I figure since somebody may eventually ask what prompted my return to SoldierX, I may as well cover it here and now. In a earlier "Amp Blasts" post, I voiced my legitimate displeasure with the complacency and apathy that I observed from crew members. One reason for this was the cancellation of the tutorial contest due to lack of entries. Another was due to Grey being forced into retirement due to his failure to produce content. Along with seeing that not much had happened with some other projects and a supposed return by another member that eventually fell apart it started to bother me. Another thing that was bothersome were all of these IT goons with giant fucking hardons for MRI coming on the site without an intent to legitimately further their knowledge. The straw that broke the camel's back though and prompted that post was that RaT brought it to my attention that I was contributing more than many crew members.
Despite my retirement in March 2010, I still had a sense of loyalty to SoldierX. It was this sense of loyalty that convinced me that I should come back. Furthermore, it's this sense of loyalty that has made me sick of seeing supposed experts who rely on a program to do their job for them way too much for their own good not furthering their knowledge. This sense of loyalty is why I have been upset with the apathy I have seen, and it's time that I try to make things change for the better.