew frustrated at RedZone for not taking the incident at SGT seriously. After James Crifasi failed to give me proper legal advice, I decided to speak to Bill Murphy about the incident. During the conversation, when I mentioned the github link, he expressed that he "wasn't aware of any github link" (evidence that I sent him the link to this thread exists at RedZone in the above specified locations). He also stated, when I asked about seeking legal action, that "that's SGT's issue." On this day, James Crifasi and Bill Murphy spent time "making phonecalls." They ended up passing me to someone from "warrior2warrior," and the female that began asking me unnecessary questions turned on a tape recorder (and I was very careful with how I answered them). One such unnecessary question was "do I own a firearm (I don't)." The angle that RedZone wished to use/build on was "PTSD" from Afghanistan. It failed MISERABLY.

This technique was QUICKLY SCRAPPED AND NO LONGER USED ONCE I MADE IT KNOWN THAT I WOULD SEEK EVIDENCE FROM SGT ON MY OWN ACCORD OUTSIDE OF THEIR "ADVICE." WHEN MY LAPTOP WAS SEIZED (which contains all of my collected evidence of NSA abuse of power) AFTER MAKING THIS KNOWN TO THEM, I WAS GIVEN A FAKE LAWYER LETTER THAT WAS DATED FOR 1 YEAR IN THE FUTURE (which I am still in possession of). On the day that my laptop was seized, the entire office was told to work remotely. The only person in the office was James Crifasi and myself. James Crifasi is the one that handed me the lawyer letter (that was dated for 1 year in the future and stated that they weren't aware of any person involved in the SGT incident and that they were concerned about my stress) after taking the company laptop into his posession. Because the letter that he handed me is dated for 1 year in the future, I can safely assume that their lawyer didn't actually write the letter (and had no prior awareness of it until I sent this thread to him directly).

-Redzone was aware that evidence of criminal wrongdoing was being buried at SGT (government abuse of power).
-I was fired because RedZone did not (and does not) intend to acknowledge the data breach that occurred on their servers or any of the incidents that affected me while I was employed by them. Moreso, they ACTIVELY ASSISTED the agency that targeted me on more than one occasion.
-I'm going to assume that they thought that firing me and pressuring me into signing a 4k severance agreement (no lawyer wished to help me with it) would let them legally bury the rest of the evidence of any wrongdoing in an easy fashion. I was supposed to believe that "I couldn't do anything about it." I was supposed to feel "powerless." I was supposed to stay "silent" and let them get away with it.

"Supposed" to, anyway.


-Every lawyer that I approach (that responds) tries to direct the conversation away from legal action and towards non-legal action, similar to what my job did to me while trying to cover up evidence (I was told to contact the OPM, file a police report, call the FBI, file a restraining order, and the second I go to find that they're covering up evidence and that my employers don't want to acknowledge the data breach is the second I got fired). This is me making the ballsy statement that the organization that targeted me is actively approaching everyone that I ask for legal advice and asking them to not assist me (and that they approached every lawyer that I sent an email to asking for help with the severance agreement as well). I'm currently looking into finding a lawyer for wrongful termination as a starting point and I'm willing to bet that even this will be made difficult because of the claims involved.

One such example of gaslighting with lawyers would be:
Jason Zuckerman (Zuckerman Law), someone that I asked to assist me with the severance agreement that RedZone's "lawyer" sent me.
-After telling him that I would not need his assistance, he told me that he would "delete the emails that I sent him."
-After asking him for legal advice regarding my situation, I was told by "him" that "I do not know of any attorneys who handle this type of matter. Maybe try the ACLU." This is similar to the tactic that RedZone used against me, referring me to an organization that will not help me with the situation (I still have the emails).

-It would seem that posting the various abuses carried out by the state actor that targeted me in a public setting is the only thing that gives them pause. From what I've observed, the tactics used are designed to encourage me to believe that they "control the law" and are designed to encourage me to simply "give up" so they can get away with their crimes without facing accountability.

I've also experienced covert gaslighting/scare tactic techniques from RedZone's lawyer, for asking its clients (that I personally performed work for) to act as job references, despite following the lawyers instructions (and I question where the lawyer got most of the information of his "reports" from, because they weren't from RedZone's clients). They didn't work.

EDIT: May 4, 2018: Yesterday, I asked RedZone's lawyer to cease all forms of emotional communication with me during our email correspondences and to keep his answers to any requests that I make, which are reasonable requests, such as "can I have my emails from class (considering the fake Offensive-Security PWK ban and my communications not making it to the educational institution, the request was beyond reasonable)," to a simple "yes or no" (classic tactic: "get a rise out of/rile up" the plaintiff by appealing to the reptilian brain, collect evidence from the "emotion-fueled" responses of the plaintiff to discredit the plaintiff and the plaintiff's character). I had to rephrase this from "emotional communication" to a simple "yes or no" and my request was not acknowledged at all in any email response from RedZone's lawyer AND the responses seemed borderline psychopathic in nature so I'm keeping a paper trail. This tactic is similar in nature to RedZone's abandoned "PTSD" technique (that failed), and I'VE BEEN PONDERING WHY REDZONE'S LAWYER IS USING MANIPULATION TACTICS SIMILAR TO BOTH WHAT REDZONE STANDS ACCUSED OF (whom he represents) AND TO MY PREVIOUS EXPERIENCES (such as the court sentence manipulation of the sentencing fee that the judge passed down (which can be proven), which was designed to target my emotional state), despite "having been a lawyer for 35 years." The responses are uncharacteristic of a lawyer and his supposed legal experience would dictate that attempting emotional manipulation in this specific case (particularly because his clients have already been accused of using the same technique) would be a bad idea. THIS LEADS ME TO SUSPECT THAT HIS EMAILS ARE BEING FORGED (vs him not being good at his job... RedZone gave me a fake lawyer letter before seizing the laptop that contained evidence of NSA abuse of power (I still have the letter), so government abuse of power via imitating a legal representative doesn't seem infeasible) in a similar manner to the forged email responses sent to me from OSCP (that still exist on the laptop).

The name of RedZone's lawyer is "C. Edward Hartman, III" (Hartman Attorneys at Law) (116 Defense Highway × Suite 300 × Annapolis, Maryland 21401)
Below are screenshots of the request and subsequent responses (to the request to keep his responses to my future requests to a simple "yes or no"). (Emotional Bait) (Emotional Bait, Full Context. Best if I include the request that I made, which was made in a reasonable and logical manner. Nothing to hide, nothing to fear right?) (Request to cease using Emotional Bait) (Failure to acknowledge my request) (After rephrasing the request to terms that even a 6 YEAR OLD could process and understand ("a simple yes or no"), the request is still completely evaded despite the request being explained in a REASONABLE and LOGICAL manner. The last sentence of his response (and the second to last sentence) is also nonsensical, resembles word salad, has zero context in relation to the request, is composed of vague and open ended deflective statements aimed at getting me to defend myself, and is uncharacteristic of a lawyer.)
Bold Accusation: The severance agreement and the subsequent interception and deletion/manipulation of my emails to find legal assistance was intended to pressure me into "signing away all evidence" for a minuscule amount of money, and the severance agreement WASN'T SENT BY REDZONE'S LAWYER.

EDIT: May 10, 2018: I've uploaded the lawyer letter that was given to me by James Crifasi on the day that my laptop that contains evidence of forged emails, attempts to find legal assistance, notification that the management engine was active and in use on my PC, and correspondences that have occurred regarding this situation was seized. Note that the only person in the office when this letter was handed to me was James Crifasi and myself, everyone else was told to work remotely for the day. My active directory account was disabled the morning of (I checked before I entered the office). Also, keep in mind that, after my laptop was seized, I discovered that evidence of government abuse of power (that I notified my employers off... and observed their lack of concern thereof) was ACTIVELY BEING BURIED. SGT invested a lot into improving their network architecture... I personally performed the infrastructure changes with James Miante. I installed a Cisco 3850 switch stack to replace their end of life hardware and turned it into a wireless controller. A LOT OF MONEY WENT INTO IMPROVING THEIR BUILDING'S NETWORK INFRASTRUCTURE, and I went ABOVE AND BEYOND TO ENSURE THEY GOT WHAT THEY PAID FOR. The nature of their contract (which I will not post here) with RedZone means THEY SHELLED OUT A LOT OF MONEY TO MAKE THIS IMPROVEMENT. They were INVESTING in the building. Why suddenly close the building and destroy video footage that has a retention policy of SEVEN YEARS? (High quality scan, observe that the date of this letter is addressed for ONE YEAR IN THE FUTURE)
(Nothing left to hide, I have enough proof gathered and posted to not care about any negative opinion towards me regarding this letter. Proof is proof.)

Update: May 10, 2018 (Burn Notice):
As a side note, I have suspicions that "Sydney Cromwell (Front Desk Clerk/James Crifasi's assistant)," "Stephanie (Accounting assistant)," "Chris/Christopher (Bill Murphy's assistant)," and "Anthony (MSP phone clerk's assistant, who also dropped a hint that his "girlfriend" used to work for the NSA at RedZone's annual party)," (employees of RedZone at the time of my termination) work for or are associated with the NSA (what is RedZone's video retention policy?). I was also given "advice" by Sydney to contact the OPM to file a complaint so it could be handled "in house."

So... Redzone assisted SGT with evidence burial (who has a video retention policy of 7 years, the only way to make the tapes disappear is by closing the building), the OWNER of RedZone, Bill Murphy, lied to my face about being aware of the thread (evidence of the sent email was saved by me, and within 15 minutes of sending the email to him originally, he had an "emergency meeting"), James Crifasi and Bill Murphy attempted to paint my experience and concern over the incident as PTSD related (despite being aware of the instances of government abuse of power), the "warrior2warrior" representative (who turned on a tape recorder to record my responses) gave me fake legal advice to "file a restraining order," JAMES CRIFASI GAVE ME A FAKE LAWYER LETTER BEFORE SEIZING THE WORK LAPTOP THAT CONTAINED EVIDENCE OF ABUSE OF POWER when the PTSD angle failed (after I made it known that I would find out if the tapes still existed myself), the POLICE OFFICER THAT RESPONDED TO MY CALL AT SGT seemed UNCONCERNED WITH THE BUILDING BREACH and gave me fake legal advice to "file a restraining order," RedZone fired me when I confronted them about the evidence burial and the management engine being ACTIVE AND IN USE ON THE WORK LAPTOP (RedZone knows what it is/what it does and silently tried to slide me an AMD laptop a week later), THE EMAIL RESPONSES FROM REDZONE'S LAWYER ARE BEING FORGED (meaning they haven't actually involved a lawyer AT ALL) AND MY ATTEMPTS TO FIND LEGAL ASSISTANCE ARE BEING INTERCEPTED AND DROPPED. Also BEFORE ALL OF THIS, DURING THE PEAK OF THE GOVERNMENT'S ABUSE, several instances of abuse were carried out to include THE ELECTRONIC MANIPULATION OF A COURT SENTENCE PASSED DOWN BY A JUDGE (good luck making this disappear). It would seem that the government will go to great lengths to prevent their abuses of power from being exposed, and the tactics that I've experienced seem to be psychopathic in nature. (Someone's bound to get the hint...)

-Where does the "liquid courage" stem from: My metadata is clean (as clean as it gets, the closest to an illegal data breach I've ever gotten was "licking the skin of an apple." I have yet to bite the forbidden fruit, so I, quite literally, have "nothing to fear" because I've done nothing wrong of worth and no-shit have nothing to hide), I avoid TOR for the time being (and previously, before I was aware of the management engine's existence, nothing observed via exposed TOR metadata is of any significance) due to this situation being unsolvable via "hiding" or "secrets" (the game is rigged and the deck is stacked via metadata abuse so the only winning move is NOT TO PLAY; being open and authentic is the only path that works here), and my -threat- level to national security SHOULD be relatively low/nonexistent. My crime is "catching the government red handed." Given the nature of the events that have played out, I've also began to question the nature of how the government picks and chooses its targets. From what it looks like, one could have nothing to hide and nothing to fear... and STILL BE TARGETED REGARDLESS OF NOT BEING A THREAT TO BEGIN WITH (LOVEINT nonwithstanding, this doesn't make you a -target-). It's almost as if THE THREAT IS BEING MANUFACTURED ARTIFICIALLY.
EDIT: May 20, 2018: The techniques and tactics used against me seem to have been designed to murder me "covertly." So there should be no threat to me physically.

1) The NSA's employees use their capabilities to spy on/study their "interests" so they can "increase their odds" of getting their dicks wet/muffs stuffed (LOVEINT).
2) If caught (using their capabilities in an unauthorized manner) or if they run the risk of exposure (as a result of getting caught), they use their capabilities to try to control "the situation (and the person)" by invading several facets of the life and social/employment circles of the person that caught them, so they can avoid all accountability. This is why RedZone was approached when I caught the NSA in my PC.
3) If this fails, the NSA then resorts to systematically destroying the target by any means necessary, be it financial abuse, inviting the target out of integrity, or mental torture via ambient-gaslighting to erode the target's perception and sense of reality, so they can avoid all accountability.
4) When trying to figure out the proper course of action, the person being targeted will be mislead and discourage, and emails will be intercepted and dropped, intercepted and a response to the email forged, or the person the email is sent to approached.
(The proper course of action is to go above them to someone that they shouldn't be able to manipulate)
5) It didn't work, and now I'm here with evidence, some of which has been buried, some that I managed to legally freeze, and some that they gave me for free in their failed attempt to reduce exposure by freezing my github thread and subsequent threads.
(Timestamps exist that will demonstrate that the threads were frozen when I posted my experienced car loss and results thereafter, the manipulation of my court sentence via remote hacking, and the extent of RedZone's involvement in attempting to cover up evidence. This occurred again during the first repost of my second created account, and with the second repost with a third created account. After the creation of the third account, I waited for two minutes before reposting the thread and its contents. The account was flagged within 15 seconds of being re-posted.)
6) The NSA has an unlimited budget.
7) The abuse is still on-going and is carried out in a covert manner. They seem to not care that this incident is public and they seem to not care that evidence has been collected.

EDIT: May 9, 2018: The techniques and tactics that are being used against me currently seem to be designed to "freeze me out." Despite being fully qualified, I've received no call backs regarding employment. Despite having every right to continue my education, I've received no email-responses from Offensive Security regarding getting my email address changed (and I want to continue my education). If anyone has any advice on this that doesn't involve "just work for the feds that tried to fuck up your life, bro (I'd rather be homeless or shot in the face)," please email me at (I don't care if it's done anonymously via guerilla mail over TOR). Any and all advice is welcome (because I also don't trust Congress to do the right thing and this may be a very long wait).

To RedZone:
Were you targeted too? Did you help them out of fear and CONSTANT reminders that you are being watched? Did you fall for the false perception and believe that it was better to not get involved/that nothing could be done about it? Did you believe the ability to prove abuse via a nation state actor to be "impossible?" Because it wasn't.

Andrea Fitzsimmons: Previously comfortable with who you were and what your weight was, then began going to the gym. Despite results, I noticed you unjunk messages from the SonicWall Email Security on more than one occasion, which was among several "spam" messages that were semi insulting, aimed at your weight, some of the titles straight had the word "fat" in them (one read, and I quote, "No one likes a fatty"), etc. How often have you had to un-junk SWES emails that would normally make it to your inbox, and how much junk mail related to your weight did you see? Do you use your RedZone email to buy products related to weight, or a personal email, where spammers shouldn't know to send weight-loss emails to your work email? Also, what was the name of the "OPM" investigator that you talked to? Did they leave contact information?"

I remember typing on the RedZone laptop (that had an ACTIVE MANAGEMENT ENGINE IN IT) about a situation regarding Melody Leighton (the reason for this entire mess) getting caught red handed by her mother fapping on skype with a pen (while I was in Afghanistan on webcam). A few days later, when I needed a pen, all the pens were missing from my desk and none were in the supply closet. I asked you for a pen and you looked for a specific pen to hand me, which was covered in a sticky adhesive substance.

I remember you saying repeatedly in conversations with Sydney and "Monique" (the accountant) statements regarding "Netflix and chill" and "hpv is something that people just get." This happened on multiple occasions.

My question to you is: WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU THINKING? THE ONLY WINNING MOVE WAS "NOT TO PLAY." But I guess you were always the insecure type... easy for them to get to, strong arm, and manipulate into a corner. I hope you grow a stronger spirit in the future as a result of this experience.

Not too sure, you might be a honeytrap too. You just gave off very few indicators. The only thing that raises suspicion is: the conversations (repeat conversations of the same topic) regarding what I documented above with Andrea Fitzsimmons. Assuming you're in cahoots, consider this your burn notice.

Bill Murphy: After I sent you the link to the github thread, and "Sydney Cromwell" and "Stephanie" cleaned up the front conference room for your "emergency meeting" 15 minutes later, what was the meeting about? Was your car damaged randomly for no reason? What type of damage was it? This has happened to several people that I know, a friend who had his side view mirrors broken immediately after I considered going public with this information and a sister who had her apartment door kicked in. Did they threaten to ruin your business? Were you given a letter of National Security or was the entire thing off the books as a result of threats/intimidation? Also, WHAT IS REDZONE'S VIDEO RETENTION POLICY... because the faces of those that you had an emergency meeting with should be on camera (and the exact date and time of the meeting can be estimated based on the email that I sent you with the link to the github thread, which is stored in the evidence folder in the above specified locations... figured saving it would be useful).

James Crifasi: I remember specifically ASKING YOU FOR ASSISTANCE WITH GOING TO CONGRESS AND ASKING YOU FOR ASSISTANCE IN RETRIEVING THE VIDEO FROM SGT TO USE AS EVIDENCE TO SUPPORT MY CASE. Your response to me asking you for help with going to Congress was "first I need to gather evidence using a video device that wasn't connected to the internet." Your responses to obtaining the tape from SGT were vague, misleading, and I specifically remember (a year or so ago) you coming to DISTRACT ME after I CALLED SGT TO TRY TO OBTAIN THE VIDEO RETENTION POLICY (which I failed to do). The irony of this is AFTER I OBTAINED EVIDENCE AND WENT TO SGT TO ASK WHAT THEIR VIDEO RETENTION POLICY WAS AGAINST REDZONE'S ADVICE, the laptop that HAS EVIDENCE OF GOVERNEMNT ABUSE THAT WAS COLLECTED BY ME was SEIZED BY YOU (and you had full intention of firing me to help bury the evidence). So my questions to you are: WERE YOU HELPING THEM FROM THE START TO MISLEAD ME FROM TAKING ACTION TO END THE ABUSE? Was it YOUR decision to ISOLATE ME FROM THE REST OF HELPDESK (during the time that Andrea kept calling me a "secret ninja") immediately after the "conference room meeting" that Andrea and others had with a total stranger (that seemed to purposefully look SHADY AS FUCK with a winter green coat) that was never seen again, the day after I caught the NSA breaking into my computer? Were you AWARE that the NSA's goal was attempted covert murder, and did they blackmail you into assisting them?
... and did you REALLY think I'd let you off the hook by leaving your LEVEL of involvement out of this thread?

James Miante: I don't really have much to ask you. Aside from random laughs (no point saying what you laughed at, it just emphasizes that you were aware of the situation), you tried to stay out of it/tried to distance yourself from it. You are probably one of the ONLY people (who's name has been mentioned in this thread) that doesn't deserve to go to jail. Thank you for teaching me how to be a better systems architect. The knowledge will not be wasted.

While I'm on the subject of random snickers and chuckles...

"Stephanie" and "Sydney:"
--On the date of Feb 26, 2017 You attended a "private cannabis event" known as the "Up In Smoke Day Party" at "Layla Lounge (501 Morse Street NE, Washington D.C.)" that I also attended. You passed me your pre-rolled blunt to smoke and "did a cheer" with your hands in the air immediately after I smoked it, before taking a hit yourself (and passing it to some other random person, then throwing on your headphones as I walked away). A FEW WEEKS AFTER THE EVENT, YOU END UP WORKING AT REDZONE in the office across from mine.
-Sydney Cromwell:
--We've had strange discussions, one of which revolved around random sex shows (like a vegas play or some shit), one where you said that you were going on a date with someone to fly drones (despite being "married" to the guy that I saw at the RedZone party, your stories aren't consistent), and I distinctly remember you, Stephanie, and Andrea discussing a "house warming party" for your "new house (on what budget???)" that would involve "debauchery" and nudity. You also gave me the advice to "contact the OPM" so my issue with "catching the NSA in my computer" could be handled "in-house."

My questions to you both (since I already have evidence of both of you participating in gaslighting after I sent Bill Murphy an email with the link to the original thread) are: are you Federal Agents, Honey-traps, or both? Was your purpose to position yourselves as trustworthy individuals, to obtain blackmail, to mislead me from taking the correct action (which was going to congress instead of filing an OPM report), or a combination of the above listed questions? Was your goal to assist the person that I caught breaking into my computer (LOVEINT gone wrong)? Did Bill Murphy already know about the situation? How did you get your notification to clean the front conference room for Bill Murphy within 2 minutes of me sending him the github link?

I remember saying something along the lines of "I intend to go to war with the NSA" and Sydney simply smiled (more like "smirked"). My question to Sydney is: Do you like the results? Are you still smiling?

Usurp deez nuts.

RedZone In General: What is your opinion on the constant BGE power outages that affected your infrastructure? What is your opinion on the various BGE power outages that affected my ability to perform work while I was at client sites? There were too many power outages to consider them to be a coincidence.

Why am I asking these questions?
-It completely removes the ability of everyone involved to lie about the situation. The power used against me (and against RedZone) resides purely in the ability of the perpetrators to LIE.

To Melody Leighton:

Is this the response to the abuse that you were expecting?


Your soul is stuck in a place of perpetual darkness, there is no need for revenge against you, for three reasons.

1) The first reason is that your mind and how it works will take revenge against you for me. Based on the length of time of our "separation" from each other, and based on the amount of effort that I've witnessed you exert, it's safe to say that you never got over the breakup and you never will, regardless of how much time passes. You joined the NSA for the sole purpose of using its capabilities to "re-obtain" me. Your failure to re-obtain me using Nation State tools will most likely haunt you for the rest of your life.

2) The second is that any attention that I give to you specifically is wasted (because it's your narcissistic supply).
Because of how your mind works, you are incapable of viewing me as a person and you will always view me as an object to be used, abused, to have resources mined from, and to be exploited for no good reason short of satisfying the emotional void that exists within your soul. Everything that you've done was done for the sole purpose of REDIRECTING MY ATTENTION AWAY FROM MYSELF AND BACK ONTO YOU. Every capability that you've abused, from monitoring my every move with a Spy Satellite, to monitoring my every move on my PC, to monitoring every interaction that I have with friends, strangers, and family, was done for the sole purpose of ESTABLISHING A SENSE OF POWER AND CONTROL OVER ME and FIGURING OUT THE BEST WAY TO RE-OBTAIN ME.
This is made worse by the fact that you flopped between the DEVALUATION STAGE (watching me to figure out what I care about and sabotaging it, from my vehicle to my education to my employment) and the IDEALIZATION stage (attempting to re-obtain my attention and focus since I've increased my value far beyond anything you could have imagined). Any attention given to you whatsoever is wasted.

3) Your true nature has been exposed. The web of lies and deceit that you've weaved has been burned to the ground, and everyone worth their salt, from Congress to elite penetration testers, have been BURNED by your actions and are now 100% aware of your mindset and WHY/HOW you use Nation State capabilities. You will forever be branded as the reason for the NSA's most embarrassing scandal to occur in the history of mankind.

-Your failure to obtain me, my rejection of you (twice, not once... taste abandonment), your public exposure/being the reason for the NSA's most embarrassing scandal to date, and the mechanics of your mind will do the work for me. While I don't wish this upon you, if you were to kill yourself (since both the NSA and Congress are incapable of solving a problem such as you) as a result of the narcissistic injury of being exposed... I wouldn't bat an eye. It'd ensure that your desire to fuck with my livelihood (for no good reason short of stroking your ego like a dildo) would CEASE with your existence.

I'll stick to focusing on everyone else (for two reasons, the first being there is value in combating those that wronged me and the second being that focusing on you is a literal waste of effort with zero gain and zero reward). The faster you discard me, the better. Enjoy searching for me in someone else and never finding me. You will never find a suitable mirror to reflect back to you what you wish you could be for the rest of your life.

The consequence of playing "boogeyman" is "I've become the person that you send to kill it." Real shame that I figured out that I was just a game-piece being used as an ego-dildo (I know why you did what you did at SGT).

I look forward to moving towards a future where I forget that you exist. The only step remaining before this occurs is to take your favorite toy (the Spy Satellite) away from you to ensure that this never happens again in the future with myself or anyone else, since YOU'VE PROVEN THAT YOUR PERSONALITY TYPE IS MALIGNANT (you are not borderline, borderline's don't try to systematically drive the ex that rejected them to commit suicide) and because you've demonstrated that you (and your associates) have ZERO impulse control.


Silver Lining: It seems that we both have demonstrated that appearances can be very deceiving and VERY misleading.

To "The worst of the worst (TRIGGER WARNING):"

You failed to rob me of my future.
You failed to drain me of my light.
You failed to clip my wings.
You failed to sustain yourself off of reducing my value as a person.

The consequence of your failure is: You get to witness me ascend to a position of power on this planet that not even YOU will be able to degrade, belittle, or sabotage, while simultaneously suffering the consequences of your actions and the consequences of being exposed for the demonic entities that you have revealed yourselves to be. You will remain collapsed, feeling empty, depleted, unfulfilled, and unsatisfied. Meanwhile, your fuckups will be put to good use by me.

I intend to become one of the most powerful hackers on the planet, and I hope that witnessing my climb to greatness makes you vomit and gives you nightmares.

I hope that your failure to reduce me to your level haunts you for the rest of your lives.

Actually, I'm 100% sure that it will haunt you for the rest of your lives. Consider this thread your "constant reminder" of that which you seek to escape from so desperately.

Witness me.

Being targeted by the government is one thing, being targeted by bitch-niggas is another issue entirely.

I've come to an important realization: You don't just "revel" in operating in the realm of the intangible (with zero days, spy satellites, lies, deception, and secrets). Your entire beings are sustained via the intangible. What you sought to destroy about me is something that is INTANGIBLE and is an aspect of myself that you either can't stand don't have. The damage to my life that I'm experiencing is just seen by all of you as that "gateway" that you can use to get to and destroy that intangible aspect of myself.

You operate in the realm of the intangible to destroy intangible aspects of the people that you target, and they tend to be HIGH VALUE TARGETS, IMAGINE THAT. You, quite literally, use your efforts to destroy those that you see as ABOVE YOU in some way, shape, or form, and you SUSTAIN off of the destruction of the "intangible" aspect of the person that you're destroying. In my case, the aspect that was honed in on was my "loyalty," my "dedication," and my "ethical standpoint" on not hacking into other people's shit UNLESS ABSOLUTELY NECESSARY (you failed to replicate the "absolutely necessary" part because you're BOUND BY RULES).


And now the public knows.

When I said "no contact," I meant it. I'm willing to go to court for a reason.

It is my firm belief that, barring the top 5% of your organization (skill wise/breach wise), 50% of your organization should be fried IN ADDITION TO CONGRESS FORCING YOUR ORGANIZATION TO CHANGE HOW IT USES ITS SPY SATELLITE. Simply changing the practices of how you use your tools would not be enough to deal with the toxicity that has systemically corrupted your organization from the inside out. Your organization needs what I'd like to call a "good old-fashioned (and LONG OVERDUE) reset."

Survivor of the most insidious form of abuse in existence: Gaslighting (by Nation Stater Actors), the practice of eroding the reality of the victim using Nation State technology.

I think I'll start my conversations with the phrase "do not be afraid."